1. God. though technically, God isn't a person person. in all the times when i felt like everythign was too much to take and when even my best friend couldnt say anything to make me feel better, when i felt like the world has pushed me down to my knees and i can't say 'i give up' any louder you show me that only when i'm weak then i'm strong in You, God. its like. for all the times i locked my room and cried and felt so frustrated and then when you speak to me, i realise that you have created me for greater things and i know that for all things impossible, they are possible in you because Christ strengthens me and when i felt scared and worries in O's, you showed me Deuteronomy6 because you knew my concerns and u reassured me, i was just gonna go to school and first i said 'deuteronomy 6' just like that, and it kept running over and over again in my mind, and God you said in deut6 to love You first.. and when i learn to love You more in my difficulties, something happens. and you show me that even when i am doubtful, lay down your worries and doubts at Your feet and love God. and you made O's right for me. I'll never forget that. and thank You God for putting around me so many great friends to run this race with and i pray that in 2010 and beyond that God you will use us mightily to impact the people around and that you will bring us to a new level.. of breakthroughs and more breakthroughs that we will see our families coming to know Christ, Dione. Dione and I. im gonna believe :)
Dione. omg. bff. haha. we have our very distinct differences. when ur angry at me, i still get pissed and a little afraid of you. and when i'm pissed, you just get pissed. too. that sorta thing. but we're stronger than that. we talk things out. and im so glad to have you. thank God for putting u in my life. you've shown me things in a different perspective and when i'm afraid to face my own faults and bad attitudes and stuff like that, you tell me straight out but i know fo sho that you have my best at heart and when im in bad times u help me and u just listen, and youre there for me. you're just there. and when im afraid to hear the good, proper and right advice you tell me so anyway, because best friends sharpen each other. though it may hurt. and i love you for that. and for confiding in me and letting me loan you my shoulder when ur sad and in a shitty situation and oh for all the good times at school eg. eating oreo and getting caught by the chinese teacher and sleeping in class and runnnig to recess and lassoing in class and cursing amath and hating homework but doing it together anyway and falling down while laughing in class and tying your shoelaces to the metal bars under your desk and making me laugh and being a greedy pig and laughing at people and looking at cute boys from afar and giggling and teasing and everything.
omg different school next year -heartbreak- i love you donny!
Minnie for accepting me as who i am and loving me anyway though i can get real PMSy to you at times and if i were you i'd slap myself already and tell her stop being a biatch and taking 105 with me though 153 is alot faster, and recently for confiding me, thank you. and for sticking as friends though germ and i thought u were weird in sec1, and for being you even though it means germ and i would say 'min you're so weird!' i think i love you just for who you are, and stuff like that. and who can forget our japan trip? omg. haha. i dont know how to describe our friendship but please, don't drift away and next thing we know we become strangers omg saddest thing alive, NEVER, i do not permit.
Can although i haven't been hanging out with you, candies sutanto, for the longest time ever since o's ended, i still heart you so much and it sucks so much to me that ur going to aussie or USA or japan or london or wherever in the world you are going to studying in next year. and iwill remember you. for all the stupidly funny retarded spastic embarrassing times we've had since sec2, and for your very very deafening laughter (like how when you laugh the whole canteen turns to look at you and we all go 'candies.... stop') and how we hate to run in PE class and sit and slack and for always queuing up with me in recess and eating the same stall even though it means queuing up for 25mins for tom yam noodles and gobbling for 5mins, and for sneaking food up always and being rude to mr singh and others (lol)and lying that your dad is a laywer then a policeman(is it?) and making them confused and for being so awesome as you are. and crazy too (rememver dione's birthday??? ill never forget) and for you peacock feather in your hair and loving to eat as much as me and not caring (much) how much we weigh
you're such a fun, loving and cuddly friend to have. i will miss you, friend <3
bren table partner, partner in crime, world's smartest friend, also most retarded. and ridiculous. dont know if ur seeing this, but we both know how much we will miss each other in JC next year. gee, sucks to know we'll be goig to different schools.. and no one, i repeat NO ONE!! can replace a table partner/friend like you, always trying to wake me up in the important parts in chem class or someth, and even tho u usually dont succeed and for laughing and sharing our secrets together, and being mean to mr ng (feel guilty, he was rly nice) and me always sharing my breakfast with you but how you'll go 'mel i actually eat breakfast at home before i come to school and i dont wake up like 20mins before school starts' and for doing stupid things that i'll never dare to do with my new friends in JC liek racing up the stairs and lassoing dione together (cahoots!) and taking like really stupid videos in class and tying my hair in weird bunches all over my head to make u laugh and you making me walk around class with that and complaining about things and just fore being brenda <33333333333 keep in touch, beaver bud.
aby sitting behind you in class is a treat because you have funny expressions sometimes, and we laugh at things almost simultaneously i realise like we think the same things together, and for always drawing bunbun. and eating in class. and sharing our love for food. counting down to recess and end of class.. etc. and how you always say your hair is so long but its like barely a third of my hair's length. and for loving sushi. abd being fellow beavers, and always brigning ur camera and taking awesome photos so we can look back at them, laugh at them and remember what fun we had in beatty. <3!
geor OMGEE haha u send me like the best songs and you know exactly my taste in music, and for sharing things with me, and stuff. and singing with me. always harmonising songs in class. and being so funny. highfiving me, always being at my seat in the morning cuz i come to school so late, teasing me, loving BAKED POTATO AND BACON BITS and being the sg garden kid with me, and loving stingray from the same shop in chompchomp, and always giving me the most heartfelt, most warmest presents. and for being my friend geor. you need to know that i love you as much as you love me and i will miss the times i spent in school with you. cuz we're always laughing at something. like the 'edmund/ adamant joke, and i almost spit out my food. rmb?
lotsa love!
chloe moey you're someone i can connect with so well because of God. like because we have similar questions and similar thoughts and similar problems and situations and stuff. though i only got to know u better later this year, ive never regretted cuz, like its awesome with the sleepovers and shopping and eventually blading class. and mostly, that we grow in God. together. and for sharing our lives. and doing super long TAWGs. and for monday morning QTs. and praying together. in some times and also in O's. and for believing things together.. for pushing each other when one of us grow tired. and for the encouraging verses/ notes u leave me. and stuff like that. irreplaceable you know? because i know that God's gonna take us to a new level when we allow ourselves to be pushed by Him and we go wherever He leads us without looking back and for allowing God to use us and liek u serving during O's. that we can be His light wherever we are. and to be God's child. and to remmeber to love Him when the world tells us otherwise. i think its amazing that God made our friendship so special though i dont know u as long as my other best friends. yeah!
val i always write the same old things to you. im gonna try to write something different. hahaha. ive known u the longest. and. thank you for reminding me always of God, and His goodness, when i don't want to seek Him because im so stubborn sometimes. and ur an encouragement to me. cuz i've seen u grow so much in Him in a short time. and thats really cool. i think its rly cool our entire 6b clique is christian now, well except aaron ;( haha. hehe. SALT aaron. hahaha. anyways, even though when u dont know what to say, u just be there for me. and it speaks alot. and for sharing secrets. and its cool to be so close to you though i see you just about once a week. you have a great purpose in God girl!
ariel ffirst, i was afraid of you. then we talked more and now i know u better. and thanks for all the letters + a poem u wrote me! and for being my really cool SP and when i tell u stuff, you remind me that when i can't, God can. and u always tell me to pray. and for all the times in cell we laughed and leaned on each others backs and stuff like that. i see you alot as a person.. who looks to God alot. and thats rly encouraging to me. and it sucks not to be in UHU! i know that as 2010 approaches God is gonna use u in a new way and u can do great things in Him, for it is Christ who strengthens u and when ur afraid, i know u will look to Him as u always do. in your life's storms it is God who will calm it, and he will be ur mighty tower in uncertain times. and for going up to say the testimony together in camp! i wouldn't have dared go up w.o u hehe. althogh i was soo nervous and said a thousand like's! and for praying for me at the altars in camp! i love u babe! :)
sis v she has the most godliest advice. and sis v ur like the best biggest sister in the world. thanks for being understanding and so encouraging. and for always praying for me at the altars which will usually make me cry, etc. hahahha. and for always bring with our cell tho we're not the most ideal company you'd want to be with etc, but thanks for loving us so much anyway! and for cheering us on, and bothering to meet us indivually despite ur busy schedule etc. really thank God for a leader like you! you're amazing! truly God's light.
han recently we've been sharing alot with each other. thank God for that. and thanks for being caring as u are, haha. and for always treating us Westlake, you westlake heir. hahahhaa. endless supplies of suan la tang. hahaha. and how in O's you always teach me stuff. and tell me ur exam tactics etc. and confiding in me? and being funny in cell. and when we hang out. i think you're a great person because you're honest. and ytd you say ru personality is just average. i think you're alot better. like ur a real friend. like i can count on you and stuff. and so ur really awesome. haha. keep on running4God :)
piwei auzzie dude haha. thanks for always hanging out with our cell when u come back though u have many other friends! and for always bothering to call me when ur back.. and emailing me when ur in aussie, and sometimes even calling back from aus. and for being my really good friend. always being so fun to hang out with. OMG there is a huge huge bug that just flew into my room help.. ok anyways :( haha, for being someone i can confide in and i really thank God for u man. and rmb what i wrote to u in your christmas card!
jonus i can be pmsy but you know u can talk to me whenever! and thanks for like supporting me in that time when i was really down (u kno u kno) and like sharing our opinions and stuff like that and oi ur not 'irritating at times' like what u wrote in your christmas card! treasure u alot. and im thanking God for your breakthrough in camp! join worship min!
gareth was rly close to u the starting of this year, but not really now. but anyways ur a fun person to hang out with and you know u can count on me when ur :( and i know i can count on u when im :( and thanks for cheering me up when i am :( and for always opening up your house to chill!
moron omg awesome im in your school now. which is my school now. technically. love you moron. have grown closer to you ever since i came for choir. hehe. hehe. hehe. and im really looking forward to being in the same school as u next year, its like having a bit of beatty in nanyang, if u know what i mean. and ur a really really great friend. and i know i will get to know u a whole lot better next yr and cya on the 6th! or the 7th? whichever. hehe. love!
oh! joseph for hanging out late this year, studying for o's and stuff. been quite fun and i appreicate it! will miss u neighbour!
ps: i tell u the bug was really huge, i really really promise you. and it was orange. bright orangeish. OMG. i deserve a medal for luring it into the plastic bag and throwing it away i risked letting the stupid feller climb and fly on me!!! stupid insects!!!! go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thanks val for being with me in my most fearful moment of 2009.
gooodbye 2009, you've been a good year :) thank God for that!
ok spare me its 4;11am now and i need to wake up 7ish so i need to go now i will continue this list soon when i get back from kl k, and the people are in random order, and if i missed u out, i will write soon when i am back!
all my love, mels
XOXO 2:15 AM
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
greetings!
webcamming with hanster now, his new webcam courtesy of valerie hoon.
met minnie, pi and Z today. went to pi's humongous house (its rly rly rly rly rly big!) and watched i love you beth cooper and im gonna watch wildchild tonight.
chick flicks ftw. ive been having serious problems waking up recently, can't wake up properly until after 130. wasting my days!
went to check out the paul frank headphones @ ps today, it didn't look very nice ;(
and ivan saw me today but apparently did not say hi! instead texted me. alamak.
2009 is coming to an end.
sigh.
every year i dont feel like moving onto the next year. haha.
ok bye.
XOXO 1:46 AM
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
hi all you happy monkeys out there.
how has christmas season been for you? mine has been absolutely awesome, except alot of quarrelling w my mom.. but we can put that aside
so! i am eating nata de coco now. ghahahaha. met val for a super late lunch @ j8 and we bought all sorts of junk at the supermarket eg. nata de coco and raisins.
and she went to meet someone for dinner.
and i came home.
and today's been boring (proves that i shall nv stay home again :O)
so im going out tmr! im meeting minnie for lunch + exchange prezzies and prolly hang for abit then im meeting the guys. i think.
i think i have gotten myself a curfew of 1130 since last night.. so haha.
wtv.. :(
XOXO 3:34 AM
Sunday, December 27, 2009
to be humbled at Your feet again
come to the Father, though your gift is small broken hearts, broken lives, he will take them all the power of His word, the power of His blood Everything was done so you would come
XOXO 3:50 AM
Saturday, December 26, 2009
doing my TAWG God has reminded me of His faithfulness for this year of 2009. and i thank Him for that. and as He has shown me i will follow where He leads because He has a plan and a purpose for me and He will bring me out of my comfort zone and show me amazing things He can do through me and i am reminded again that its not gonna be easy esp moving out of my comfort zone, but indeed only when i am empty will my cup be filled again and when i let myself be broken before God, then will He will come and restore.
"I will lead the blind on their journey; by paths unknown I will guide them. I will turn darkness into light before them, and make crooked ways straight. These things I do for them, and I will not forsake them."
Isaiah 42:16
XOXO 3:40 AM
1. fell sick on christmas eve -doc -medicine -slept in the whole day
2.love christmas -loved the sanctuary, christmas svc, God was there. so there. -love my friends -love prezzies -love my cell -love fred and grandma -met dione to xhchange prezzie -like her prez -homed and gonna bathe, sleep
3.tmr long day! -11am family communion@ pl -lunch w cell -big box @ adam (kev's coming!) -hang out!
4. sunday longer day! -UHU o9 christmas party @ moses'
whoo weet weet.
1. bad thing hols are ending so quickly i want to grasp hold of it let time stop dont go, beloved holidays
2.going to KL from 31st to 2nd shopping HOMG long time no shop baybeh!
3.ny choir BBQ on the 6th dinner i guess
4.o's results wtheck can't wait to wear my uniform and meet u guys again i miss you guys soo much!!
5.moving house on 15jan God is with me. and wherever i am and when i can't, God can and when im not able God is able :D
6.school is starting can't believe it. missing beeatty alrd. btw congrats to all the sec5s who made it!!!!!!!
hallelujah!!!!!!!!! praise God.
updates haha.
byebye.
XOXO 1:18 AM
Thursday, December 24, 2009
today's been an eventful day indeed.
val and i couldn't wake up to meet at 12, instead we reached ECP close to 3 :o and i rly apologise to the bus 12ers for making u guys wait so long for us ;((
ok. so we went cycling. my gears jammed up. walked back a short distance to get it fixed up, then we finally got to cycling. lost val along the way. cycled and was singing to myself when i heard brenda's distinctive voice shouting my name. turning back, i didn't see her but instead a large truck tailing me. so i moved to the side. heh. thanks brenny. cycled a long way there and back, cycled back with sheryll :) yay. finally reached IC, we were soo happy :} for our legs and butts
washed up then had dinner @ BK, then soon after i went for training :o so tiring! but today, i worked my hardest at my powerslides. so i sort of got it alrd. finally met chlochlo too! had a new guy in our class, he's soo much nicer than the rest of the old people! he's so cute and keeps laughign! haha! and i didn't fall down today. yay. and ok this is for myself
what i need to practise: -t stop + powerslide -push+ powerslide -eagle+powerslide -left powerslide
phew.
i am tired.
gonna tawg and retire to my lovely bed.
okbye!
XOXO 12:35 AM
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
oh my goodness tmr i will die
bus outing meeting at 12 and its 5.36am and i am full eye awake
and things are really getting sucky, shitty and complicated.
:o
XOXO 2:30 AM
Monday, December 21, 2009
i just finished clearing up the junk in my room. all the colourful mess you see behind the screen in my webcam pictures. stuffed toy etc. i'm such a hoarder. kept like 2/3 of the junk. they bring back so many childhood memories. i miss the old times so much. my childhood was really memorable and really enjoyable. they're mostly cleared out now, the rest are all keepsakes. i keep alot. hoard hoard hoard. dont know how people can throw away stuff that brings back memories of the old times, laughter and friends.
now that my room's emptier, it feels more 'official' that i am moving out. its starting to feel less like my room as i know it. man, i'll miss this place where i wake up every single day of my life. where i grew up to what i am now.. so many things i'll miss in this place. it almost feels like this space, my house, my room, has been my friend like it has emotions and etc. i am so quirky. but i will miss you, friend. i will miss you to bits. i'll miss my high ceilings and how my room walls are a girly purple, how, according to min, has a really sleepy smell, i'll miss its cozyness, miss my windows even, the view outside my window, my clock, etc.
i think u get it.
lol. sigh. you've been a large part of the greatest chapter in my life, chiltern park 0715.
<3
XOXO 3:24 AM
midnight spaz.
woah i'm so ._. nao, my webcam refuses to work. i hate you webcam.
went to gma's house this evening.
excited for bus outing!!!!!!!!!!!
hungry and waiting for supper.
XOXO 12:07 AM
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Be brave and steadfast... I myself will be with you
-Deuteronomy31:23
you know God, truly you are the 'I m' in impossible
and i just wanna expect more and more and more from You because i know there is more. and that there are greater things to come, greater things You'll do, greater works to be done.. and people will be set free in your holy presence O God.
right now, i'll just be leaving my bag of worries, burden and doubt at the cross and i know You will restore my soul and renew me
i love You, God
XOXO 4:06 AM
Friday, December 18, 2009
CAMP IGNORMOUS
can't believe its over! how fast camp flew past. where do i start?
ok. you know there's one thing that has hit me hard in this camp. it hit me hard and it breaks my heart.. it really does. it breaks my heart to see so many of my friends and family not knowing God, his love and goodness.. and on monday at the altars God filled me with so much of the burning passion and burden for the lost that i just started to cry and cry and lift my hands and surrender my whole life to Him and i sang and cried until i couldn't sing. and it was an amazing time because i know.. i know that God has done a work in me and deposited something in me.. reignited the fire to spread the good news to all my friends and family.. and there and then i surrendered the fear and every hindrance to evangelize.. i pray that it isn't just an emotional hype and this fire won't burn out.. and i'll keep going for You o Lord, you have been so good.
ok i think i'm just gonna pen down the rest in my meladela umbrella journal.
above all God have your way in my life :>
XOXO 1:24 AM
Sunday, December 13, 2009
my gosh floyd you damn funnny ah (siol).
ps: i haven't packed, so lazy
meh.
XOXO 6:05 PM
damn lame its 6.14am now and i havent slept yet.
dong dong dong,, tmr no need to wake up for camp alrd.\
GG.
XOXO 6:13 AM
i need to learn to be a Man in the Mirror.
i need to draw closer to God.
i need to come back to the heart of worship.
i feel distracted although idk by what.
i need to come back to the place where i am humbled and where i am excited to seek God every time of the day.
i have so many expectations for camp.
i know God will meet me there. touch me. do a work in me. refresh me. renew my will.
so i will seek Him before anything else now.
XOXO 3:14 AM
i feel damn sian now until i dont care about putting my face moisturiser and my QV.
dono la.
ps: its not PMS.
XOXO 3:02 AM
Saturday, December 12, 2009
today is good because
1) i slept in (as always.) 2) met floydo- haven't seen him in ages and he grew taller, leaner and toner 8| 3)we ate healthily (subway) 4)caught up w him 5) met piwei and the others 6)hung out till late thank goodness momi was sleeping.
why today is bad 1)late for campjams becase i thought it starts at 730. 2)cant find the soundtrack for fires of revival 3)havent decided what to wear tmr 4)need to wake up early and its 4.45am
and, not to mention i'm really hungry and i need to eat but i cant its solate and i will grow so fat so i brushed my teeth.
hi.
XOXO 4:42 AM
Thursday, December 10, 2009
melo :8) says: *i wish i had a tail. *so if i fell *my bushy tail would cushion my fall. mhmm says: *HAHAHAHA. aww *but *if you had a bushy tail *I WOULD PLUCK EVERY HAIR OUT OF THAT TAIL melo :8) says: *HAHAHAHHAHA mhmm says: *ANDD SHOWERR YOU WITH THEMM melo :8) says: *i will blow-dry it every night. *so i dont go to sleep with a wet tail. mhmm says: *:O AWWWWWW *and and. you must combb itt *so it doesnt get split endd *s *! melo :8) says: *HAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *BRB *I GO BATHE *hahahahaha *i know im gross *brb mhmm says: *HAHAHHA. OMG *ONL;Y *NOW *OKAYYY *xD melo :8) says: *the beaver is clean mhmm says: *MEOWW. *-touches fur- melo :8) says: *HAHA mhmm says: *YAYYYYY melo :8) says: *bren u crack me up so bad mhmm says: *HAHA. i MISSS SCHOOOOLLL *! *we could do this ALLL DAYY *HAHAHA melo :8) says: *me too! *till 4 o clock end of mr ng math class mhmm says: *HAHAHA. I KNOWWW. and then half an hour more of running around our class. HAHAHA *and trying to LASSO DIONE
I HEART SCHOOL ;(
XOXO 1:14 AM
i slept at six last night. morning. you get it. woke up at 1130. it was torturous. momi woke me up cuz we needed to go look at some house. had lunch and thenz. jozzie called so i went to his place to do nonsense. he played some guitar and i sang abit and then he had to go somewhere so i got home. momi sent me to ECP for class. met bren :) hehe. miss u beaver!!!!!! loveydove.
haha. i fell down three times today. its good and bad. good because i got over falling. cuz i haven't fallen for a long time so abit kuku about it. i barely fall when chloe's with me! anwz. all three falls were pretty bad:( the first one esp. wanted to cry. but if u wanna learn freestyle, u need to be strong, get up when u fall and act macho!!!!!! so i did. even tho i squealed to myself and ow-ed to myself. haha. i hurt my tailbone. aka my buttock bone. cuz i fell BOM on my cute buttcheeks. hahahahaha. but i had it before when i used to blade alot last time. but it heals in a uber long time ;( oh well.
yeah the other two falls weren't half as bad just that they werereally unglam. after all these, u get thickskinned about falling. not Paiseh alrd. hahah.
just that it really hurts to bend down now. i need to get over falling
wont kill me aint it!
mela the wild.
XOXO 12:19 AM
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
thank God for angels he sends down
XOXO 6:04 PM
half of my heart's got a grip on the situation, half of my heart takes time
XOXO 3:39 AM
choir camp 06
man, how long ago is that?!
miss all you seniors :) ps: i love daphne khoo's music
XOXO 2:09 AM
today, i have been living on chocolate, more chocolate, tv, dvds, chips, and coke.
XOXO 1:15 AM
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
miss u babe! thanks fo droppin by
XOXO 6:37 PM
so very tempted to post screenshots that i took of jozzie's and my msn convs ytd but nooo, someone don't allow.
ha ha. it was very funny tho, esp all the masks 8)
XOXO 2:43 AM
polygamy
XOXO 1:31 AM
Monday, December 7, 2009
i am so lonely dione is in msia ;(
XOXO 10:00 PM
i appear cold and distant, but secretly it breaks my heart
(i am not emo hahahhaha. really!)
ps: all my friends aren't in town- dione, min and floyd @ church camp, chloe @ viet, candies @ indo(bye miss you friend)
but bren and geor are around. yaysss.
but this week i need to pack stuff & sort of help out at home. and on wed i have blading class w/o chloe, thur and fri's campjams :8) quite excitedlol.
mom and i just cleared out some stuff in my closet. i am moving out in midjan, its official ;(\ oh well!!!
there are greater things in store for me, i know God has a plan.
:)
i like taylor swift. (fiesty people intending to protest and argue, don't la ok lol)
pps: CUTE BOY HEHEHE.
XOXO 2:47 AM
Sunday, December 6, 2009
excited for camp excited for camp excited for camp
and love mars bars
XOXO 7:18 PM
Saturday, December 5, 2009
today the SP team went to out to do street evangelism. what an amazing eyeopener for all of us.. after fasting and much prayer.. much surrendering and much trusting, we have impacted people and yielded 12 salvations. all glory to God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omgee. when my partner and i had a first salvation i went 'omgee rly???? im so happy for you! ......' i was so excited and happy man. also to know that the seeds have been sown in many lives. so many things to thank God for- subsiding the rain, safety, boldness, confidence, etc. and i've rly stepped out of my comfort zone to go talk to these strangers.
i was showering and just thinking.. how people may feel like when christians go 'Jesus loves you' or 'God loves you' or 'He cares for you' that its so corny and just so unbelievable, like all christians are set on repeat. you know. i realised how.. these people have allowed the coldness of the world to enter their hearts, and allowed their hearts to be hardened to this love.. because the world never ever provides them this unconditional love and acceptance that God has for them and they won't believe it because the world has caused them to think that.. its impossible to love anyone for who they are despite the really bad things they've done. the thing is that God has this amazing love for them. and i pray that all you people out there will come to know the love of God in your life.. because as i slowly allowed God into my heart and life, He has slowly transformed me and my life has had a total change after i accepted God. like how he has healed me of any hurt and brokenness in my heart, filled the empty void within, taken all my worries and insecurities away, made me less hot tempered, helped me to love people like myself..
and there's this phase i rly liked. when the harvest is ready, we need to be ready or the crop would be totally destroyed. we need to have an urgency in us to do God's will... to make disciples of all nations, and stop waiting for the ends of end times.. because we are in the end times.. and we cant waste any more time. i pray that we will have this urgency to spread the love of God. its amazing how much God has touched me and done so much in my life. i hope one day u will want to know God.
any person reading this who is interested and all, please please talk to me :) leave a tag, or smt
made new pl friends today (last day of sp course!) why do we always make friends on the last day. it sucks. they're really nice. haha. cya'll at camp!!!!!!!!!! YESSSA im sooo excited for camp omgeeee!! i am gonna experience God! and grow. and everything. and meet new people. i think pl and adam shouldnt be so separated. hahaha.
ok man, 430 and i am soo sleepy. woke up at 9 today.
wow. i rock.
XOXO 4:09 AM
Friday, December 4, 2009
2thessalonians1-3 concerning the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ and our being gathered to him, we ask you, brothers, not to be alarmed by some prophecy, report or letter supposed to have come from us, saying that the day if the Lord has already come. Don't let anyone deceive you in any way, for that day will not come unless the rebellion occurs and the man of lawlessness is revealed, the man doomed to destruction.
also matt25:13 says that only God knows when Judgement day is.
who knows, it might even occur before 2012!
XOXO 3:51 AM
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
soup > tingtings!!!!!!!
ps: so tired from going out w Riel took lotsa pics gonna load em onto fb l8r
phew the sun = madness today.
met ariel @ 3 and hahahaha we were so blur and blonde today!
1. we said 'meet at entrance' in the end she was at toysrus' entrance while i was at paragon's entrance. which means she walked past me!
2.i almost went up the wrong escalator and had to walk back
3. we walked a really large round around the toy store to realise the cashier was right where we were initially
4. we bought bubble solution!! yay bubbles mine smell of grape
5. we flagged for buses which didn't stop at our stop.
6. we thought our bus would stop right outside orchard central but it went way ahead
7.we pressed all the 'up' buttons for the elevator but only one lift was the right one
8. we walked rounddddd the 11th floor just to find the escalator to the 12th
oh well!! it was fun. really. but the sun made. me. so. tired. and hot. and sticky. and sweaty.
i love jumpshots!
i took cab.
i think i need to draw money to pay for my skates tmr, PLUS tmr beaver bandits are going to eat sushi yay yay yay cant w8 to meet u guys and eat sushi!!!
nerdypants and fatty at 5:03am
midnight spaz.
thank God for angels he sends down
today, i have been living on chocolate, more chocolate, tv, dvds, chips, 
and coke.
