i am so in love with good music.

keep holding on, pressing in, because our God is faithful. God's love is my comfort.

you know, its beyond amazing to know and be reminded that amist this ever-changing world we live in, God is the constant.. and its wonderful that we can cling onto his never changing love, he is always the same. his love is unconditional and just that itself is so awesome. like how i realise my love is so conditional many a time,... i guess his love is just too deep too wide for us to fathom.. even when people change, feelings change, relationships change, everything changes.. except one God. its so cool how sometimes nature speaks so much of god, even when i just walk home from the mrt station i feel the sun on my skin and the light breeze, the cricket sounds, the birds,, the trees. they all stand in god's glory, you know?

i am holding on, and i'm going to keep on praying for people.. not gonna stop. hha.

with muchie lovie melllie

ps;

melo says:
i losr my rexgrip again
Valerie says:
haiyo, maybe someone love ur pens
melo says:
pencil.
melo says:
sigh
Valerie says:
go buy again luh
Valerie says:
tie it to ur hand
melo says:
HAHAHA




resultssss

english a2
em a1
am b3
physics b4
chem b3
geog a1
comb. humans ?
chinese (from o lvls) c5

therefore my l1r5 is 13 -2 = 11 pts ha.

dont know if i should be happy with that! oh well. i should be :)

my maths and sciences suck, what a B kid i am.. bleugh haha

buck up buck up




please watch this (click!)

its so awesome i dont know what to ssay.
wow.

ps. i got back some results today! i'll tell you another time.
pps: i miss my momi, she's in taiwan
pps. mrs singh says we're experiencing the "Equinox" thats why its been so crazy mad warm lately.... the weathers been driving me crazy really. hmm what is the equinox?

psssssssst, gonna study bye haha

xxo
eye bag girl

edit-

you know im such a sucker for old songs they bring back so much memory. which is so awesome. good times. i love oldies too! how i'd sing along in momi's car when i come home from rainbowland (kindergarten.) i think my taste in music has changed alot, i've become a lover for slow soulful music, guitarry sorts, from noisy drummy stuff (not that i dont like that now, just less) geor's my taste in music. hahahha. we love the same stuff. andy too ;)

haha, love love. gonna read up on lenin and how he made history, nightypants! (Quoted by glen.)




omgeewthbbq i am having mozzzie bites all over my face!!! ok two only but wth!! what happen!! stupid mosquitoes!!! die, you

ps: doing amath!! and listening to the awesome girl on youtube, wow




i am so in love with this girl's voice on youtube her screen name is hchsknights08 wow she's really good i love her voice..................... cant stop watching her covers

and i was supposed to do amath >:/

!




How great You are, how great You are

church was awesome today. awesome, great, refreshing, truth-revealing. worship was different today. different from the usual worship. but God is in control, not the band. not p.andy. altar call was.. i dont know. whats the word to express it? i am an altar dweller. and thanks guys.

really thankful for sis v. and my cell. we passed around postcards during cell. encouraging. writing a secret love letter to ariel for next saturday. our cell has black&white dresscode next week, cool much? dont know what to wear. our cell is so happening. piwei's last svc this trip home next saturday. might send him off on sunday night.

webcammed with gareth the gross. and now with hakim who is going to m'sia to climb nt kinabalu tmr. take care blackie!

how great You are........... :)




today was an okay day. slept away half the time in class. got back pretty crappy results, here are the crap ones:

em1: 59/80
physics: 63/100
am1: 48/80

the better ones:

english summary: 18/25
english letter writing: 20/30
ss sbq: 24/25
geog1: 46/50

:)thank God!! my humanities paid off. i guess :)

oh God, you make me believe. somehow you are my confidence and you're the reason why i've let go of things that used to make me go jello. and i am so so so exxxxxxcited for church camp in Dec!!!! omgee anyone wanna go with me?

met the boys after school, studied about 1% in bishan library lol. good things happened today like how i met stephie after a long time and also stupid stuff like watching mamalemon waving from his window, and how momi is in a good mood and how the computer man came to fix our speakers today, and how i'm really looking forward to stuff happening in my life. hhahaha.

i think.

only thing now is i need to get my momentum of studying back. now. now. now. now. joseph lets hit the study room man. hahaha.

byebye.

p.s. i miss our friendship, it feels no longer the same :/




i don't even know where to start. tonight was so odd and so fast like a whirlwind. i cried, i felt selfish, i realised, i surrendered, i came to a whole new level of understanding, i was comforted, i trusted. i decided i'm gonna put my trust in God that he will light the path like a lamp unto my feet.. for me no matter how uncertain the path is before me.. he will make my paths straight as i learn to lean on his understanding and not mine, his ways are higher, he will lead me. and that i will learn to rest in his finished work, and watch its beauty as it unfolds.. i surrendered. i feel like i've been set free. thank u, Lord.

thanks val, you're always here. to listen to me.even if im ridiculous. and you never judge me. you mean soo much to me, love you for all that you are.




today is a good good good good good good very good day.

we had a one-hour paper (physics 1) and off we went for brekkie!!! after ordering too much kaya toast and laughing at our silly selves, minnie and i went home (circleline!) then i lay around reading whats left of my ceceilia ahern book. wow. i havent been reading in a long time. and i really miss reading (haha geek.) i love ceceilia ahern x1000. after this book ima read My Sister's Keeper which is supposed to be really good but disturbing (oh well). so i fell asleep. then woke up to bathe n stuff chloe's papa sent us to leisure park and to the ice skating rink we went!!!!

O-M-GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i totally fell in love with the rink the first second we met. it was like heaven. ice skating is. figure skating is WAY more awesome than rollerblading. i think i have real passion for it. like to ice skate. and do stunts. chlochlo too. the feeling is indescribable. its so liberating, you know? i would kill to have am ice rink in my house!!!!!!!!!! i really love it. cannot stop raving about it, everyones so sick of me. hahahahaha. i really really want to have a coach to learn. chloe taught me the t-stop bend down thing, the forward cross-over and backward cross-over and the spinspin spinny thing the real fast one? i could only do like the max 3 turns and i lose balance. but it is so cool!!! people lose it when they go shopping or like other stuff, for me i really really lose it in the ice rink or blading. it is awesome. figure skating is so graceful. i am hardly graceful but on ice you just want to be graceful. seriously. hahahha. then i tried teaching donny the turn. just the simple turn. it was fun to teach her. cheeries woman about your stolen phone, you can get a new better one ;) after 2hrs i left the rink so sad sat around don and i went to catch a muvee @ P.S. aliens in the attic it was a good one! got me gripped from the start. hahaha. went to daiso for a long time and spent $8. pi, g, jonus and han came n met us. at carrefour we lost dione and couldnt contact her cozher phone is stolen so all of us were shouting dione dione dione in the entire level of carrefour and we actually made it into a game like who spots and tags dione first is the winner. i spotted her and i screamed. it was so funny. hahaha.

anw i had a realy good day. and like i think my passion for ice skating is totally more than my passion for singing. which is quite a big deal cuz i really love singing too. haha. aw man! the rink is my second home.

bye. school tmr, resultsssssss.





wants to go see Israel..

is sick of physics..

feels like eating.




i need to tell u smt. i was webcamming with val and i put on the rainy drip drop effect on my webcam and i told her it was raining. being the usual blur kok val she looked out of her window, decided she couldnt see properly,put on her specs and looked out again! it was soo funny. haha!

btw momi came home today and she got me like a jabillion PJ pants theyre super girly pretty and cute some are starry some are U.S. flaggy some are flowery and some just pinky and some stripey. love em haha! and she got me 7 rly cute tees and one denim cut offs and also a pair of red shoes and a paul frank wallet and a keyring haha, <33333333333333


just went to chlochlo's blog and this rly caught my eye: how much has the devil stolen from us because of our doubt and lack of faith?




why not?!






i am slacking pretty pretty hard for tmr's am2 and wed's physics1........ ha. ha. need to ginish singlee specimen papers up gogogogogogogogoogoggo dont regret after ur paper tmr mellie





God has been good. looking back from where i've started out with God, i've realised how good God has been in my life. i have come to see that these blessings don't just happen, and that nothing is left to chance or luck or coincidence.. these blessings are my prayers heard and answered, they are God's concern, love, care, his deep deep love for me and in his perfect will for me.. that i've learnt to thank him and praise him in different situations. thank him because i konw he has plans to prosper me and not to harm me.. that he has a great purpose for me. i just suddenly feel this overflow of gratefulness and awe for God in me.. maybe that part of me has died down abit a few days ago.. i just need to put myself together, get my priorities right, choose to fix my eyes on Jesus and meditate on His word.. and there as i seek i will find.. just wanna thank God for all the times that i've ran away (how near or far) yet He has never moved, his love never even fluctuated, his goodness still overflows, his grace still covers. oh you are amazing God.

your love never ceases to amaze me. i will sing of your love forever.

i just felt so struck by some Psalm verses.

first is psalm77:7-20 will the Lord reject forever? will he never show his favor again? has his unfailing love vanished forever? has his promise failed for all time? has god forgotten to be merciful? has he in anger withheld his compassion? then i thought "to this i will appeal: the years of the right hand of the Most High". i will remember the deeds of the Lord; yes, i will remember your miracles of long ago. i will meditate on all your mighty deeds. your ways, O God, are holy. what god is so great as our God? you are the god who performs miracles; you display your power among the peoples. with your mighty arm you redeemed your people the descendants of Jacob and Joseph.

have you ever felt this way like the Psalmist in chapter 77? like how God seem to have vanished and you're so spiritually dry like dry bones like you're in your own spiritual desert even as you seek and seek and seek for the living water it never comes..i read in the book purpose driven life (thanks sis v!) that God will put you through trials like that so that we will grow in our faith and trust in Him. like on earth how we walk by faith adnd not by sight.. also about how on your deathbed you dont surround yourself with diplomas or doctorates or trophies or certs of your achievements but instead people who are important to you.. all the relationships you treasure.. and how we cant bring all these with us after we die except our character.

anyway it goes on to talk about how God's path led through the sea, through the mighty waters, and though His footprints were not seen, He led his people like a flock by the hands of Moses and Aaron.

it really reminds me how much i can praise God in times of trials or difficulty. because His unfailing love never vanishes. because he has been good in our lives. because his ways are higher.

also in psalm 78:9-72, it really struck me of how people, despite God's favour and blessings upon their lives, choose to refuse to live by his law, forgetting what he has done and the wonders he has shown them.. when God was angry with Israel for not believing in God, yet he still chose to put aside His wrath, opening the doors of heaven letting manna fall as rain onto Earth for the israelites so they could have enough to eat. yet they sinned against him again. but yet He was merciful, forgiving their iniquities and restraining His anger.. like us as israelites, we often disappoint God by sinning and sinning and sinning again repeatedly against Him despite his goodness in our lives.. and that God keeps forgiving, forgiving, restraining, overflowing and pouring into our lives.. in the same way let us remember of his greatest sacrifice for us- sending his one and only son on the cross to die.. John 3:16 might be so commonly used it becomes a cliche.. but if we go back to the root, even back to where jesus shed his blood at Calvary, where he was spat at, stoned, ridiculed, for nothing he has deserved or done, but bearing us in mind..

everytime i watch Jesus' crucifixion i cant help but cry.. it pierces my heart to see how he has sacrificed for us.. just watch what he had gone through and every giant i face suddenly seems so much smaller than it actually was.

haha val is fast asleep and i am going to sleep in about a minute or two. rants rants rants and thoughts. goodnighty, its almost 5.




just realised how much my speakers mean to me now that its gone- computer is silent now.

that sucks. alot.

i am pissed.

bye.




i was just studying history for tomorrow when i realised the word 'assassin' has two asses and a sin in it. hehe.

ps: didnt finish human geog paper on time! saw wrong end timing, lulz.




all i want to do now is to curl up in my pj's with my fluffy pillows and cosy blankey and watch a very comforting chick flick

prelims could be the death of me :o haha

hurry hurry prelims go away.. i hate you haha




dione seah this is a command that you upload your (last year's!) batam pics by tonight or i won't bring your correction tape refill tmr!!

blackmail101 but i bet she won't even see this. hehe, shall call her after her tuition.




hi guys :) happy saturday? haha ;)

well i slept at a crazy 530am last night (morning) and i woke up at bout 1145 to go for jams. yay daddy sent me so i wasn't really late heh. jam... i was kind of really sleepy.. and while jamming my mic got disconnected and one part fell off (haha! Mbarrassin) andd when it was chorus i was supposed to jump right, i was so distraught about the mic that i forgot to jump and ariel was like at the altar area going 'jump jump now jump' lol and we ended up laughing quite abit. lunched and fueled, i like our 'private' fuel cell room now at the 3rd floor hehe. so ariel and i got abit kerayzee and like we drained off some of our energy (hers actually). by doing something we got really dizzy after that. really thank God for my SP!! she inspires me alot haha. val took the bus in the wrong direction so she came late all flustered pissed and stuff. hehe. love u! celled and svc-ed, today was faith promise day.

rushed off aft svc with naomi cuz her dadi came to pick us up to gma house had dinner and stuff. aunt doris and alvina are here!! really missed em. good to see them after so long :) caught up. went to naomi's house and just lay around the flooor being tired lazy people. waha. had a good time, missed me cuzzins. oh and they got me a coach purse from the states and i like it alot:) thanks! <3 and they're leaving this wednesday which means i cant see them off, if not for my prelims i would have missed school just to send them off at the airport! :/ haha oh well FB!

this week i have sought God and i have found Him.
renew me lord, i can't do this alone.




hi, its 4.26am and i'm supposed to sleep already! instead here i am donig Japan for history. meow. talked to candies just now, it's been long since i've even seen u huh hahaha. mm here's what i need to catch up on:

-am geom
-em graph thing
-physics tb! workout.
-chem general rev
-hist: fascism and soemthing else maybe
-geog: industries and either food or tourism i think im doing tourism la
-quickie on physics geog.

wow.................... cant wait for prelims and o's to be QUICKLY QUICKLY OVEr because this is getting kind of tiring...... already....... i think i'm real bad at pacing myself.

u know wud, wish i didnt need sleep. then i can finish everything in a blink of an eye. but that would be ridiculous and impossible for me. i am a sleeping queen. gonna miss svc tmr cuz naomi and i gotta go gma's house- aunt doris and alvina have arrived from the states ;) gonna miss svc tho:/
haha and btw i told momi im gonna join her and her friends to exercise at macritchie! at 930! i dont thnk i can wake up for that.. even if i do, i'll go study instead. no more time to waste! i'll revise physical geog, do more physics n read up, finish japan chpt, start on industries/tourism. squeeze in abit of chem. (yeah right, i am not superwoman!!!!!!)

whatever, i'll do fine i hope..
adios my lovers!


I could sing of Your love forever.




it's funny how i can feel sick tired and brain dead the entire day, and as strange as it is when the clock strikes 2am i can't feel any better :)

haha i-am-nocturnal ftw




alrighty now u can call me a fatty pig
frankie rock&roll and moo are in my room and we are having a ball of a time!




from awhile back- hee hee.
what o lvl students do

what's this feeling?

PS: ABY u are a lifesaver ctrl f5 works wonders ;) mizz u




this must be the most exhausting and braincell-killing one week HOLIday i've ever had!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am as tired, ugly, shrivelled and beatup as a prune. yeah, a prune. haha.




blown a w a y, off my feet




blogger is getting so funny!! the typing space reduce its size by like one third. hahaha.

for one i met dione for dinner at sg central where the macs is. met gadys for abit cuz she had to return me my calculator i loaned her last year during her o's (wow now its my turn time is so zoomzoom) miss her! havent seen her in a looong time. reminds me how i got to know her when i was like sec1, twas pretty funny. something like i kept staring at her then she came and ask me why. hahahaha. miss the lower sec days haha :)

we went to Jalan for awhile wth we got lost again and it was super tiring finding our way out.. i got some fun at annoying dione lol

to do list:
-chem
-physical geog
-physics or amath

(grown to love physics today, can be quite fun man!!)

;) hehe





I AM SO GEEKY






geekgirl says:
i think at different points of our lives we would be bound to realise, realise alot of things..

but one thing i am glad that i have realised already is that.. i'm just human and just creation and i can't do everything. but God can. like how when i'm not able God is able. and how when we're in a dire situation but just God himself can make a way out.. he just leaves me in awe all the time.


chloe! love the blesser and not the blessings:) we got reminded about that ytd during cell hehe, felt like i havent been talking to u for ages man!!! and.

God entirely changed my perspective yesterday. fuel and svc was such a powerful time, i could just feel God moving in the room and Him working in me, he was ministering to me alot yesterday. thank you God, don't know what i'd do without you. i've made a commitment and not a decision and i'll stick to it..

love You!

oh oh and i was part of the 4One choir last friday and it was oooooooosome! it was so fun at the first few songs like there's this overwhelming joy coming over us it beats any other joy. also it felt like the joy could just take away any sort of worry or burden or some nagging voice at the back of my mind telling myself that i need to study why am i here. that sort of thing. my worship and what little i have cant be suficient to praise You enough. btw my face got zoomed in or something and my friends said i looked quite spastic ;( haha!

BYE




blogger's so annoying! it doesn't allow me to upload pictures. oh wellz.

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i had a good time at 4one today really. first few songs were the ultimate jump sing and worship:) i think im very proud of ignyte too for all the self written songs.. i think they speak so much about the heart of our ministry.. :)

ooh had lunch with dione today @ novena, could barely eat my pasta cuz my throat really hurts (i think i have a throat ulcer, i know gross right) ya so i kept eating Fisherman (citrus twist.) haha. and then like it was qutie exciting and all and i think like.. iyam really thankful that God is using us, and using our talents, using our youths to impact other people's lives.. to God be the glory :)

i was just thinking about how sometimes we get disappointed because we dont feel God in our lives or that we're dry.. or that we just cant feel his presence anymore within us or when we do tawg.. or when we worship but like sometimes maybe i should think about who moved first.. i think what P.Da said realy made sense. i moved first.. not God. then we get disappointed with God, when actually i think God feels more disappointed than i am..




blogger ate my post up. thanks, you wanna eat this one up too? haha.

i am soo excited for 4One tomorrow!!!! excited to be part of the choir i think we're gonna be doing alot of funnny actions or something. i cant wait! :) God is going to meet me there and transform me again and refresh me again and renew my purpose again and i am so excited.

Lord there's none like who you are, nothing that compares to you




today is a total waste-our-time-away day.. oh well its ok.

sorry to the people i replied late, my phone couldnt receive texts for quite awhile!

(blogger is weird..)




good to see some seniors today who came back ;)

i liked the bands and the videos for today's concert. hmm, geog test was ok except for the lorms qn, by the last question too sleepy to remember about ecotourism and community based tourism.. haha.

i rly cant wait for 4One!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!its gonna be so great so great God's gonna move in new amazing ways. really cant wait.

took a break from the books today- donny can and i went to catch The Proposal @ j8. so long since we went to watch a movie together! or just go out. nerds of beatty secondary 4e2. haaha. it was not bad just that i was so sleepy in there almost caught some serious shut-eye until i made myself wake up cuz i was paying for the movie. lolz. oh oh we had lunch @ cafe cartel and i saw bon!! haha so funny. he was so blur. and then i saw hui sze and mel c! which was funny cuz we went to watch the same movie. and then i missed hui sze too so it was good to see her :)

damn tired today dono why, not mentally ready to mug so i'll either study later or wake up early tomorrow (yea right wake up early lol)

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