the sun. is crazy, today. i am wondering when it'll finally get tired of shining. and maybe rest for a daya two. today only got better when we actually finished school at around 3. yay early (yeah i know) and when i remembered tomorrow is labour day! kiss the guy who invented labour day. but all it means is: mroe studying. tuition in half ah hour and im not even bathed yet. damn gross. i cant wait for 12may really. 12 more days people, 12 mroe days. hang in there :)




studying really does drive me crazy. no wonder i said i love you to mr goh. aggg

ps may the force be with me~.




i'm supposed t be studying amath and ss and geog and hsitory and stuff cant believe im online blogging. and i feel verrrrry verrrrrrry irritated and haha mr promiscuous.

GOD I CANT WAIT FOR 12MAY I'M GUNNA ORGANISE A BBQ AT MY PLACE! OOO CANT WAIT FOR THIS TORTURE TO END.




i've been slacking a hell lot. nowadays noones online and its making me feel uber guilty being online.

and you too. reading this! how can u be online! go study!




bfy.





sup.




morning:} i'm eating chicken franks now yay yum. im having tuition in like 24 minutes :C and then for today ima study amath emath ss geog. maybe history. yuck i hate history.

bye!


ps: my backyard smells like mcggriddles.




i'm hungry.

theres been much to post about just that i've been restricting ymself from the evil clutches of the internet. i'm sleepy.

and canto danto manto isnt sleeping yet. and theres 3 periods of math tmr. and 2 periods of physics tmr. and ss and geog. and im gonna check ym eyes tmr i dont wanna wear specs but im kinda escited to wear specs *if i do and i
ll look soo weird* the * are supposed to be brackets but i clicked wrongly but anyway

guys start studying!! next tuesday's ss!

gogogo

SLEEPY

NIGHT




i feel so sad to know that state that i am in right now. i'm forced to be a nerd. i've chosen my textbooks over my social life. even my mom has a 350% better social life than me. shes out for dinners and parties and things at night while i'm home with my inanimate friends, called the textbooks. she has time to wonder which earring she'll wear tonight and i dont even have time to eat my dinner peacefully. she can go shopping eeeeeveryday and buy stuffies back (but thank goodness she buys for me too) she even has so much time to be bored to cut her own fringe. she can watch all the teevee shows in the world and wake up in the morning at 10 when i've done hours of lessons already.

all i'm doing now is ranting, which is useless, so i'm just gonna shut up like a nerd and swallow up all that history facts. gotta run.




yay me. today's another day of 'i tried to study but i couldnt absorb' day. i feel terrible. i'm gonna fail my midyears. today went over to fred's, long time since i went there. watched cj7 and blah, ate alot. did everything under the sun except studying. i got seriously pissed over ss and history. chapters are so freaking long, whatthef. feel like dying. i dont have the mood for studying. but im gonna chiong starting from tmr, thanks mz!!

i am thinking about like, whats gonna happen after my exams: chalet, perth, shopping, blah omg<3

BETTER START STUDYING MELISSA WAKE UP WAKE UP:(
someone wake me up, pleeeeease.

ps sometimes i really do miss you.

pps tomorrows class bonding YAY no moving monday WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH




hitting the books hardcore tonight.

i was supposed to last night. well after aa, me and adonis (dione's new name.. heard of adonis slimming or adonis skin care or something) went to novena ate and stuff. we were rly tired. and as i was walking home from the bus stop i saw my grp of usuals at the playground chatting. so i sat with em ranting about ym stress. they r like so freakin relaxed one can?!?! jenna and shana are like, in OFS and everyone knows international schools are teh sex. lucas? hes in st gabs. probably going to some brazillian international school somewhere (if they have one here..) jeff?? that sixteen year old china dude's got brains that can take him to p6 level. what stress. and stephie, she has freaking 5 subjects english math chinese sci and art. what the hell. anyway. so jenna and lucas were talking about tom yam soup, and lucas says hes gonna bring a pot of that down someday. sew kewl. and we're gunna have some sorta chalet after ze exams. which i cant wait. and i hope my perth trip will not be clashing if not i;ll absolutely die. anyway, we were lying at the playground watchign clouds. and i like clouds. theyre very pretty. and the moon. then after i gto guilty enough i went home, bathed. felt like puking. super headachey. my mom said i needed rest and she made me go to bed so tadah, one day gone without revision. oh, and i iwas supposed to paint my toes. but anyway. todays fulla tuition, then went t grannys place. mantou is super cute. we watched some dog show called under eight. its very very very nice. okay. im feeling guilty. one fuckign week left till exams. oh my freakish socks, i better cram now before i fail every single thing.
bye.




i'm charging my itouch now :} cuz lainey asked me to. i just took it outta its box and its so pretty:}
in your face daryl haha!

one hour left to go to school for aa, and im not even prepared yet. and i cant go into can's blog. :( what happened can?? im tired.

i wanna sleep. dont wanna go to school again.




it's the notes we're dancing through..
it's the melody we're attracted to..
it's the piece that u've made with love..
and the ballerina who stops and teared.

by mandy:)

haha i think its cool that she can come up with so many chubbyhubby funnybunny quotes.
hmm. i was really stressed today. but i guess im better now. i've gotta be in schooll by 640 tomorrow. and tmr theres annual awards. and im studying chem now. studied some english stuffies plus chem today. better than nothing, and tomorrow its ss and history. then i'll start on physics and geog. i'll start math last. hate math.


and i've already planned what im gonna do during june. i'm gonna study real hard. play too of course. but this holiday, i'll actually touch my books.


diones owes me a curly wurly bring it tomorrow wont you.





i have barely time to breathe. i think we should have more hours in a day. 24 is definitely not enough for uber busy nerds like me. theres only physics and chem test. after that's MID YEARS MID YEARS MID YEARS.
and i havent even started on my revision, its so crappy. everyday i come back from school after rehearsals, then its homework time, gobble up dinner. go tuition, study for test. sleep. and its the same day after day. i dont even have time to study for mid years. i'm so tired every day. and on friday, i've gotta be in school by like 640 for Beatty radio with brenda. oh,

and today mr goh sub-ed mr wong for physics and i didnt even sleep at all. in fact i felt so awake and interested and i kept taking notes. i wish mr goh was our teacher. 3e1 better be thankful. haha.
todays rehearsal was boring. the only fairly interesting thing was watching the band (plus taupok) play, and the marchings. and tmr the JCEP people are gonna present their stuff during assembly! and im really tirred now. but we still gotta complete our freakign chem project, and my objective for today is to touch on english and complete history. plus read either ss or geog. and its already 931. oh man. gottta get going.

i'm half dead already.
God pleeeeezz help me. ughh.




the only nice thing about today is that i bought a domokun purse. and my mom is super nice to me.
the rest is shit.

hate today.




i'm going all the way to bras basah to get my book. wish mr ice cream man could pay for my cab fare.




i wanna sue novena haagen daz ok. the thing is, i left my amath text there last sunday. i went to collect it on friday night. they said some worker took it home by accident. and they even told me they kept it in a safe so i can only collect it when the manager is around to open it. and so yes, i went there, mr manager was in. now some other worker guy can open the safe too? and took my amath book by mistake. i dont think it was a mistake. and you told me to leave my name and number so u can contact me. you ended up asking me out. you said only if i went out with you you'd give my book back. what kind of shit is this man. like i owe you anything. i only want my fucking book back. and then nevermind, so i went to bishan popular to get a new one. theyre outta stock. and their stupid conputer which checks stocks from other popular is spoilt. so i had to stand there waiting for the salesgirl who doesnt know how to keep her saliva to herself, to call thomson united square toapayoh yada yada and they didnt have any fucking stock. and i've got tuition at like 230? i have one and a half more hours to get the book. and i still have about a thousand things i've gotta do. looks like i need to photocopy it already. ughh




my cousin's on the malaysian newspaper! mr kenn wu i'm prouda you. by the way you look kinda constipated in there.




gone are the days.
gone are the days when i used to take the longer route home on a cold windy night. just alone, me and my mp3.
gone are the days when we used to hang out everyday like we didn't have a care in the world.
gone are the days when i always went over to eat your auntie's spaghetti and talk about boys
gone are the days when i would text you in class
gone are the days when we would cut class and hang around in school
gone are the days where school was a time filled with laughter and joy
gone are the days when i went out with you on crazily funny shopping sprees
gone are the days when i called you for hours and hours, just talking about our lives
gone are the days when we would eat together go home together after school
gone are the days of tingly, fluttery feelings
gone are the days of playing in the cold wet rain laughing and running around
gone are the days of following someone random until they turned around, suspicious
gone are the days when we would sit together eating cup noodles
gone are the days when we would stay up videocamming on msn
gone are the days when our routine was rollerblade, get wet in the pool, blade again and cool off in the pool.
gone are the days of "lets share 30cent icepop" after some blading.
gone are the days when i got too boyfriendy and started drawing hearts everywhere until you came to hug me and get me a sausage. (haha!)
gone are the days of laughing while pulling your arm hairs.
gone are the days of laughing are ridiculing at the helpless english teacher
gone are the days when we got on blushes and "i love you" dares
gone are the days when we would miss several buses just to stay at the bus stop talking.
gone are the days when we would walk far away to the swings, sitting on them, looking at the city lights and being boyfriendy.
gone are the days.

such wonderful memories, i miss you




today is suchhhh a terrible day. it started out in the morning physics lesson. talk about boring. then ss, then geog. test,,,,,,, i dont think i'll do well. then recess. and we got scolded for bring ing ice up to the classroom because mr rohan was afraid we would use it to throw and injure people(?!) like yeah i know and dione was like super pissed. and then math. i like amath now. i realise if you dont sleep in amath class you;ll tend to love amath. okkkk then its physics lsp. ooooober boring. almost died. then we went to watch beatty idol. halfway during the show i got scolded by ms bitch chua about eating ice in the hall(again..) and not tucking in my shirt. she got really vigorous and heated up while scolding me i was so afraid she would pop a vein so i told her to relax a bit and she scolded me mroe:( and hueimin got away with her fish burger. and pavi got scolded too! whatever. and u know what i think mr m&m cutie guy singing withyou should have won. he had me and candies all melted. hahahahhah.

then us and choir seniors weere all at the canteen talking and laughing. i'm gonna miss em. rehearsal was shit. got even worse when i went home and relaised i didnt bring my key so i had my physics tuition at the study room. super cold. you'd realise i've had 3 and 1/2 hours of physics today. then later i went home my mom opened the door. so i got ready then met dione at like 9something at novena. novena's our hotspot now. blahblah had dinner at han's, saw an ex beattyian, walked around and laughed around. took a train to bishan. cabbed from there and the cabbie was uber evil looking i was praying. thank goodness he didnt kidnap me. then i saw jenna shana lucas and jeff near the playground fooling around so i sat with em. they kept hitting the ball on me. -.-, and fyi:( i didnt see mr cutie hottie guy today.
im so sad.
i probably forgot how he looked like already. but hes still everso sexy.
missyou (K) LOL sorry

byebye

ps i dontjnow why the teachers have to give so much frikin homework lah so disgusting bye.




hello mr dj you're too cute to be true i cant concentrate on my geog now.






*swooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooon*

i am officially taking 159 more often, taking back gate buses more often, and going homee at 4+ more often.<3




HERLOE. i'm supercalifraligisomething tired. this is test sseason. and it sucks. lets rant. tomorrow its chem formula test and friday, its ss and geog. monday its chinese plus history, tuesday is physics, wednesday is amath and god knows what comes up next. oh, mid years. crap. my life sucks. cant wait for june.

anywya. i feel like passing around a petition for choiristers to sign to kick pearly the curly out as our teacher ic. we have one million reasons. now i know why the vb girls kicked her out too. shes damn annoying.

and so is mr stalker.
and mr nepal.




i wish i could say BOREDOM KILLS but i realise nowadays i dont even feel bored anymore cuz i am so occupied with school. wish i could say boredom kills from the bottom of my heart but now its more like studying kills.

im so tired. anyway, declamation was quite paiseh and stuff cuz i was the first of the lot, and i kinda missed a line, but anyway. couldnt stop laughing at some people (i swear my laughter was unintentional ok.) i mean i thought it was a little bit funny then i looked over to the candies amanda brenda sam kekyun side and they looked at me and laughed, and of course i had to laugh. and then i couldnt stop laughing and xuefeng sitting beside me must have thought i had a seizure. you know i think someday my cause of death will be laughter. i absolutely cant hold in my laughter lor. sucks.

although my eyelids feel a million kgs now i am gonna be a guaikia and study for my em test. dont ask me why my post is so singlish today.

ps. mantou kept biting my toes today amost kicked her to death.




the freaking first thing you should know about me is i really am disgusted by stalkers.
stalkers ought to feel ashamed of themselves.
annoying.

ps my eyelashes have been shedding itself alot today.




i miss us




I simply dont have the mood/feelings/inspiration/motivation/whatever to study anymroe. or anyhint reeeelated to studyign. i'm tired of it. i have had enough lorrrr. its so tiring. i cant even sleep in peace now all the homework and test worries runnign around in my head like one bloody virus. now all i can think about is homework. but all i can do is only blog and listen to jay chou on youtube. God, help me. Please.

ps I dont usually capitalise and type properly dont know why im doing that now.




runaway bride. with chinese takeaway. hahaha
us us us. huitze lulu indri moron shirley, candies mandy dione me mon


hey novi. whats up.
squatter people
unglam.


i have nothing but a homework life. everything is studying, doing, testing, and homeworking somemore. i dont even have time on my own anymore. i wish i took sub. lets list down all my homework.

1)english greek shit compo.
2) amath pg 89 q6 7 8 10 11
3)amath tys pg 2 4 7 9 11 14
4)emath test next wed (or thurs?)
5)chinese compo
6)physics tys topic 3
7) chem wsht
8)chem exercise 6
9)ss test next week
10)geog test on topic 2 friday.

out of all these homework, i cant do 1 and 2 because i'm dumbenough not to bring home my eng file and my am tys is nowhere to be foound. but darlign dione has offered to photocopy the qns, i appreciate that so much thanks you're a lifesaver. and i dont even know how to do 6 and 7 cuz i cant help but sleep in all of mr wong's boring physics lessons. crap.
i really hate my life sometimes. it isnt even a life. i dont have a life lor. singapore students are so deprived. wish i could let my dog eat them all away. problem number one is i dont have a dog and problem number two is that i dont think any dog can actually survive from eating so much paper.




hellowello. today, is weird. i came home from novena, expecting to see either terence lucas steph or jenna around. or jeff. but their lights were all switched off!! how weird. and i have a ton of homework. and three tests next week. gr8

ps im going drum lessons with brenda the shiny panda:))))))))




there are many 'lasts' in life. lasts are sad. but things don't stay the way they are forever. because change comes along.. and they say change is good. which i think not.
there was the last day of primary school (which i still remember clearly) the last of 2e3, the last of many things. yesterday it was the last performance with the sec4s. and it was one of the saddest lasts i've had. yesterday during the concert, ms pua had dedicated the last song you raise me up to the sec4s. and thank goodnessthe primary school was standing in front of our choir (means i got blocked.) cuz i was tearing quite badly.

yesterday when we were singing you raise me up the lyrics were so.. meaningful? like memories just kept gushing and coming out of nowhere. they just came. memories i''ll nver forget. memories with the sec4s. i remember my first day at choir. i remember how moron had sent me a msg from friendster and i was wondering who life-sohigh was. i remembered my auditions. and in all my ohsowonderful memories, guess who was there all the time. my seniors. we've had rough times. scoldings. days we could never sing right. then there were good times. fun and happy times. they were there too. they were there all along.. for us. thanks for being there. we've bonded pretty well. thanks for making choir so enjoyable. i once had a laugh imagining my batch as leaders of the choir in sec1. now its here. its scary how time flies.
thanks for helping us, grooming us, never giving up on us, laughing with us, singing with us. thanks for always helping me with the make up. i'm gonna have to learn putting it on since you guys wont be here next year.hahahaha. i'm gonna miss you guys. moron, monica, noviana, shirley, hui tze, tracy, raissa, novi, shin lu, indri, pravin omg so many mroe. i cant even remember now. thanks guys. we're gonna miss you real bad. choir isnt gonna be as fun and interesting without you guys. the last practice is next tuesday.. haha ohman. time really passes so fast. its.. just.i'll never forget you guys:) you guys have been amazing. lubyou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


you raise me up, so i can stand on mountains. you raise me up to walk on stormy seas. i am strong when i am on your shoulders, you raise me up to more than i can be. thanks for raising me up.

Holler

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