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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

^looks like the lighthouse in japan! the one at the pacific ocean, gah miss it.

i am awake at 1.38pm today and i cannot be prouder of myself. when i woke up i found myself alone at home and now the cleaner's cleaning the house. momi's mia. i slept at like 630 ytd!! shits. todays the last day of the year and i'm feeling alot reluctant to move on to 09 because i know its going to be a busy studying year.......

could this day last longer! ok anw i havent been having the fingers to type lots of posts so yeah gtg, going to meet the galz at ps for lunch and movie. beybeybey.

XOXO 1:38 PM

i don't know what i'm feeling nowadays. hahaa.
it's 5:44am and i'm barely sleepy yet. i've done just day1 for my jcep scrapbook, i'm going to make it pretty because jcep was awesome and it deserves a pretty scrapbook with pretty memories.
now its 5:45. i'm sleeping at the time i should be waking up in three days' time. i am in dead shitz.
today dioney came over at night. we sat around the pond area and the christmas lights + darkness was really bfy. secret: we lay around lookin at the stars and it was pretty cool (although hundreds of people from surrounding blocks could see us lying down on the floor hahaha thinking we're crazy). we tried breaking into the rooftop, thing was that bobby pins couldnt unlock the damned padlocks.went to 711 and dione took a cab home. i was afraid she'd get kidnapped by the cabbie. hahahhaa. it was fun.

next battle: waking up early.

XOXO 5:44 AM

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Vegas Skies- The Cab

It's twelve o' clock and I need your attention
It's like the alcohol making my head spin
Your scent is the rum. the room is a bottle
Keeping me hopeless 'til I wake tomorrow

And if tonight ever makes a difference
The way that I feel the way that I'll remember it
I'll take this down until the glass remains
Swallow the words that I was meant to say

It's a long drive back to Vegas skies
So why don't I make one more wrong turn tonight, so

Say goodnight our first goodbye
I've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

All of these guards they stand tall and defensive
Putting up walls around what was once innocent
It won't let me in, but I'm stronger than that
'Cause you stole my eyes and I've never looked back

Girl, last night I forgot to mention
The way that I feel, the way that I'll remember this
When we're this young, we have nothing to lose
We just the clock to beat and a hand to choose

It's a long drive back to Vegas skies
So I don't, I make one more wrong turn tonight, so

Say goodnight our first goodbye
I've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

It's a long way down
Just fall into place and you'll fall into me
We'll make it out you'll see

So, say goodnight, our first goodbye
I've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together

And say goodnight, our first goodbye
I've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

XOXO 4:12 AM

i am off the top over-blogging. whats up with me. i wish dione was awake, i'm quite sad now :( double sadness:(( lol. i should just stop letting it bug me like crazy. it sucks. i am going iconing now (in a long time) and i'm going to feel better. byee.

XOXO 3:25 AM

bangs-like-side^

flashing news: i cleared my 4000-full hotmail inbox! so clear now!

left my homie at like 8, took buses to meet D G and M at balestier we like sat there for awhile then went to novena and i had my dinner at pastamania, ew bacon oglio became so weird. and then we went to candies' place and its been so long that i seen her! nothing changed except she cut her hair 8D

left around 11ish waited for 105 and i saw my chinese tutor on board hahahhaha. strange enough i am really good friends with her ;) yeah then we walked back gate and here! i am home.

cute fact #1: candies got me a hello kitty alarm clock which is damn cute and pretty and i love it like hell and shes so cute to get me an alarm clock (she knows me so well..)

#2: i got a beautifully wrapped prezzie + ribbons from auntie shan and u know i absoutely luvvvvvvvvvv her presents cuz theyre so unique and cute and innovative and i like them all the time, shes the best present giver and so this christmas she gave me this 50bucks borders voucher card thing yey:)))))))) and a doggie notebook.
fact #3 is that i realised i have a thing for pretty notebooks. there's another one i wanted to tell you, but i forgot.
sheesh, looks like my memory is failing me. grandma.

hellomoto: OMGAH dione got an alarm clock too hahaha!! so hilarious. (but she hates hello kitty so i wonder whats her character)
ps: wo miss moron 1000x! pardon the nerdface.

pps: d and m just texted me rly long messages saying they love me hahahhahaa, i know my card writing skills are real touching!! hahahahhahaa. -eyebrow-
ppps: ohh i forgot to tell you! i have 3e2 class bbq tomorrow haha, i'm going to get stinky and dione is finally coming over at night. ^^
pppps: i'm going to see hueimin tomorrow! im going to collect thumbdrive and develop photos for the jcep scrapbook we gotta do.
ppppps: i've never ever ever edited my post so many times before. ridiculous, so byebye.
pppppps: one more lol, huiting i was very honoured when u say ur a fan of my blog. haha! :)) im a fan of your skins!
Bye.
i like the word babe.

XOXO 12:49 AM

Monday, December 29, 2008

i miss numa.

XOXO 6:49 PM

i woke up at 4pm today, unforgivable!! woke up and omged when i saw the clock. who wants to take up the challenge to wake me up?? hahahhaa! its really hard, only germaine succeeded:( i just had a croissant and soup and ham lol and i'm going to meet D and G soon and candies finally got her new sim so she isnt playing "hard to contact" already.

and actually i feel like staying home watching many many dvds but i havent hung out with d for a long time alrd so im gonna meet them. im so happy cuz d's coming over for awhile later! :) and todays 29th right, germ's coming back from kl and jo's coming back from hk and yeah.

i want to go to church now lol. and its only monday, haha.

I'M REDEEMED BY YOUR LIFE
LET THE EARTH SING YOU ARE FREEDOM
TURN MY DARKNESS ALIVE
YOU WELCOME ME IN WITH OPEN ARMS
INTO UNENDING LIGHT
I'M NOT ASHAMED OF THE GOSPEL LORD

random lyrics cuz im listening to not ashamed while typing. ytd me and donney stayed up all nght on the phone, and donney i'm really glad i have you.

you know what? i live in the risen son!

ttyl!

XOXO 5:31 PM

TOO COOL FOR SCHOOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

school's reopening next friday, bluddy piecea crabsticks. way too soon.

today depspite having 5 (or more) alarms with very annoyingly loud songs i didnt manage to wake up until around 3. gr8. momi and i had lunch @ gardens then went to town. tangs was damn crowded and i was kind of pissed. lol. then went to isetan which was way better then we went to uh dfs? yeah then newton for dinner. glen and dione came after their work we sat there talkin until 11+ and me and momi left first. webcammed with candies, MAN miss her so muchie. i'll probably have a dvd marathon tonight hahahaha.

yay me, got this tee from harajuku (no not in japan. its a brand. haha.) and i got this pouchie thingie from lesportsac. momi went crazy in burberry. they're all having large sales now. i wanted to tell you somethnig but i forgot. nevermind

History- Funeral for a Friend

Dear friends of this academy
oooh romeo is bleeding to death
To see a friend bleed to death, what for
Some kind of metaphor that I cant see?
So I'll drink until I see it.

This sky will make me sick
So I'll give up on you
I'll give up on this
This sky will make me sick
So I'll give up on this
I'll give up on you

Archers in your arches
Raise your fingers for one last salute
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine

So you want to hold me up and bring me down
Yes, you want to hold me up and break me down
I don't care for your sweet scent
Or the way you want me more than I want you
and I don't care for your sweet scent
Or the way you want me more than I want you

Archers in your arches
Raise your fingers for one last salute
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine

Archers in your arches
Raise your fingers for one last salute
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine..

It's all mine..
It's all mine..
It's all mine..

Archers in your arches
Raise your fingers for one last salute
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine..

Archers in your arches
Raise your fingers for one last salute
And bleed this skyline dry
Your history is mine...

XOXO 1:18 AM

Sunday, December 28, 2008

lake kawaguchi = funfunfun and coldcoldcolddd

mount fuji, beautiful place

at the village. awesome weather.

ps: sorry for the chain of posts im gonna go now so bye.
pps: look at my bangs! i miss them.
do you remember that time? in the cold autumn night in our pj's in prince hotel, sitting on the windowseat with the ac blowing our butts off and eating cheese sticks while lookin out at the really really beautiful tokyo tower enjoying the night? i remember it! miss it so so badly.

XOXO 4:17 AM

if only my boyfriend could sing like the guy who sings in dear juliet, i'll melt like crazy everytime cuz all his songs are soo sweet. really. its 4.11am and really i can't sleep. feels like insomnia.

If you hear this wherever you are
Just know i need you here
I need you now
You were brighter than the pale whit moon
Reflected in your eyes
So i guess its no suprise
I can't forget you
No matter what i do

I will always carry you in my heart
You'll always be my shooting star
Autumn days will fade away
But memories willl always stay the same
I'm hoping you will never change
Don't ever change

I just need to slow down for a while
I'm missing your warm smile
And the way you used to say
"Stay with me till the daylight breaks
No matter what it takes
Just say you'll stay"

I will always carry you in my heart
You'll always be my shooting star
Autaumn days will fade away
But memories willl always stay the same
I'm hoping you will never change
Don't ever change

ps: if you can read my mind you'll know who im thinking about.

XOXO 4:10 AM

guys, forgive me for doing 3 surveys in a row. i'm just really bored, y'know?

What is your boyfriend/girlfriends name?

} dont have one!

What are you listening to right now?

} march on by gc

Whats your favorite number?

} 7!

What was the last thing you ate

} toblerone

When was the last time you smiled?

} awhile ago.

How is the weather right now?

} i dont know, its at night. dark, semi-red sky?

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

} snowflakes!

What is your worst habit?

} hmmmm sleeping too much or smth

Do you smoke?

} no smelly

Hair color?

} black or something like that.

Eye Color?

} black or something like that.

Do you wear contacts?

} no!!

Favorite Month?

} holiday months!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have you ever cried for no reason?

} ya hahahhaa dumb.

What was the last movie you watched?

} BOLT woah damn long ago

Favorite Day of the Year?

} don't have lei.

Are you too shy to ask someone out?

} no one to ask out. havent seen dione for ages ages and more ages

Last advice you received?

} pastor gary's sermon?? hahahahhaa

Chocolate or Vanilla?

} CHOC

What is the last text message you received?

} about being my alarm clock and goodnight lolz!

What is the last text message you sent?

} why you so kpo? stupid.

Who was the last person to call you?

} even my mom isnt so nosy.

What books are you reading?

} nick mcgowan something something and thee biblee

When was the last time you slept in someone else's bed?

} uh....... mom's? ytd.

What were you doing before this?

} stoning

Any pets?

} :(no

Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?

} sweet?

Dogs or cats?

} doggies!!

Who would you like to see right now?

}i want to go down. candies. miss her like crazy shit.

Are you still friends with people from kindergarten ?

} yes! meijun! and mel chew, even thought i dont rly talk to her.

Have you ever fired a gun?

} i could have fired one at vietnam but i decided to get a coke instead. the sun was so scorching.

Do you like to travel by plane?

} not overnight kind, walao gross feeling.

What website do you frequently visit?

} blogs n stuff.

If you could be with someone right now, who would it be?

} my friends, cuz im dead bored.

How many pillows do you sleep with?

} one! my bed is supersingle and it cant accomodate alot.

Are you missing someone?

} no, haha boring leh.

Do you have a Tattoo?

} nope. not planning to have any.

XOXO 3:27 AM

1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?

- idk.

2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?

- LOL a short party dress. big poofy reminds me of our new choir gown.

3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?

- depends on who the author is.

4. Group dates or single dates?

- depends..

5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?

- kinda

6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?

- not mine

7. Is your hair up or down today?

- down

8. Do you straighten your hair?

- nah

9. Favorite mascara?

- dont wear make up haha.

10. Do you get your nails done?

- nah, paint them myself.

11. Small or large purses?

- medium?? i dont know.

12. In your purse, what are your must haves?

-ipod money$$ ezlink backgatecard posb phone key

13. Jeans or sweats?

- jeans!

14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?

- nope!

15. Do you text message a lot?

- kind of.

16. What would you do if you got pregnant?

- now? eew

17. What’s your favorite colors?

- none in particular actually.

18. Heels or flats?

- i'd probably fall about in heels.

19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?

- yeah lolol

20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?

- yer! i dont make up, gah so uncomfy

21. Topshop or Mango?

- Topshop.

22. Do you wear collared shirts?

- Sometimes

23. Do you like preppy boys?

-theyre ok

24. Do you think lip gloss is the best?!

- dont rly use that

25. Do you own any big sunglasses?

- one.

26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?

- 30min or smth dono

27. Do you like to wear band-aids?

- if they have cute prints like nexcare hahahha

28. Do you like skater boys?

- ok la.

29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?

- sometimes.

30. Gold or silver?

- none

31. Do you like to receive flowers?

- makes me sneeze though..

32. Do you like surfer boys?

- if hes cute. haha.

33. Do you dress up for the holidays?

- like christmas n stuff? i 'd like to.

34. Do you like to wear dresses?

- occassionally

35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?

- um.. hmm 5

36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?

- yeah. glen. dinner after church.

37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?

- not rly hahahha, its kind of impossible to be shorter than me!

38. Do you like to hold hands?

- link arms with my gfs

39. What is the youngest you would date?

- not too young wth haha, so funny.

40. What is the oldest you would date?

- dont know.

41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?

- overall appearance?? face eyes height hair usual stuff.

42. Is it hot when guys sweat?

- i know one guy (lol!)

43. What is the best feature in a guy?

- hard to single out one though

44. Do you like making eye contact?

- ayo.

46. Would you kill for chocolate?

- only during cravings

47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?

- noop/

48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?

- if i dont get to buy stuff, 0. if i do, like 7 or 8

49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?

- not really not a telly person

50. Do you yell a lot?

- not rly

51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?

- -.-

52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?

- no

53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?

- no. but when i was way younger i liked writing poems (not love poems.) nerdzo.

54. What makeup could you not live w/ out?

- none

55. Do you fall in love easily?

- i dont know, rly.

XOXO 3:10 AM