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Saturday, January 31, 2009

XOXO 1:38 AM

Friday, January 30, 2009

im going to do emath now. there's a test on arc lengths and sector areas. and then i'll do all the exercises and then i'll do chpt14 amath misc, then i'll do physics moodle hw, then i'll do chem titration ws, then i'll read up on how to answer history sbq and i'll read up on hist chpt europe thingy, then i'll study kuwait for ss, and then i'll continue studying geog, and then i'll read up on chem and physics recent chapters, and then i'll die of exhaustion

ps: just got to talk to pi wei haha. poor caterpillar, his school blocked msn and facebook.
ignyte tomorrow, thank God for some life:) haha.

XOXO 9:38 PM

btw i forgot.. thanks mandy teo for the awesome hillsong album!! love you shit.

Tomorrow- Avril Lavigne

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just do

Gimme a lil time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

And I know I'm not ready,
Maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow it may change

XOXO 5:17 PM

last night me and momi went for dinner with all her friends (the crazy ones). it was fun. i loove aunty shan's new house. its a shophouse but ITS REALLY DAMN COOL and hip inside and theres this open space part inside, love it. and the bath tub is as huge as a jacuzzi! hmm.

this morning, i got a msg from dione saying 'i'm stuck in my room, i think the door lock spoilt' yah so she got locked in, but her brother woke up and kicked open the door for her and lucky she made it to school in time. how hilarious. school on fridays not so bad, phy chemspa then physpa recess english then chinese. i didnt expect my essay to be good enough, so yay:) got scolded in chinese because me, hueimin and dione copied abi's ZUO YE i think she was kinda pissed, hope she doesn't get too angry and have a miscarriage haaha. after school got my physics reass paper back lol i dint pass, i got 46/100 and you know no one passed for phhysics? either we'll all dumb or the paper's realy hard. i'd like to think they papers hard lol. im still deciding if i should drop......:( ahh.

me and minnie met mdm jeerah to do the JCEP ppt, wlaoz all the ppt we have to do. she said the guys ppt so ugly urrgh. lol, actually i shouldnt be using the com cuz... next week i have 5 tests lol. what an outrage.. i dont know why they cant spread it out and stop cramming. there ss hist geog em and chem. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaah i hope i can make it through the week.

and i hate human geog, it sucks.

ps: i miss piweiz!
pps: tomorrow is saturday and i love saturdays yay.

OH i forgot to tell you momi left for kl today lol, it was last minute. since her frnds were going she said she also wanna go hahahaha yay good for me i can like go wherever i want hahahhaha :p
shiokkkz, hope she buys stuff for me. rewards for doing 5 tests in a week hhaha.

There's a valentine musical coming up in my church on the 20feb(fri) at 7pm, is anyone interested? tell me kay.

XOXO 4:30 PM

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

if i said today was a really horrible day, it would be an understatement. honestly it's the worst school day i've had so far.. apart from sleeping at 4 and waking up at 640 (serious lack of sleep!!), it would be that lessons on every wednesdays are most torturous, like all the boring lessons all go together in double periods, eewz. trying to keep awake was.. so hard. and i felt so achy i asked so many people to massage me today hahahahha. as if that wasn't enough, we had some o level talk by mr ng, hate it, hes like you have 8 months left and blahzz shit, and he goes on about what we're expected of and our goals targets and hard work and better work hard now and things like that. and then i had 2 hours of choir. could barely sing i was daaamn drained.

and i thought we'd be spared all this on the third day of cny. now, its homework time. a whole pile is waiting for me.................................
and next week will be even worse because there r so many tests coming up! like hist, ss, geog, and probably even emath. i dont know. can someone kill me.
when i was in sec3 i thought things couldnt get any worse, sec4 is.. YUCK lol.

bye.

XOXO 8:50 PM

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

fred looks damn sian.

looks like we're drivin in a jungle~

;( i just used the PATRICK emoticon on msn and thats the one i grabbed from pw hahahaha, man! i wonder how's melbourne. every time he called he'd say "are you sure you're okaaaaaaaaaaaay???" in a very one kind tone ahahahha. one kind laa.

went to my grandaunt's place today for a little bit. had lunch/took angpaoz and then escaped boredom with uncle hen, aunty ruli and fred. went to uncle alvin's place for awhile. went to the airport and ate korean bbq/steamboats. lololol, thats the second time i'm going to the airport. i loove the airport. lololz, went back to fred's for awhile (again lol) and then went to take a train from cck to marina bay and then back to city hall woah damn tiring, stood up for the entire time. was quite blackfaced when i met the people @ some jap restaurant hahahahha, sorry. but later i was okeh. had fun:) took pics n stuff. saw germ! hehez. lay wb frerry and another boy was there too apart from our usual clique. got some Gloria Jean's and took a train/bus home. it was a nice time.

tomorrow is school, sorry but i still hate school i know im not supposed to but what the hell, can someone make me like school?????????????? torture. ok actually i hate the lessons la.

bye, shit i need to go clean my nails. wish they would just cut the painted finger nails rule. dumb rules. lawl.

ps: people who got into nyjc can see me everyday hahahhaha :)
pps: i hope the tiger guy on my tagboard isn't dangerous, aww man. school just turned unsafe.

blogger is being a bitch so i'll just leave it with these few photos first.

waste my time.

i wish we had another day of holiday. or they could justmake it up for the 12 days of christmas.

XOXO 11:45 PM

weezer- hold me

I am terrified of all things.
Frightened of the dark.
I am.
You are taller than a mountain.
Deeper than the sea.
You are.

Hold me.
Hold me.
Take me with you 'cause I'm lonely.

I was closer to you back then.
I was happier.
I was.
You are fading further from me.
Why don't you come home to me?

Hold me.
Hold me.
Take me with you 'cause I'm lonely.

I am...
I am...
Cold.

Hold Me.

Hold me.
Hold me.
Take me with you 'cause I'm lonely.
Hold me.
Hold me.
Take me with you 'cause I'm lonely.
Hold me.
Hold me.

i like this song, i think geor sent me.

XOXO 2:18 AM

self timer cam

kenny nonsense.

love me granny

cousins from momi's side, we havent taken a picture in ages: kenny fred jo elain and me

gracelyn

sonia in d car

joanne hahaha

naomi, sonia, shantel, moi

The Stupid Face

when i saw you guys the thing that struck me was that--- you guys have changed already, but i miss the good old clique(without gangtalk, cigs and all.)

anyway. early in the morn, got woken up by Dubai at like 7+! yeaa i could wake up. got ready n stuffs, fetched val and off we went to t2. met sis varina n han there@ coffeebean then met dubai + kailiang? and then went to t3 cuz dont know what happened. so met piwei n the rest n hweeyoung and dont know whoss there, haha but theyre all nice people. sis varina prayed for pw aand then pw prayed for the cell lol. he almost missed his plane. its sad that hes in aussie now but im sure he'll have a damn fun time.
piwei! takecare there and rmb to do your tawg la. cant wait to see you surprise us @ ignyte 10 weeks later dude, all the best and keep in touch! miss your caterpillars hahahaha.

the rest of us had breakfast @ bk, then l8r some stayed at the airport while me and other people left. i hyeaded for outram train station cuz daddy was gonna pick me there. went ot gma's and had lunch blaaa so boring, went to porridge house, ate porridge, boring, went backto gma house, boring, gugu rebec sent me to YCK station so i went to CCK from there (fred's place!) yay, then i had lovely time talking to beloved Jo. byebye. my eyes are sore..

XOXO 1:37 AM

so many songs describe my feelings today- tomorrow(al), happy ending(al), i miss you(blink182), never change(dear juliet), graduation(dont ask me why), so many more, ipod+long train ride= bad combi

i've been thinking for a long long time now..

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
All the stuff that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

it's hard to expain what i've been feeling without sounding like a total moron, but i never felt so stupidly vulnerable before, i'm usually not someone so easily shaken, but hey, you just did.

i feel like avril lavigne singing 'my happy ending'. if only you ever knew?

ps: im building my wall.

XOXO 12:56 AM

Monday, January 26, 2009

to be honest, i'm pretty confused.

XOXO 1:44 AM