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Thursday, February 26, 2009











be-awesome friends came over for abit today for some guitaring and singing, i hope i dont screw up major on sat!!!! rreaaallly!!!! i feel like i sound so weird n sucky. wellz, i had fun :8)

dione's comin over soon, we're going night swimming. omgah today rocks socks.

XOXO 7:32 PM




Jesus I Surrender (on juannes blog!)

Here at your feet
I'll always be
With the angels
Crying holy
There's not one thing
That means as much to me as
You my God, as You my King

Here in the darkness
I lift my eyes to You
Your light comes shining through

Jesus, I surrender
I draw nearer, I fall down
Master, be my Savior
Be my shelter, be my God

There's no one else
Who can compare to you
The righteous One, the perfect Son

Here in the silence
I hear You speak my name
And I cry out to You

ps: its not just lip service to God. its not. our actions should match up. Lord i wanna honour you with not only my lips but my entire heart..

XOXO 1:32 AM


Wednesday, February 25, 2009


An "asian" quiz gotten from glen's space. thought it would be cool so yeah here goes nuffin.

[X] Both of your parents are from Asia
[X] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[ ] You think DDR is cool
[ ] You've watched lots of anime
[ ] You like Korean drama
[ ] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[ ] You think your parents want you to marry within your own race
[x] You eat rice almost everyday
[X] You drink lemon tea

X's so far: 4

[ ] You style your hair
[X] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster
[ ] You speak languages other than English
[ ] Your parents are strict
[ ] Your parents have high expectations of you
[X] You always get A's/B's on your report
[X] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/
Accounting
[X] You know your multiplication table
[X] You play badminton or table tennis or Irish Pingpong
[ ] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge

X's so far: 9

[X] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[ ] You own an asian car (Honda, Toyota, etc)
[ ] You're not the only child
[X] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[ ] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[ ] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
[ ] You can solve a rubiks cube
[ ] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[ ] You play video games

X's so far: 11

[ ] Everytime you're going out, your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[ ] You have karaoke at home
[ ] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[ ] You own a gaming console
[X] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks
[ ] You get nothing if you do well in school, but punished if you don't

X's so far: 13

[ ] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod
[x] You don't like football
[X] You like Bowling/Swimming.

X's so far: 16

[ ] You have a curfew
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[ ] You know what purikura is
[X] you like bubble tea
[ ] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come
[ ] You've played final fantasy
[ ] You believe in fortune cookies

X's so far: 17

[ ] You know what is bok choy
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?" (Asian Pride)
[X] You've had pockys/yan yan before
[ ] when you ask for ur mums permission she goes "ask ur dad"

Total X's: 18

Multiply your total score by 2 and put the subject as I am _% Asian

i am 32% asian! nah, i'm 100% asian. :D

XOXO 10:41 PM


Tuesday, February 24, 2009


school is wacky yet boring and so routined. mundane.

for one, ss was so funny. i tend to get very ticklish during mrs haridass' periods. ha ha ha. i also set up a nail parlour.

choir till 6 today, i have to learn to be less airy + way more support + have less tension in my throat.

cant wait for tomorrow to be over, because i'll be freer!(haha)

tuition in like -9minutes, wei ann is late.

and its piwei's birthday today, happy 16th! :) have fun laa.
and two more days to jonus', yeah i got forced to remember. hahaha.

bye, today we sang alot of nice songs in class, me and bren.

XOXO 7:36 PM


Monday, February 23, 2009


whatsup with me and song lyrics, but really, i like this song too.

"3 AM"

I don't give a damn about you
No, nothing can change my mind
No way
I'm happy just to let you walk away

Don't think about you at night
I'm happy to be alone
It's ok
But that was yesterday, and now I'm

Driving in my car
Words don't get me far
When they don't mean shit
Ooooooh!

[Chorus:]

I'm calling you at 3 AM and I'm,
I'm standing here right outside your door
And I don't think that my heart can take much more
I'm scared of cracking up again, I just
Want it to be like it was before
And I don't think that my heart can take more

I don't give a damn what you do
I'm going to get with you
Again
And that's the way this night is gonna end
You say that you need some time
How long does it take to see
That we are more than meant to be?
And now you're driving in your car
But you won't get far
'Cause your car is shit
Ooooooh!

[Chorus:]

I'm calling you at 3 AM and I'm
Standing here right outside your door
And I don't think that my heart can take much more
I'm scared of cracking up again, I just
Want it to be like it was before
'Cause I don't think that my heart can take much more

Can take much more (echoes)
Can take much more (echoes)
Can take much more (echoes)

Driving in my car
Words don't get me far
When they don't mean shit
Ooooooh!

[Chorus:]

I'm calling you at 3 AM and I'm
Standing here right outside your door
And I don't think that my heart can take much more
I'm scared of cracking up again, I just
Want it to be like it was before
'Cause I don't think that my heart can take much more

XOXO 10:23 PM




these two songs will probably be on repeat for these few days........ theyre nice songs:)

grow old with you- adam sandler (yes, adam sandler)

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

I'll miss you
I'll kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

I'll need you
I'll feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you

more than words- frankie j

Saying I love you,
Is not the words
I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy,
It would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me yeah,
'Cause I'd already know

What would you do
If my heart was torn in two?
More than words
To show me how you really feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away,
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you (sayin' I love you, sayin' I love you, more than words, sayin' I love you, sayin' I love you you)

Now that I've tried to (Now that I've TRIED to)
Talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close yours eyes and just reach out your hand
And touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me yeah
'Cause I already know

Sayin' I love you x4
More than words
Sayin' i love you x2
More than words
More than words
Sayin' I love you x2
More than words
More than words

XOXO 10:13 PM




Shut Up and Smile-

i tell you 5 things that can turn your horrible day around..
(1) best girl friends who cheer you up and stick by you.
(2) meeting moron whom i havent seen for ages, even tho its only for about ten minutes
(3) blast out loud on speakers your favourite songs
(4) God who is always there.
(5) Talking to piwei who has been breakin the rules using ebuddy on campus.



k, tuition in 0 minutes, bye.

ps: so excited for thursday, bren and geor coming over to practice the 2 songs! and friday cuz we're staying over at sentosa:DDDDDDDDDDDD

XOXO 5:26 PM




lately i have been distracted- up to a point where i dont tawg regularly. and stuff. from the internet to phonecalls to studies to sleepiness and a lack in a proper planning of time. well. i am not going to give the devil a foothold, for what other than God is more important? things of this dying world we live in? i'm not going to lose focus on my purpose, and Lord, even though its hard to put away things in my life i love and have loved all this time- i know they are only of earthly worth, and Lord help me to take away their priorities. take away my earthly loves and in place, show me Lord how to live like how Jesus did- loving, forgiving, sinless, and untempted. it has been a hard week and even if i try to soak in your presence i somehow feel dry, Lord i pray that you fill me up again, pour into me your love and acceptance, and thank God for i know that nothing that I do will make you love me less. and God thank you for your grace, your majestic grace, that saved me and all of us. sola gratia- by only grace has salvation came. grace, God's Riches At Christ's Expense: thank you for paying the price of grace with the precious blood of Jesus. God i will love you with all my heart, my soul, my mind and strength.

XOXO 12:57 AM


Sunday, February 22, 2009


bummer, i've been a real real slacker this weekend.
its okay, i'll catch up tonight.
i went for Ktv to pick out wedding songs hahahaha, fyi i'm singing for my aunt's wedding and yay im so happy for her. i'll be most likely singing 'grow old with you' the adam sandler one, and more than words by frankie j, sorry geor for the confusion (she's guitaring with me!)

sucks, tomorrow's monday, and jaewin's going to say have fun in school and i'll say i'll try to.

hate it, the monday blues are sinkin in already...................................... :[presenting britney melissa spears

XOXO 11:04 PM




me and my minnie mouse pen at macs
siao
we were walking @ e expresssway
HAHA val cho cute
sexy babeh
ha ha ha
WEI DON
corine outside saying byebye (PSST look at val's reflection hahahahha)
sis v the mighty v! (lol?)
after dinner on sat
kwa
otw to Take my hand with dione seah

XOXO 5:05 PM




(this post is highly repetitive)

it's raining camels elephants mammoths and other fat heavy animals.. dione should know what happens to me when it rains like that. haha.

i love the rain. i love the rain. really, i love the rain. especially when its heavy like that, windy and stormy. i want to get out and play in the rain.

i love the rain. it makes me happy.

XOXO 2:55 PM




Yellowcard. I love yellowcard. so many of their songs describe me now.
craphead, that sucks.

ps, truth be told i miss you

XOXO 12:13 AM


Saturday, February 21, 2009


i'm back from Ignyte. a few of us- okay, not a few. me, val, sis v, felix, haruki, the 2 twins and wei don went for dinner at a Thai restaurant near crown centre. tom yam was not bad:) and then we had some fun laughing and talking. and then we went to macs and they started playing cards and then l8r we did some thing *secret!!*

and then me n val walked all the way to the expressway to realise we couldnt and wouldnt hail a cab there and so we walked all the way to near church. damn far, at LONG last we got a cab. and we chatted about something on the way home, *hehe* i'll be calling her later. i think shes showering. im like too damn lazy hahahahha.

in the afternoon met val to take 156 to church and then when we alighted it was drzzling so we put on our hoods and then the rain just got heavier and heavier and heavier and now my furry blue animal hoodie is wet haha;( poor hoodie!

sheesh, momi's not even home yet and i have absolutrely no DRIVE TO STUDY i was supposed to start on physics long ago.

ps: AAA- ask andy please- made me laugh my lungs out.

sighighighighighighighigh, you know how it feeels.

XOXO 11:34 PM




today's just major bumming around day. woke up at 12-ate lunch- flopped around-read a book-used the com.

i'm going out now lol, for service and i think im late................. so gotta run, bye

ps: swing swing

XOXO 3:36 PM




take my hand was short! but impressive, and ariel was yaygood- singing and acting. kudoz. went for a really draggy dinner at Madjacks. then many of em left and then the rest of us took the bus 93 to factory (no before that, someones tongue stud fell in the grass and we spent a long time trying to find it). then 163ed then walked then toileted then walked then sat then walked then sat then cabbed then home, momi's so awesome today, she didnt flip when i came home late.

:) the best.

ps: im tired..

-edit-
oh oh i remember one part, supposed to be a sad moment and then cuz they were showing this emo girl, and then d said "walao emogirl" and then u could hear dione's powerpack laughter resonate throughout the auditorium, lucky it was dark so nobody could see who the mad cackler was!!!!!

funny~. im hungry. bye.

XOXO 12:58 AM


Thursday, February 19, 2009


I need You Lord to breathe in me<3

XOXO 9:27 PM




James1:5-6 If any one of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt.

Joshua1:5 No one will be able to stand up against you all the days of your life. As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will never leave you nor forsake you.

Matthew 6:25 Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes?

Colossians1:17 He is before all things, and in him, all things hold together


The spirit of the sovereign Lord is on me,
Because the Lord has annointed me to preach good news to the poor.
He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners.

Good times or bad times, I will stand firm in you :)

Hebrews12:29 Therefore we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, let us be thankful, and so worship God acceptably with reverence and awe, for our 'God is a consuming fire'.

Exodus14:14 The Lord will fight for you; you need only to be still.

!!!!!! awesome God i have.

XOXO 6:22 PM


Wednesday, February 18, 2009


Called you for the first time yesterday
Finally found the missing part of me
Felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say

Now I'm speechless
Over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again

I can't get your smile out of my mind
(I can't get you out of my mind)
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful but you don't even try
(You don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find

Now I'm speechless
Over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again

I kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless
Baby can't you see?

Now I'm...
Yeah oh
Now I'm speechless
Over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Now I'm hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again
Ohhh
Love Bug again

Love bug.

ps: geor didnt come for school today, wassup geor?

XOXO 9:11 PM





,
,
,

i have to start studying em today, and am homework and ss homework, and a few cheng yus. i will do it

School was okehla HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGGY <3.
and then.......... 4 periods of amath as usual me and bren looooooooove suaning mr ng. choir till 6 today, my voice as hoarse as a horse and as pain as tonsilitis. i dont remember what happened. i went home with chloe and sera.

its hard to blog when youe day has been so mundane;( so so so very mundane.

two days to friday! whoo yeah baby whoo.

important: BRING EVA TO SCHOOL

ps: pictures of my favourite cutest fluffiest furriest animals in my Pet Magazine i flip around during silent reading, awesome, loooove fluffy animals to the max. oh and Party Roach having fun in my chinese tb.

XOXO 7:26 PM


Tuesday, February 17, 2009


told myself to read physics. what to do? i'm just not in the study mood. ao here are my favourite questions i like to ask dione:

1) would you rather be an elephant or a babboon?
2) would you rather be a beggar or a roadsweeper?
3) would you rather marry mr ng tc or -some random equally gross guy across the road-
4) would you rather have cockroaches crawl all over your body or lizards crawl all over your body
5) would you rather eat shit or eat a dead bird?


ok not exactly these qns but along those lines. any amusing ones i'll upload hahahahhaa.

today me n dione laughed lk crazy crap watching Chris Crocker on mute ESPECIALLY BEAUTY ON A BUDGET PLEASE, go watch it. its even funny on mute. what the hell!!!! i want to laugh. chris crocker rocks my socks, if he came to singapore to do a show i'd definitely go watch him.

kbye.

THIS IS SUPER WORTH WATCHING, CLICKTHIS

and THIS

XOXO 11:36 PM




HERE'S A LLAMA THERE'S A LLAMA
AND ANOTHER LITTLE LLAMA
FUZZY LLAMA
FUNNY LLAMA
LLAMA LLAMA DUCK.

LLAMA LLAMA CHEESECAKE LLAMA
TABLET BRICK POTATO LLAMA
LLAMA LLAMA MUSHROOM LLAMA
LLAMA LLAMA DUCK.

XOXO 11:21 PM




mel(E)(um) Thunderbirds are go says:
u do monsanto alr?
Candies Pitt ; heartachekills.blogspot.com says:
haven't la i'm staring at brad pitt
mel(E)(um) Thunderbirds are go says:
SIAO!

my friends are going pitt-crazy. i am not.

school was okay today except mr boo's live lesson kinda got boring after awhile. we had welcoming party for the sec1s during choir so yeap, and then we worked on our usual syf pieces.. damnnn i cant sing! my throat spoilt hahaha, and tmr's choir is till six. hmmmz.

i feel very very guilty now because i have been using the com right from after tuition, and i was supposed to do amath/read physics.

shit, i lost my drive.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

XOXO 11:00 PM


Monday, February 16, 2009


Oh!

gratz x1million to han and jonus for winning their bball match! :) EEEE cheenaey tuition in 8 minutes and i havent bathed!!!!!!
EEE!!

my throat hurts!!

ps:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: i remember in sec1! :]]]]] haha heehe.

XOXO 8:10 PM




today's weather was.......................................................... HORRID to the maximum, first it was so freakin hot, humid and sweaty

and then towards the late afternoon raining mad. maybe thats the cause of my 4 ulcers!!!!! damn pain, i can barely talk/smile/laugh without cringing in sheeeeeer excruciating pain. anw bought bonjela but i dont dare to put it ;( like damn pain ah.

wellwellz i got to school and almost fainted during marikita, damn scary! stupid AV take so long to put the song on. imagine if i faint lol. and then forthe rest of the lessons until after recess i was feeling so weak and sick. but i ate powerful strong chicken terriyaki PAU and then i became strong again! :)

blabla then math was abit of a torture. and then the good part is. im rly satisfied with my results- at least those that i got back:
hist sbq- 10/12
geog- 20.5/25 (i think so suddenly forgot alamakies)
physics- 19.5/30 YAYEEEE! PASS mr amos goh works wonders la dey.

so.. I. AM. HAPPY! thank God x100000000000000000infinity. i am happy yayezywoots but i got chinese tuition at 8 to do my letter writing cuz i owe mdm wan for a week alrd! boringz. and i need to study physics, do hist hw, and read through probability cuz i dont rly get mr ng during emath. yeaa. i shall do 2 chpts of physics today! i promised bob! hahahahhahaha\

kk nothing so bye
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH

XOXO 5:30 PM




i love 987 stripped. i haven't listened in for that show in a long time. i am #1 fan of anything acoustic!and 987 is turning 20! haha, 987=<3.

went to freds and then for someones funeral i think my grandaunt but i dono who she is. so today was quite boring. i miss my uncle.

i dont want school to start.

momi wants to sign up for msn. now i have limitation on my nick's and pm's.

haha.

boring day. i bit the side of my cheek while eating YUPI BURGERS as if two damn pain ulcers aren't enough, wah damn pain la my whole mouth.

crap.

ps: im disappointed
pps: i miss val already!

XOXO 1:11 AM


Sunday, February 15, 2009


this morning i woke up to pi wei's call all the way from melbourne!! cool or what, haha. so happy8) good that hes not affected by the fires n all......... woah damn long havent heard his voice uh. haha after me he went on a calling spree- so rich.

k bye going t fred's.

XOXO 3:57 PM








cab

weekly mel-val snaps, this week @ mambo poolhouse bukit timah
sorry for unglamness

XOXO 2:01 AM


Saturday, February 14, 2009


aw man, i miss the guy who calls me Issa aloooooooot la! piwei! how many more weeks?? haha. (7 weeks!)

happy vday everyone! hope u had fun with ur valentine. i had fun! i sent my messenger to buy roses from germ hahahaha she must be touched. lulz, thanks MESSENGER!

yep me n val were late 4 fuel by 30min but its ok we got quality time on bus 156 which took 4ever to reach coronation, by the time we walked to chruch it was 330. yep had chocz n cookies so nice:) haha who cares about me throat. thanks Ariel for cadbury and sis v for rochers andskittles and lynn for cookies 8D (ball eyes)

service was good. i saw wee tze. and then uhu went to makan somewhere near bukit timah and we went somewhere to play pool, it was rly fun and then i got to know the (!!!) side of oswin where he keeps trying to distract me when im on ym winning streak (jealous) woah i tell you im damn good hahahahhaha ok not rly but if i beat nicholas means im good right! yea. had fun.

yoyo yo:)

cabbed with oswin&sera (bishan peole) and me&val (serangoon people) so now im home, and im damn lazy to bathe. haha.
caterpillars!

i looove uhu.

XOXO 11:49 PM


Friday, February 13, 2009


got a very friendly and nice cabbie on the way to meet momi at town.

cabbie: so.. you still studying?
me: yea. i'm sec 4.
cabbie: oh.

few minutes l8r..

cabbie: so sec4 means ur 16 this year?
me:yea turning 16 this year
cabbie: oh, you look like ur 13 or 14
me: oh. ok.
cabbie: you look very small.

i am everso convinced now.

then me and momi couldnt find any nice flats for myself so l8r we went to QH for dinner then i met donney @ tp and we laughed alot esp in macs.. what the hell dione!!! damn retarded siaaaz.

then we went to sky garden number 1 (the lower floor) damn freaky so we went to the upper one and sat for a bit. then we 105ed home. its always so funny with dione, lolz. we get really mad.
some one is totqally annoying me!


i decided i want a really really REALLY furry black shaggy doggie who has floppy ears and puppy eyes and cute lil paws and ALOT ALOT OF SOFT FUR!!!

happy vday everyone! make your special someone feel special today! looove is in de air!

ps i have about a hundred ulcers in my mouth, i feel very swelled up.

XOXO 11:58 PM





miss my bangs alot, haha.

ps: can you see my cheek dimples hahahah abnormal!
pps: i bought the garnier EYEBAG ROLLER! dont wanna be a panda for a year..

to geor: molly almost got sacrificed in a sacrifical ritual @ pizza hut into hot chicken soup.

swing swing swing!

-i'm pretty disappoiunted cuz i heard from novi and olli that NYJC'S choir is full of weird people and that theyre reallyout of tune or smth.... damn disappointed lehh:( i wanted to DSA into ny through choir but now... agh i dont know;(

choir!


I LOVE FURRY RABBITS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XOXO 4:18 PM




finally! people who actually bother reading crap rants about HOMEWORK and STUDYING for the past two weeks can now stop listening to the nerd rant. all the major tests are over!:) yay!

but no soldier comes out of the war unwounded................. stupid la i'm down with a mild fever and headache. but its ok! today (about 15min ago) welll i took 105 to my front gate and then i saw ivan haha, and then he said hes waiting for moron so i waited with him and i saw so many many beattyians haha:) kinda miss seeing them around. yay! got to see moron and olly and novi and daryl and weisiang (always give me 'the face') and amanda and siping n more haha so many. :)

and then now im home.... can and don and aby alr went for the movie and bren's KARAOKEING and minnie is having guides.. i think im going to meet germs.

byeeee

yay me is a happy girl.

XOXO 4:08 PM


Thursday, February 12, 2009


I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me

:) thanks juanneee:)

XOXO 10:35 PM




I was singing along with Avril Lavigne 'Don't Tell Me' in the shower wwellls not singing, probably screaming out lyrics because i hate so much the idea of chem test tomorrow. don't imagine, its embarrassing.

anywayyy aggh avril lavigne rocks so much hahha8) not so much because of her new songs (lol) or whatever but yeah, remember my avril craze ages ago gets pretty nostalgic. it was her songs and the lyrics, and her rocker heck-do-i-care attitude and her awesome vocals, and how she would just skateboard and act so ... i dont know what adjective to use in her mvs lol, really did bring about my looove for singing.

i remember when i was about like p4 or p5? and p6? how i would jump on my bed and act like AL doing a gig with massive amounts of fans surrounding her in a huge stadium. how i used my yellow skipping rope and used it as a mic haha!! and i wuld blast complicated or smth on my oh-so-humble radio (which is still here.. and working) wow that was really fun.

got even better when crystal would come occassionally and us being huge AL fans we would rock out together.. so fun!!!! man, i miss crystal! and our cant-step-on-the-yellow-flowers-on-the-pavement game when we used to walk home together after school, buy ice cream and hang around in chiltern park's 'library'. maaaaan, those were the times.

i loved her concert! she came once when i was in p5 i think, awesome (even tho i went with my mom), it was rly rokin and wow i was a hip 11 year old. haha. in sec1 i went to her concert with my mom again!! haha, nevertheless it was rly cool altho i was the one standing there jumpin my guts out while momi sat there looking bored and ._. about spending 200 for nth for her ticket. thanks mom, haha.

last year she came again and this time went with bren hahahaha. :) awesome shits, i hope she'll write some new better songs in time to come!!

bye. chemistry time.

ps: And yeah I don't know what to do when we walk out of sight,
Except to look at all stars in this amazing night.
pps: you're so fake. fake people remind me of plastic. plastic.. gross.

XOXO 9:53 PM





chemistry is really long. i h8 the chpt about metals. worse still, its combined with MOL waah, what the chicken kentuckies i hope i wont screw it up bad. choir performed 2 of our syf pieces 4 assembly today. hikariga started on a rly high note! hha. generally.. its ok i guess. just some s2 people really dont put their effort into improving and sometimes its disappointing to know that they dont care for the upcoming syf at all. its upsetting, really. hung out with clara (my fav junior!) after performance, i thnk mr cheng held the entire school back till 2. crazy. went with sera for qt and thennnnnnz :) had chinese claz. shitz, my letter havent do!

i have to tell you..
molly is becoming increasingly popular in my class! she sits in my pocket during recess. shes so fun. love molly. oh yea. we had a funeral for her in english class because se broke her head while breakdancing and also brenda choked ehr to death.

ha. i wated to go for a swim but its alrd 4 so i'll prolly go for a swim at night. yay, swim=therapy.

i need therapy lolz, so do my eyebags, ineed to get to watsons to buy the eyebag roller remover thingy soon! crucial! my eyebags are major!

bye bye!

chem sucks. im going to fall asleep.

XOXO 3:52 PM


Wednesday, February 11, 2009


here in my life by hillsong

I have never walked on water
felt the waves beneath my feet but
at Your word Lord, I'll receive Your
faith to walk on oceans deep

and I remember how You found me
in the very same place
all my failings surely would have drowned me
still You made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus, You're the reason
I'm kneeling again at Your throne
where would I be without You here in my life
here in my life

You have said that all the heavens
sing for joy at one who finds the
way to freedom, truth of Jesus
bought from death into His life

and I remember how You saw me
through the eyes of Your grace
and though the cost was Your beloved for me
still You made a way

This song means so much.

XOXO 10:09 PM




just done with tuition, chem chpt on metals is damn long!!!!! really!!! dude shitz.

i just put up some piccccas of me and <3people that i love on my wall, its rly nice i think i'm going to fill my wall up with photos, prolly go print more during the weekend, so funz! now i have a reason to take more pics. ha.

oh! yea. somethings that r really funny.......

ok so i'm sure everyone by now has realised mr ng tc's lack of articulation and pronunciation.. which has been resulting in very intense laughter from me, dione, bren, aby and candies.
so..

do you know what's WHATEVER + WHEREVER?

well, according to mr ng, its WHAEVER! (psst, he uses it for both words, how convenient to the tongue) that was a funny one. for me.

and
today i think bren said something like as usual to spite mr ng or smth, mr ng went

"DON'T PUT BIRDS IN MY MOUTH"

WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!! JOKE OF THE YEAR!!!!!!!!!! DAMN FUNNY!!!!!! COULDNT STOP LAUGHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mr ng made my day.

i even made effort to write it down in my diary to blog about it. its so very worth it.

so now my fav phrase will be dont put birds in my mouth.

ps: dione: come on everybody, clap with me!(haha!!)

XOXO 9:34 PM




just two more and i'll be done- amath was okay. thanks minnie!

daddy was sick today so i bused to school. dont like. haha. lessons got a tad bit crazy with Molly around (those sitting around me knows molly) haha, shes so amusing.

i amuse myself alot these days. must be all the tests getting to me... dione looks sane beside me

that cant be good news

tuition in five, byebye rats.

XOXO 7:00 PM


Tuesday, February 10, 2009



i'm gonna start amath rev by 10, till who-knows-what-time. crapz, if only school ended @ 11 everyday. i'll be on top of the freaking wurld.

had choir till 130 and me, don and minnie went to eat ichiban. everyone needs their sushi time even in times of countless tests! homed and bathed and studied and tuition and dinnered and here i am, going to study again.

presenting to you the life of melissa nerd tan.

geog test was............................... manageable i guess
not really but then again. i hope i'll do ok because i studied freaking days n nights for it!
em test was a letdown hahhahaha 29/40 all because of my 3 s.f.s i'll never do the same mistakes again.

two down, three left:
1)amath- chpt 3 n 14
2)physics- static n current
3)chem- reactivity and metals and mol or smth.

studying is fun.
if u get the hang of it.(right)

i wanna do well for my amath test and my sciences tests! comeonnn.

poor australia is having a horrible time, i hope piwei's doing fine there will all the fires and floods, !god watch over him.

yay three more days till the weekends dudez n dudettez!! after this week, i'll be party animal. ok la, not really.

ps; havent talked to germ for a long time because she seems so busy everytime!

byez.

oh yeah, today we had some army food 'field packs' apparently, they looked like shit i didnt bother to try it churned my tummy upside down at the sight of it and aby said chicken was nice so i took a teeeeeeeeeeeny weeny bite and it tasted damn weird!! like dried chicken and chemicals! gross, boys hahahahha you guys get to eat army packs when u turn 18.

XOXO 9:51 PM




luckygirl_309 says:
I'm wondering how to send u a bar of chocolate on valentine day

she's the sweetest vietnam girl hahahaha, man i miss her
(thats huyen) and she's coming in june! :)

sch ends about 1 or 130 tmr cuz theres choir but yay, haha
geog test tmr!
nightos.

luckygirl_309 says:
ur country is the most clean, fresh coutry in the world , isn't it?
luckygirl_309 says:
I don;t know how to imagine

wow. really?

XOXO 12:14 AM


Monday, February 9, 2009


one down four left
four miserable days left to ........................................................................................................heaven
can't wait!

ps: gross me out
pps: geor, i'm wanting to play rockband badly.

-edit-

well, according to the hueiminometer, it's 34deg today. maybe thats the reason why mr ng was pmsing so badly today and his really vegetable english, me and brenda sat around laughing like maggots. he gets rly annoying at times..
as if its not bad enough, we had pe today. in the sweltering hot weather. and with mr chan around, pe= pushups, rushing, running. ew.
and to add on, we finished at 4 today cuz chem spa. what terrible weather. therefore they should cancel all tests for the wellbeing of the poor students.
poor yea, all of us are soooooooooo sad. we lead sad mugger lives.

its 6 and i really do not want to submit to reality that i'm supposed to start geog revision.commmmmmmeon we were spsed to get the qns from e4 but in the end they didnt do their test today.
hmm history test was fine today. me, dione, bren and can had a damn crazy time during pe today. more of me being crazy, it was damn funny. laugh until stomach pain. who asked the shotput ball to be so heavy. ahhahaha. random. i am going to conquer geog. according to floyd, i have to learn to look at the bright side of things.

for a pessimist, i'm pretty optimistic.
hahahaha.
and when it rains..........

until tomorrow.
bye!

[lol that was lame, paramore people should understand]

oh. i forgot something really important. i felt deaf in my right ear today during spa. it was scaRY. i think it healed already. thank god. what a scary experience.

tata, its 6.06

XOXO 5:32 PM


Sunday, February 8, 2009


momi is cute, rain is CUTER!!!!!!!! OMG I MISS RAIN

1. Are you male or female?
Better in Time - Leona Lewis

2. Describe yourself.
Gotta Go My Own Way- HSM2
(LOL embarrassing)


3. What do people feel when they're around you?
Nobody's Home- Avril Lavigne
am i really insignificant i dont think soooo


4. Describe your current relationship.
A twist in my Story- Secondhand Serenade
lolz no relationship yay same geor.

5. Where would you like to be now?
Beautiful girls- sean kingston

6. How do you feel about love?
one way- hillsong united
WHOO! (so true)

7. What's your life like?
Break Free- Hillsong United
yay

8. What would you ask if you only had one wish?
Live High- Jason Mraz
haha! yea man.

9. If someone says "Is this okay?", what would you say?
You Can- David A

10. How would you describe yourself? (didn't you ask this already..?)
Stop This Song (Lovesick Remedy) Paramore

11. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Stand By Me- Oasis
hehe.

12. How do you feel today?
Naked- Avril Lavigne
LOL this is really killing me hahahahahahhaha

13. What do your friends think of you?
Angels- David A
not bad..

14. What do you think of your parents?
I'm Gay- Bowling4Soup
LOL

15. What do you think about very often?
Look What You've Done- Jet

16. What is 2+2?
Tomorrow- Avril Lavigne

17. What do you think of the person you like?
Perfect Situation- Weezer
right.

18. What is your life story?
Love's Not A Competition- Paramore

19. What do you want to be when you grow up?
The World is Black- GC

20. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
History- FFAF

21. What will you dance to during your wedding?
he Birth Of Catastrophe- tonight is the night my heart [eew its screamo must be brenda]

22. What will they play at your funeral?
Stronger- Hillsong

24. What is your hobby/interest?
All I Need is You- Hillsong United

25. What do you think of your friends?
Where Are You- Natalie feat Justin Roman
[my all-time fav song man!!]

caandies ur tagged!!!!! heehehe moo

this has been..... really amusing and surprisingly some are true??? wow lolz.

anw. i'll upload the vid on me on drums and bren on guitar its pretty long but i look real dumb n noob in it hahahha.

and ytd i went to juanne's church @ rendezvous hotel it was awesome. the holy spirit was so strong in the room i guess only if u were there you'll feel it.. right juanne? and val hahaha.made me cry! and then we rushed to trinity, sat for whats left for service and then we celebrated val's corine's and moses' birthday with cake. wlao, so little people turned up ytd. dinner with only me val sis varina felix and han. went to macs to chill for abit but i was the nerd there studying geog. home and studied to no avail (slept!) woke up, got a shock, studied geog all the way till tuition and did phy and am, and now im relaxing my poor brainy, going to newton for dinner with mom and kenn wu the china man l8r. he's going to china for good!!! crazy cousin i have, moving all around the globe, i'll miss you;( take care n come back soon la boy. all the best for ur business there.

XOXO 5:32 PM


Saturday, February 7, 2009


ytd was fabyawesome! cuz it was.. happy sixteenth valo93
in the afternoon i got over to geor's place and we played rockband!! awesome shitz that is. i only could play the drums or vocals. haha. i was quite dumb @ drums at first. played till about 7ish when me and bren had to go so the rest left too. met han and jonus @ bus stop and we took a bus to val's block where we met her frns and.. yah we used lightsticks to form 'happy birthday'and they also got a cake and a reaaly duper nice prezzie for her woah she must feel damn touched by her frns. l8r me and han n j went to astons@gardens for dinner then we went home. so tired, i fell asleep almost immediately lor. shit, i havent study geog.

bye, church.

XOXO 1:13 PM


Thursday, February 5, 2009


i am a huge fan of AJ Rafael! he's reeaally awesome. he writes gr8 songs.. and i wanna sing like him one day. search him up on youtube. i looooove him!

-edit-
NEVER HAD SO MANY TESTS BEFORE. this week was ss em and tmr's chem and next week's 5 tests!! with am physic chem(again) hist geog. the teachers are so inhuman!! im dying!! i have no life!! tests are drowning me!! i am suffocating!! i am sick of being a nerd!! always burying my face in textbooks!! i want to burn them!! to hell with studying!!

eat some shit, textbooks
you ruin me
hahhahahahahhaa

ps- thanks juanne you made me feel alot better :)) cyou on saturday womanz!

XOXO 6:34 PM


Wednesday, February 4, 2009


have you ever:

-sang hokey pokey repeatedly in class
-got entangled with correction tape
-swing arms wildly during class
-do the hairwhip
-made your friend laugh so hard she fell off the chair and ended up lying on the floor
-do the 'hitler hates you forever' signal
-do hi5s for no reason at all
-push your friend off the canteen bench while she laughs
-get pissed about your partner's elbow 'encroaching' into your 'territory'
-do the tongue dance
-draw a pregnant woman with multiple pets eg pig alligator cat dog and snail in chinese class
-set up a massage parlour in chinese class
-twist and lick oreos in class (no dunk because no milk)
-say 'i is a girl', laugh, and then say it with your friend the next time and laugh even harder
-pinch and slap your face so hard because getting sleepy in chem class is not a good idea
-wrote 'i am an Operation Desert Storm member' on your partner's arm
-exclaim 'wo men shi tian cai' repeatedly to feel more confident
-run to the parade square everyday to avoid detention
-headbang to no music

if you said yes to every single question, mannnnnnn thats freaky are you my twin?

XOXO 9:11 PM




today's weather was one of the best i had in a long time, its really cool and a little rainy, haha;) choir was fab, i really got my mind off studying and tests (thats whats usually in my head nowadays..nerd) yea talked to minnie on my way home.

jcep presentation tomorrow!
ps: theres a really embarrassing photo+caption that mdm jeerah added so please, dont laugh at it ok?

something about prince charming. ugh lol, hist sbq tmr.

--edit--

scene: level4 teachers toilet
persons: me, dione
what happened-

m: (looks in the mirror) dione, my eyebags getting damn big. damn ugly eh.
d: (from the cubicle)aya nevermind la
d: only for one year
m: -.-! (laugh)

XOXO 7:28 PM


Tuesday, February 3, 2009


the shopkeeper at the place i was having dinner at asked if i was p4..........................what the hell...!!

whats up with these people man!! is it the height or the face or the whaat. yea, kudos to being p4, p6, sec2, sec3.

looking younger isn't necessarily bad right?
man.

p s i m y

XOXO 8:41 PM


Sunday, February 1, 2009



sorry if the pics are too damn gross for you! but it was fun.










it's 10.09 and i just finished the stupid jcep ppt with 35 slides, waaaaaaaaddahell. we're presenting on thursday people!

ytd went to have lunch opposite yz with valo, then cabbed(again..) to church cuz we were about to be late. had fuel then service, bro titus preached this time. church and fuel and dinner was quieter without piwei, haha:( and then wei don suddenly became the joker. had dinner at adam and ice cream at island creamery, went to town cuz they wanted to play pool. later after 2 sets me and val played doubles with han and jonus lol. draw i think. and blah we went to walk around sit around and about 12 me and valo 105-ed home (my house!) she stayed over. no pics cuz we were both rly tired. supposed to stay up studying together but i fell asleep instead. here are some grotesque mashed up oreo in our mouths pictures.

oh yea, momi came home today and she got me 5 tees yay im so happy, and a paul frank ipod cover wheeeeeeeee, and a paul frank cushion thingy, lemme show you.. moomoo and allie has a new friend! yey! so cute right

XOXO 10:09 PM


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