Keep Holding On- Avril Lavigne

You're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go you know I wont give in
no I wont give in.

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

So far away I wish you were here
before it's too late this could all disapear
before the doors close, this comes to an end
but with you by my side I will fight and defend i'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Keep holding on'
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

Hear me when I say, when I say
I believe nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny
what ever is ment to be
will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeahlalalalalalala...

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding oncause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

here's one for the mugging people of beatty secondary as well as my uncle who is suffering and my mom, grandma, joanne and everyone else who is suffering with him
may you recover soon




decided not to study anymore. ok maybe later. here's something ripped from friendster.

1. Is your hair up?-uh huh!
2. Is your phone right beside you?-yeah sure it always i
3. Do you wish you were somewhere else?- kind of.. stayin at home mugging almost the whole day is dead boring
4. Do you have plans for tonight?- studying till late and the phone to accompany me and youtube maybe. maybe i won't study after all. hee he.
5. Are you wearing makeup?- i don't know how to.. ? lawl
6. Are you wearing chapstick?- nope.
7. Are you cold?- fudgin hot
8. Are you tired?- nahhhhh
9. Are you excited?- for the bitching exams to be over so i can do what i want and not study all day
10. Are you watching tv?- nahp
11. Are you wearing pajamas?- no
12. Who's the last person you IMed?- pretty shana
Who's the last person thatcalledyou?- dioneeieieie
Anything you regret?- nothing in particular
2.Ever lied?- hmmm, no. ok here's one
3.Ever stuck gum under a desk?- no. thats gross.
Ever spit at someone?- its fun!
5.Ever kick something living?- yes. people.
6.Ever thrown up because you criedso hard?- HAHAHAHHA thats funny, and no
REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:LAST WEEK
1. Had any plans last week?- books oh eew
2. Who did you see most last week?- candies cuz she sits right next to me
3. Was last week interesting?-it was funny. school has always been fun
TODAY
1. Have you yelled at someone?- no! surprisingly
.2. Have you gotten mad at someone?- i don't remember. probably not.
3. Have you cried?- no! ^^
.4. Have you called more than 3 people?- mmhm
5. Have you IMed more than 3 people?- yup
SPILL YOUR GUTS.
First thing you did this morning?- woke up at 11 and remember i was having tuition at 11
Q:Last thing you ate?-a piece of honeydew healthy healthy yaw
Q:What's something you look forward tomost in the next 6 weeks?- OMG EXAMS TO BE OVER OMG OMG O-M-G
Q:What's annoying you right now?- the heat. im so hot hawhaw!
Q:What's the last movie you saw?- um. hairspray
Q:Do you believe in longdistance relationships?- not really.... haha
Q:Where is the last place you went?- havent gone out the house the entire day omg so interesting
Q: Who is the last person you called?- momma
Q: Been cheated on?- hope not. don't think so.
Q: Do you think that someone isthinking about you right now?- an alien in mars
Q: Choose one to have (love,beauty,creativity):- ALL
: Do you wish on stars?- i don't really get to see them from my window. sheeeesh kapeesh kebabie
Q: Does it work?- don';t thnnk so cuz i havent done that before
Q: Do you untie your shoes every timeyou take them off?-no hahahahha im a lazy bum
Q: When did you last cry?- probably last week.
Q: Do you like your handwriting?- it goes with my mood. usually not
.Q: Are you a friendly person?- YAH
.Q: What color shirt are you wearing?- grey baby
Q: What is the color of your bedsheets?- its pink purple blue and white pretty pretty
.Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?- being addicted to the freaking com
.Q: last person you talked to?- dad
.Q: When is the last time you saw yourdad?- a few minutes ago
.Q: Look to your left?- door
.Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep?- cant remember dude
Q:Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?- mmhm
.Q: Song that makes you cry?- dono leh not many unless im really down
Q: Are you a normally happy person?- I GUESS SO
Q: Is your self-esteem low?- idont know
Q: What color are your eyes?- i think theyre just plain black.
Q: Long or Short Hair?-long? i think
Q: Current Music?- umbrella eh eh eh song.







i need a bath byebye

thankyou cancan for the shots yyou kuku monkeygirl

school has been funny and boring and all study this week last week and its so boring can exams faster end i cant wait!! but that means sec3.. and no more 2e3 >.<>

-emoface- :C

heyo. mao is crazy over polar bears.
jam




mugging yaw, studying till my dark rings are like a panda and there's still so muuch to go, oh fuck it. byebye!

: miaw




hey koolkids
im busy busy
study study
shitty shitty
ahh ahh
okaye! i'm on hiatus.


prolly back after the ends. i'm coming online lesser and lesser.
i'll miss u


mickey mouse march.




ohkayy, i have been bloghopping and talking lame stuff on msn and now i'm quite surprised that the sky is so dark already and anybody who watches the weather forecast can tell me if it'll be cold tomorrow hahahaahaha i don't wanna freeze up like a chicken cat like today ha ha haaah byebye. bio chapter6 here i come:/




hello moto.




lol hahahaha today it is colorful day. i am so off studying. and i so need to friggin remove my nails today. i wish school didnt have to start tomorrow!!!!!!!!! freds is having his swimmig lessonand ihave no one to disturb and and and and and and and theres HSM2 tonigh 730 on disney channel and then im so fat now
can anyone please kick my ass hard so i can start studying for exams ad so i wont regret later
miao jam is getting a fishing new lappie and i alsowantttt
what i really want: the bag from mango!!!!! and esprit and flats and more bags

shit im so broke and im bored ok i really need some arse kicking so i can go and friggin studyy man i miss fishy, piggy and chicky.

let me tell you more about them. fishy sleeps withher enormously humongously huge eyeballs open. piggy sleeps all the time in classes and is as pink as an actual pig. chicky can cook well.
haaaaa ok mad kkk i think i should go study now. bye.

:-D




damnit i'm so blogging instead of studying hahahhaha anyway hello this is me



ytd before the bluddy sian concert outside durians and this is ripped from candies' page heehaa.

how come i look so abnormal?\\

nvm, i think i shld start on geog now.

man my fringe is so annoying my face and eyebrows and forehead and everything now.

ooh wait i bought this hoodie from womenssecret HAHA but hey its such a good buy its damn cute.
kbye.

edit/
oh oh oh wait u know i was gonna wash my hand then i foudn this golden looking beetle in the basin walao damn strong sia, i wanted to wash it away with the water, it swam! hahahahah then i used a straw and poked it into the hole and then i ran the water then it disappeared, bye beetley:)

im sorry i had to injure u but u were to disgusting, bye:)




aiy, my windows are wide open nowwww, and the wind is rly strong so its damn cold but shiok:-D! i hope it'll stay like that 4ev ah AHCCHOOO the weather is nice today! thats why i've been sleepy all this while and

i just came back from astons (and and lollll) yah im so gonna start on my geog now. mayb slip.




1. Honestly, what is your natural haircolor? black i guess? or a teeny weeny brown.

2. Honestly, where is your defaultpicture taken? if youre talking about my disp on msn it's in my study.

3. Honestly, what's your middle name? meow?.

4.Honestly, what color do you hatemost? i don't know, light green? eew

5. Honestly does your crush like youback? no crush.

6. Honestly, what is your current mood? sleeeepy like shit.

7. Honestly,what color underwear areyou wearing? same color as yours.

8. Honestly, what makes you happy? my friends, and my familee

9. Honestly,look at a picture/posterin your room, who's on it? theres avril:)

10. Honestly, if you could go back intime and change something, what youwould you change? Nothing much in particular actually. i dont know:/

11. Honestly, if you must be an animalfor one day, what would you be? anything but a cockroach.

12. Honestly, ever had a near deathexperience? so many, ahaha when i was rollerblading hahaha!

13. Honestly, something you do a lot? say fuck. haha, i'm sorry

14. Honestly, the song stuck in yourhead? nothing. i'm just sleepy.

15. Honestly, what is your desktopbackground? SNAILS HAHAHA

16. Honestly, what are you wearing? clothes

17. Honestly, when was the last timeyou cried? that day when don came over haah.

18. Honestly, have you ever sung infront of a large audience? choir counted? yesss, countless times.

19. Honestly, if you could have onesuper power what would it be? to fly^^ ^^ ^^

20. Honestly, what's the first thing(s)you notice about the opposite sex? his face hahahhahhahaa

21. Honestly, what do you usuallyorder from Starbucks? honeystars.

22. Honestly,what's your biggestsecret? if i told you it won't be a secret anymore. anyway i dont think i even have one.

23. Honestly, favorite colors? hot colors

24. Honestly, is it sunny or raining? cloudy. please rains oon?

25. Honestly, do you still watchkiddy movies or TV shows? on nickelodeon like spsb and danny phantom my dad is a rockstar uh i dont remember

26. Honestly, what are you eating ordrinking at this moment? nuffin

27. Honestly,do you speak any otherlanguage? not really. chinese doesnt sound like chinese sometimes.

28. Honestly, what're your favoritesmells? lift/ mrt/ new house smells HAHAHA hey im not weird dione likes it too.

29. Honestly,if you could describeyour life in one word what would itbe? blessed.

30. Honestly, when was the last timeyou received a hug? i hugged my momi!

31. Honestly, have you ever kissed inthe rain? no.

32. Honestly, what/who are youthinking about right now? whether i shld sleep now.

33. Honestly, what should you be doing? studying geoglafee.

34. Honestly, what was the last thingthat made you upset/angry? i don't remember, srsly

35. Honestly, how often do you laugh? its an every-minute thing.

36. Honestly,do you like working inthe yard? no yard. anyway who likes working in a yard?\

37. Honestly, if you could have anylast name in the world, what wouldyou want? papaya. nah.

38. Honestly, do you act differentlyaround your crush/significant other? no crush/significant other

39. Honestly, name one song thatreminds you of an ex? i'm mister soh.

40. Honestly,who was the last personto make you cry? it wasnt a person

should i sleep?!




hi. im tired. today was fun. pictures up when i get them.

k i officially look dumb.

presenting,: boredom.

i hope tomorrow will be fun yaw.

i was watching mtv for abit just now haahaahaaaahahaah sian i don't freaking feel like doing the freaking math homeowkr damn it lol i hate homework oh fugit.

oh and exams.
bye




AND I FORGOT TO INFORM YOU.

THE ROXY BOUTIQUE AT PACIFIC PLAZA HAS CLOSED DOWN.

saddening. sighhhh. its such a sadsad world. i wanna own orchard.
anyway i think i shld control my spending problem
and start studying for streaming and stop going out.

byee

=p

its a wispy straight cutt haah. people say i look: dumb, gong, ahma (?), little girl, blur,china doll, barbie doll ?!?!?!?!??! hahahah!

so today right after i cut my hair i went orchard with charlene germaine and jam... boring hell didn't shop properly cuz they were following me around like bodyguards damn awkward

stupid dione seah yenting went for facial came at only like 6?! when it was supposed to be 3. and then i realise i only enjoy shopping with her and jam. and my mom. hahhahahahahahahha

AND IM DAMN x10000000000000 BROKE!! i bought a purse ffrom mang-guo, kyoot earrings from toppieshoppie um yeah? and this jetblack top from m)phosis prolly gonna wear it on fridaye/ oh and i saw jaslyn and may from 2e1 @ wisma!

and then i saw this rly rly REALLLY cute top from esprit ohmygod its 40bukz and i have no freaking money I WANT!! and i wanted to buy these bangles from aldo and and and earrings from DP my goodness!!!!! and a bag and ok:( lets face it shopping with no money sucks to the damned core........:( i want a money machine.

and im broke. shiz. damn broken now. i havent started studying and i can just feel the pressure coming in. right now. hell yeah.

geoglafee soon.

BOMCHICKAWAHWAH. YO EVERYONE. I'M GONNA DO A QUICK ONE TONIGHT CUZ I HAVE THE FREAKIN MATH T DO AND IM DOING SHOPPING (YAY FINALLY) TMR!













hahahahhahahaha ok today was pretty draggy boring dry as a bone from the time i woke up till about when dnt almost ended. anyway this is what we came up with after 9hours of some stupid dnt workshop in school. it's a study lamp anyway, its quite terrible.

that's our fish. it lights up. (hahahahhahha)

it hangs from this fishing rod. whatever. looks like crap. but we got the movie snackbar vouchers anyway, so they're prolly not that baddddd! :) oh, and out fishie cant swim hehe. so yeah

dione got to leave like an hour earlier cuz she had dental and then the dumb teacher went to argue with the dental doctor about it, goodness. anyway i went to j8 to get some paper @ popular aft dnt then i met up with dioney we went for some yummy dinner at thomson plazah then goodness we laughed like some seriously spactical retarded person everyone was looking at us and we sat on a kiddy ride at thomson i know, it was so long since we had one of those!!

i miss candies and i still have no friggin idea what i;m wearing on friday and guys, you should see dione on friday heels and all HAHAHA. goodnight:)

MATH HERE I COME

this is my cooking partner i forgot her name!!!!! but it starts with M :D like me! my eye looks extremely small why??











hi all. i'm at men ti's house right now. it is a rainy day and i got wet so many times, damn. anyway they went to return their books at library just now and then me and dione was freaking laughing at mandy because of a stupid dumb reason and then dione laughed until she fell on the floor in the middle of the whole first level of the library laughing and her paperbag on the floor. she just lay there laughing. ok and it was so fkin funny. we got scolded anyway.

and, my nails are a sexy red. <3 and i'm going to do finish my draft for the math thing tonight. so i don't think i'll be sleeping till late. i'm so formal today. but me and dione were laughing about fake hair and sandpaper and ccb and brrrrra and leaves and HAHAHAHAHAHAHA BYE.




hello earthworms my throat feels so heavy and i have no absolute idea why and im like a lil sleepy and a lot bored but i don't feel like sleeping and i'm going menti's house tomorrow and i feel like sneezing wait ahchoo

hi i'm back. went to my couin's house todayee as usual and im so proud of myself cuz i did like most of the 20page geog homework plus half the chinese homework yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyye!! i'm tired andoh, i like these


01why ruin a perfectly good flower whenyou know he loves you not?
02"he made me cry again yesterday.""so remind me why you live with that?""because i can't live without him..."
03Umbrellas stop the rain from hitting you,so why use them? After all, the rain is the sky's tears. & how would you like itif someone ignored your tears?
04I don’t wish my namewas Delilah. My boy’s more amazing thanPlain White T’s
05these are just random quotes from a million on one of those xanga sites and im sleepy

i'm going off
like right now
so gnight people
love plenty




im bored





i think this is srsly cute.





apparently i haven't been feeling the joy of blogging these few days cuz you know, ok i don't know. was sowpowzed t go shopping with don and cancan just now but then i didn't go so i could do my homework and now im too lazy i wish i went hahaahah shit! so now i'm like doing practically fuck nothing except eat mint chocs which are so damn fattening wait let me check the calorie value. ehhhhh there's no value. ok nvm. i'm bored and no way am i gonna do my shit homework. lets list out what i have to do this coming sept holidayee
1. chinese 造句 + activitything on 课本
2. math selfstudy unit shit thing:/
3. twenty damned pages of geog wb
4. music project.

and i really think there's something wrong with me. i wanna do everything else except studying/homeworking/whatever.

like i'm eating pringles now. yum.
fat.

Holler

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