Wednesday, July 31, 2013
"Why does God allow tragedy and suffering?"
Know God's heart today.
XOXO 3:25 AM
Tuesday, July 30, 2013
It is oddly quiet here today
XOXO 8:21 PM
been reading http://fortydaysofdating.com . Really interesting social experiment. Today, I'm at day 13 and I like this part, Jessie reflects:
"In middle school and early on in high school, I had serious struggles with perfectionism. I was terrified of breaking rules, I never had the guts to stand up for myself, and I had a massive fear of failure. I became shy and withdrawn, as I feared I might say something wrong. I hated my appearance, and I pushed myself too far at times.
Many years and many hours in therapy later, I’ve come to realize that
the more I tried to reach perfection, the further I would get from it. I happily learned to embrace my quirks and weaknesses, and focus my energy on my strong suits. I am far from perfect and I want to continue to learn and grow. However, I also want to be with someone who can accentuate my positives, not focus on my negatives."
XOXO 3:41 AM
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
Today I am amazed... and I am thankful.... and filled with joy. Because my dad finally said that he would come to church with me someday. And that has been the cry of my heart, for the longest possible time. Especially for the past month, I have been exceptionally burdened for my daddy, because my uncle spoke to me about it in the US, and my dad's health hasn't been too remarkable.. All glory to God :)! I burst into silent tears (we were in a crowded place...) the moment he told me that, so relieved. I ask for boldness and courage to follow through this decision. Lord, use me for Your agendas. Your agendas over mine.
Thank You God, for your faithfulness. My God is great
XOXO 3:09 AM
Tuesday, July 23, 2013
:( k
XOXO 10:38 PM
Lines in your misplaced palms,Fit perfectly where they're meant to be
XOXO 4:24 AM
Sunday, July 21, 2013
I have turned into Melamelt... Yet again!
XOXO 1:41 PM
back from church camp and I have been so blessed by it. truly there is no better place to be than being with the Lord of lords and where the foundations of my faith are re-anchored, strengthened and and aligned to God's.
Many testimonies and breakthroughs to share but for now one thing I leave with you: God always loves you, is always interested in your life and knows every single detail of your life. He has never forgotten nor forsaken you.
Feeling: dreamyy... for a reason
XOXO 1:35 AM
Tuesday, July 9, 2013
My cell-- SMUSaved.
This sem I am committed to knowing and growing in my cell. This summer I have really learnt the importance of having godly friends and staying accountable to them.
XOXO 2:41 AM
Sunday, July 7, 2013
Kills me to the bone every time I remember my parents have yet to be saved
/I will give up anything
XOXO 9:43 PM
Island mentality
XOXO 5:58 PM
I've been back in Singapore for a week, hello erratic (and gross..) weather, hello busy schedules. Bye bye low humidity, space and scenery, healthy food, beaches and hikes.
It's been kind of boring being back in Singapore, no offense to people who are patriotic beyond reason but Singapore really can be yawn city.
Anyway. The past few days haven't been particularly nice. And I found out some stuff that really shocked me, I think I'm done hanging out with attached friends of the opposite sex. It's too complicated, too tangly and its me on the losing end.
Till then....... Till I find a less pessimistic solution to things
XOXO 5:18 PM
Friday, July 5, 2013
only listening to the goddess that is Mel Martinez now
XOXO 9:36 AM
