Everyone who is special has a color. Your color is grey :) cuz its cool like that.
Hee.

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you know what,,,,,, oman i seeriously miss germaine i wish she could come back. :(
i miss her! but really i have t be glad that we're still as close as before, no gaps @ all, AND eew i have yucky periods tomorrow. PE then EM then Chinese then Hist then Chem then lunch then Eng EEW!




today was bloody hectic, bloody sleepy, bloody hot, bloody boring and bloody tired, and bloody full of bloody homework + classwork.

maybe because i've not had enough sleep.

i want to be hardworking. yeah, hardworking. thats my goal.

edidzz/
its 07:12pm, raining, and we were spsed t be havin dinner at chomps. momi's on the phone. i've done half my AM homework in the maclab today, binomials. yay! i'm going for dinner. bak l8r.




the recording earlier tonight was pretty cool. its my first time and i was really nervous at first but i warmed up soon after. and like!! you could seriously hear the severe reduction in voice quality from the transition of alicia's part to mine.. haha:p oh well

school tmorrow, monday blues-yuck!!




talking t rachel reminds me of our rollerblade groupie last time so i'm gonna name all of em! (haha makes me happy) rachel rmb the times!! ice pop and our hangout place @ the basement when it rained (theyre building some stuff there now..) anyway here goes
from 135
jenna
shana
steph long
me:)
eugenia
eugene
rach
her bro

from 133
sandy? is her name sandy?we used to cook stuff at her place sometime.
jazreel and marilyn we used t be friends, tho they dont blade.
the 3 sisters

from 131
the taiwan girl
christine!
joan
terence
steph leong

omg la so fun i miss it.

today steph was stranded at home cuz her mom went ballistic. so only me joan, terence, lucas, jeff, jeffs sleepy friend, nicholas (joans friend) and this basketballer were downstairs it got really boring cuz terence and jeff and nicholas were on the phone with their gf's and lucas was (showoff baybeh!!) with his new $39 skateboard (he cracked it alrd anyway) and the sleepy guy was sleeping. so me and joan were just sitting around and there was this girl who blended so well with the night who kept glaring at us well her eyes were the only thing visible they looked like they were floating. that applies only to her(because shes mean and annoying and she stole rachel's stuff long time ago haha)

i'm happy! hm church tmr at 1045




musicmate on my phone doesn't wanna work when i need it the most. it adds on like that, you know. hahaa.





"Definitely Maybe"

I met a girl named Tara
And she lived in the heart of America
She liked black caddies,
Listened to Puff Daddy
And danced until her legs were sore.

She worked around a corner
At a diner with a grouchy owner
And her boyfriend Shady dates another girl named Katie,
He loves her definitely maybe…

Don’t think I can take it,
Wake me when it’s over..
She lives so far away,
I wish that it was closer…
I see you everyday,
I’m too scared to go over.
I wonder what she’d say,
I barely even know her…

And how much longer
Will this keep getting stronger?
I wonder what she’s doing
When I’m singing myself to sleep…
Cause he’s a faker,
So seeya later.
I wonder when you’ll realize that she means
A lot more to me…

I saw you in the hallway
When my last class was just over
It was Friday, school was out
Tonight, everything seems to be alright.
I said,
“Yo, are you goin to the party at the cove?”
She said,
“He’s pickin me up at 6 again,
and I don’t wanna disappoint my boyfriend.”

And she’s starin at his picture hangin in her locker,
She’s tellin all the girls about all the things that he bought her.
I saw what really happened all those time he went for water,
When we were at the movie theatre
Watchin Harry Potter.
He had his hands on
Every single girl he laid his eyes on.
To break it to ya,
He’s a pylon.
And even when he kissed her,
He was lookin over starin at her sister.

this song is pretty much cute.




life is a b!tch that slaps me now and then.
i hate it.
(ha)




i went over to stephies place with a tub of BJ, and she went into the kitchen and brought out 2 other tubs of cherry garcia and dublin mudslide. we had a ball of an icecream time.
so we took picture with our sexy pink spoonz.
can u see the chocolate on my teeth? it mixed with my saliva and became runny and coudlnt stay on my teeth. hahahahahhaha groz.
no comment. hes just very crappy and noisy today.
chased away frmo th playground so we went to the statue behind 135. we felt veyr dirty sitting there so we moved to the monkeybars, then it became boring so we went t dip our feet in the pool hahahahhahaa. then i went back to her place.

i counted 24 stars in the big black sky tonight.




candies so went major shopping............. who's jealous raise up your hand
i'm like raising up my both hands and both legs and all my toes and fingers.

i'm going ben and jerrying downstairs with steph and the usual people,,,, ooooh yeah chloe moved in already maybe i'll call her later!! :)

edit:
omg!! my grandma is soo cute she called and wanted t hear my voice cuz she said she hasnt seen me for uber long, omg haha. seeing her on sunday. then at night there's recording.. i'm scared!




:-*i kenlee if living is without you




listenin to: amazing love by hillsong! :)

i'm like, a quart happy. i'm sleeping early today (its 10:37) because. OH SHIT! i forgot to do the chem podcast and shits. oh shits. i cant sleep early today.



<3, your black chucks.




i feel quite accomplished cuz i finished replying comments on my friendster.. i think its rude that i took super uber long to reply,haha. and and and and YEAY TOMORROW'S FRIDAY SO TGIF!!!!! I LOVE FRIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps tuition at 8, havent had tuition for a freaking long time. time to see jinhe's face again........sian




today kinda sucked. bring me away to better days.




i've had alot of chocolate today. in the morning daddy put a bar of gold roasted almond chocolate thingy into my bag which i ate during ss (and then i slept) it was rly, rly, rly rly good. and then now im having a mars bar. and today char didnt come t school, so i sat beside xuefeng in chinese. and i also had this black colored japanese cookie which is really black and weird but tastes AWESOME and i've got cheesecake thingie from mount fuji, and caramelgrape sweets from there too, and green tea waffle thingies, yay i'm gonna grow fat. i'm tired. AND BLISS! TMR WE END SCHOOL AT 130 BUT OF COURSE WE GOTTA DO CHEMPODCAST TMR SO YAH. AND, I HAVE TUITION AT 8. GOTTA UNDERSTAND CIRCLEZ.

im tired. goodnight. lymy.





i don't like school days. its only a matter of time until we start getting busy, running around like crazy looney ants. there's tests, and homework, and tuition, cca and there's OO too. and exams. and.. i hate homework. esp when i'm stuck at qn 13c, but trust me. missingu is ten gabillion times worse. hmm well i'd be honoured.

tata.

/i'm proud that i've managed t stay awake in all lessons in exception of half of history, and i rly luvvv luvvluv chinese lessons cuz theyre the slackiest. i'm doing yen jiang tomorrow, gah.




red hahaa (same!) dad




Keeper, Yellowcard.

I wanna love, I wanna live
I want you to love me
I want you to leave me
I wanna stand where I can see
I'm watching you love me
I'm watching you leaving me now

I wish I could be somebody else
I wish I could see you in myself
Wish there was something inside me
To keep you beside me and
Say what you really feel
You know I need something that's real
I wish there was something inside me
To keep you beside me

I Wanna Know If I Could Be
Someone to Turn To
That Could Never Hurt You
But I Know What You Think Of Me
Yea, You Had a Break-Through
And Now I’m Just Bad News For You

I wish I could be somebody else
I wish I could see you in myself
Wish there was something inside me
To keep you beside me and
Say what you really feel
You know I need something that's real
I wish there was something inside me
To keep you beside me

I should've told you everything
I never gave you anything
I should've told you everything
If I could give you anything
You know I'd tell you everything

I wish I could be somebody else
I wish I could see you in myself
Wish there was something inside me
To keep you beside me and
Say what you really feel
You know I need something that's real
I wish there was something inside me
To keep you beside me

I should've told you everything
I should've told you everything
I should've told you everything

You had me at hello, by A Day to Remember

I'm missing you so much, I'll see you die tonight
Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise
I know the signs are on and I feel this too
None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you

And I'm wasting away, away from you

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to

You had me at hello.

I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours
It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by
I watch the clock to make my timing just right

Would it be okay?
Would it be okay if I took your breath away?

And I'm wasting away, away from you.

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello

You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
You gave me butterflies at the mailbox (you had me at hello)

You gave me butterflies (you are so cute)
at the mailbox (you had me at hello)
[x4]

What have I gotten into this time around
I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to
You had me at hello
You had me at hello
You had me at hello

this is the cutest song alive.

ps: i'm gonna get over you..





today, school was surprisingly, fortunately unexpectedly bearable. although we have maths everyday now, its good to know that theyre evenly spread out, and no crazy 3 or 4 periods crammed all in a day. i miss japan. because over there they have cool cellphones. and their school uniforms are actually cute (and chic). and over there, i bet they dont slavvvve as much as we do here. today was kinda sad, but i like talking to charlene. she cheers me up, but still i do(missyo).




Someone- Bandcamp

Well I'm battered down
I'm burnt out like a half of a cigarette
and I'm passed out on the floor
Thinking am I happy yet?
I'm filmed in black in white
But you remember me in colors
Singing songs about my heartache
and my jealousy of others.
And it's hard to explain it
and hard to contain it
and hard to explain how it feels

'Til there's someone to cry about
Someone to fight it out
Someone to say..you're the reason they breathe
'til there's someone you're crazed about
the one you can't live without
Someone to say.
You're the reason they breathe.

Well, I'm feeling kind of lonely
'Cause I lost my train of thought
Tried to run away from thinking
But it only got me caught
I'm as open as a rose
When summers air can spare no rain
In this drought I'm almost dead
And in this sun I'm rather plain
Does it help you to cling to
the shell you've turned into?
I wish you the best and the worst

'Til there's someone to cry about
Someone to fight it out
Someone to say..you're the reason they breathe
'til there's someone you're crazed about
the one you can't live without
Someone to say.
You're the reason they breathe.

Noo..

Oh, well I fumble back and fall
Then try to find my words
But there's a couple or a couplet that you haven't heard
Guess I'll try a little harder,
try some workin' it out
I think I'd fall on my face on my way out
Tried to kiss you baby,
tell you everything on my mind
Tried to spit out my heart,
when I go lookin' behind
If there's something more to say
Then go and say it now

'Til there's someone to cry about
Someone to fight it out
Someone to say..you're the reason they breathe
'til there's someone you're crazed about
the one you can't live without
Someone to say.
You're the reason they breathe.



well you're the reason I breathe..




hi, i'm so tired right now, and its only 1am. i touched down last midnight around 12:20 and in the morning i went to school for choir OO rehearsal. it was scary. i hope i didnt go too pitchy. later i took bus 100 (cheekopehz bus) down to church. and then :), and then germ'sparents sent me back.

ursocute.

i'll be off to sleep.. soon. pics up another time, cant find my cable, yo.
night night sleep tight dont let the bed bugs bite.




People tagged with this quiz:
1. dione
2. mandy
3. cancan
4. numa
5. mz
6. moron
7. anyone
8. i
9. cant
10. think

[10] Firsts
First best friend: melissa c (no seriously)
First pet: 2turtles
First piercing: ears.
First crush: some guy called nicholas in my p2 class.hahahahahhaha
First cd: westlife
First car: no car.
First stuffed animal: too many
First love: i fell in love with rollerblading.
First place called home: bishan

[9] Lasts
Last beverage: i'm eating ice.
Last car ride: went t school in a cab today, back on a bus.
Last movie seen: 27dresses
Last phone call: germ
Last song you listened to: because of you hahahha. the choir and us sang it during rehearsal.
Last bubble bath: i was too tired t have a bubble bath in th hotel. :(
Last time you cried: i dont remember... hey thats something different haha.
Last thing you ate: chewing on ice.
Last bad thing you did:ice is bad for the teeth.

[8] have you evers
dated one of your best friends: haha i guess.
been arrested: no
sknny-dipped: we did japanese hot spring. everyone went naked. counted?
been on a limo: no:( thats so sad
been cheated: agree with huiting.
been in love: i dont know, maybe it isnt real true love?
been in a car accident: nothing major
broken a bone: sprained an ankle

[7] Things you are wearing
school u

[6] Things you have done today
woke up and rushed for a cab. got stage fright on the stage. sang. went t mac. went home. eat chicken rice. went down to the shop. comp.

[5] Favourite things
everything but school.

[4] People you tell almost everything to, anyone who bothers to listen
probably dione, or like candies.

[3] Choices
Live or die: dono leh
Sweets or chocolates: depends.
Swim or run: swim like dory.

[2] Things you want to do before you die
yea i wanna travel like huiting, and i wanna tell the people i love that i love em hahahaha

[1] Things you regret
many. but i guess this is how we learn, right.

tagged. by. huiting.


anyway i've got loadsa pics and stuff but i'm too tired. agh. should i go for church today




Hi i'm at the airport, hee. actually i dont feel excited. dono what to say and i have 13:26 mins left so byebye:D love!!




MY ITOUCH SUDDENLY DIED. HAHA. ITS SYNCING ALL OVER AGAIN NOW. HAHAHA. SO SCARY. AND I'M GOING OFF SOON. I'M GONNA MISS ALL OF YOU. REALLY.

AND CANDIES, I DIDNT REPLY UR SMS CUZ MY BILL'S SKY HIGH. I DONT KNOW WHAT THAT CONDO IS. GONNA MISS YOU!MWAH! DIONE PLS DONT OVERDO YOUR AMATH. AND EAT YOUR LUNCH OR YOURR TUMMY'S GONNA GET A HUGE HOLE. MANDY, 10 COLORS IN UR HAIR, SORRY I CANT ATTEND 2E3GATH. I'M SO SAD. AND YEOHJ, DONT DIE.. NOT WORTH IT DYING OVER A GIRL HUH. UM UM UM!

im gonna miss chatting on msn:( agh, and most of all, i'm gonna missyou:( ha heh.


lovexoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

i'll be back on 20th midnight and i cant go for OO rehearsal (heng ah.)
goodnight i love you
please keep my tagboard alive

<3ps/you're the only one who can make me go jumpy and weak at the same time,ily





hi. juanne's post is so (s)melly. heehee. and, my cousin did a video on him talking about the china earthquake, for some beijing music thang, and me and my mom saw it, we started laughing and she said 'kns'.

i feel quite sad now.




my cousin is so totally funnyyyy hahahahhaa. he gave me dating tips, so i asked him are you like dating master??? and he was like dont tell ahma, i chased after alot of girls before noe. (well we had a deal) the best thing is: i cant believe he's giving me dating tips because he's only twenty-donowad and he's had multiple girlfriends, he's married, and divorced, and he's having a new girlfriend now.

HAHAHA. loser.

/edit
i've edited my thingaling board. yah, i just named it thingaling.

anyone knows where t get thingalings for juanne.

cya later alligator.




i am melting, and valdino said she's gonna put me in the freezer. hehe:) i'm sleeping early tonight because someoneeeeee said maybe the reason why i'm so short's cuz i sleep so late:} hahahahhaa:p, maybe one day i'll catch up, hehe i am so freaking froggin faggin fishin over the mooooooooooooooooooooooon.

lovezzz.




okeh, (hahaha yay my fav word now juanne.)
today woke up at 1 (dione woke up near 3+.) because mom called me and told me the tv man was outside waiting to repair out teevee, so yah. i jumped out of bed and alamak i cant blogproperly now theres a beetle in my room making noise, eep.

anyway then i opened the door for him, then after much lazing about i got ready then got my hair cut @ j8, then went to somerset mrt to meet mandy and dione, then we went to change mandy's golden slipper(haha!) then bought a box and ribbon at taka. (haha.) i left dione and man, met mom @ pull and bear where i got a man's tee (heh) and then walked to wisma and i swear i fell in deep love with this really hot LeSportSac haversack which costed 220, ah my raspberry jam, (which is about the price of my leather bag and the other burberry sling i also fell in love with at the secondhand shop.sometimesipitymymom.) OMG THE BEETLE!

yah, then we ate dinner @ dtf momi's fav place but i had no appetite. realised you dont eat much/have gr8 appetite when u eat nothing but a caramel ice blended for lunch:} heh, and then something terrible happened, and then i apologised t mom, she said its okay but we're kinda cold now, and i felt so stressed just now, but anyway. thats beside the point.

i really want that bag, and seriously, i havent packed for japan because i dont wanna go, :(
i really dont wanna go,

i apologise profusely for the alarmingly millions of posts.
night, peeps.
my fingers just wont stop workin the keyboard.

/edit,
you know i really think that people who have 'GANS' as they call it are so funny. i mean, honestly it only really counts when your friend's there when you need him/her, to understand you and share your sadness/happiness or whatever.

fyi, presenting my bestf,

mel:go sleep early tonight or you'll sick yo.
hj: not so early, i'm gonna cheer you up.
mel:omg you're so sweet. i really wanna hug you, haha
hj: are you -censored-??
mel: shut up.

'



anyway,
PPS: MY HEART, just melted. thanks for cheering me up, yhj.




i've been posting and blogging like crazy due to the fact that i have no life/ i dnot want to start thinking. so.. haha (its from frnstr btw)

aaron, dione, mom hall. heh
no. but i would have kissed charlene the last time we played in the rain..miss it:(
yessssssssss(even tho it tortured me ytd)
sorry its a secret HAHA

Holler

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