AWW!!! i just read possibly the cutest and sweetest poem ever!!!!!!!!!!!! actually i was supposed to be vetting it but omg it needs no vetting it is so cute. period.

my friend is so blessed indeed ^^

studied at klp w germs and bren today. i had a good time.
klp is the way to go man!! quiet and conducive to study.

goodnight.




I was just thinking.. If we continue to be so absorbed in the flaws of the church and the people and all the systems, and allow ourselves to leave... Leave God because of the church, we're really doing ourselves a huge disfavor because we're not gonna be there to watch God transform it all and we're not gonna be part of the transformation.

Random shower moment again, and God spoke to me (after quite awhile..) to go for the worship album live recording thing. Didn't plan on going initially cuz no one from cell is going.... But I think God is going to do something exciting and I want to be there.... But I can't find anyone to go with!!! :(




Although man (including me) have diluted, belittled, look past and made cliche Your word, God I ask that You will renew Your word in me and give it new meaning.

I will learn to ask not for a lighter load but a stronger back.

Give me new eyes to see what is unseen again






I think I need to be thankful that so many people believe in me. Truth is, all this time, it hasn't been me. It's been God working though me.

Sometimes, like now, when I just don't feel like spending time w God or to seek Him, I need need need to learn to self discipline that I said I wanted to grow in. How. Just do it mel.




I think I must be spending too much time w aby, cuz I didn't see her in school today (couldn't spot her in econs lect too) and felt quite uncomfortable!!

Normal dist now. Bye bye.
I must be the slowest most lagged student in class now sigh. Bye




Have you ever had like.. a cute hug before?
I had one last Friday, it felt really cute.
:)






1.10am

havent showered since my eyelids fluttered open at 1.15pm
eating jam biscuits and growing fat as hell
staring at a mountain of homework while struggling not to click on every new notification which pops up on twitter and facebook.....................

i die




Tonight was wild. Argh I'm gonna miss this and all the people in it

Vlm2011!
Peace out, totally
In need of serious shut eye




I think I'm entering yet a new season of realignment. God is doing a new work in me. One where He teaches me again to be humble, to accept that im wrong sometimes and be wise to heed sound advice, curb that bit of self-righteousness in me which pops up a little too often... Yeah. And to commit unto Him in prayer.




How ironic that I sing on stage so so so much yet I haven't gained much confidence. I feel stupid lol. I actually never had like lots of confidence from the start, maybe it's time now to stop this and be a whole new girl hahhahaha





(my beautiful friend Candies!)

here i am googling about sacrifices man has made in the name of Science.
and also.. on facebook on can's profile. she goes to the most. gorgeous. most exciting, most scenic most romantic most lively most enriching most fascinating most wondrous places! she is like travelling the world and shes just (turning) 18. aghh! i want to go too.

one thing that never ever ceases to amaze and fascinate me..... is places. like how in czech i'll be the last one walking the slowest in the whole choir because there is just so much to take in and i just refuse to let my eyes miss any little detail..... of the place.. agh. can i go someday? to do what i love? walking down streets of a foreign land and meeting foreign people and having foreign experiences and learning foreign things.

i dare to dream...... and i hope i can one day say that i've done what i so very much wanted to do :)





some people really make me smile on my birthday, esp those whom i have almost stopped contact with, for one reason or another.......

birthdays are good for this sole reason- old friends and old best friends talk to you again <3

and of course those who never left in the first place <3

and to ray, LOL ur text about 'dream' made me laugh hahaha!!! :p <3
SHY!!










I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you
Old friend why you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light...

i had the best time with two best friends yesterday, min and germs. they slept over and we basically just hung out tgt, its been so long! we kinda slept on my couch hahahah.. i love love love them. grabbed brekkie at nex and they went to school to watch jammybeans jam for abit and they took off. after jam, jin and i had a quick lunch at djudju, and i went for cell.. the topic of discussion was.so.extremely.timely.and. sharp.

it was about.. what is important to me and if i am allocating my time wisely for all these things, like am i prioritising them properly. yeaa.. sometimes, i think i only really listen when God speaks.. and He spoke so directly today. thank You God :)

well not doing much for my birthday this year, i don't know, quite a bit has changed since my last birthday. but i am glad for the friends who always continue to stay by me and i am so very blessed to have them. and this time i'm just wanting to take different days to spend time with the different groups of people who are important to me..

dadi and i had dinner at holland v crystaljade today, we ate alot....... after that we took a drive up to mount faber for abit and then we drove home. spending some good quiet alone time now at home, i think im going to shower and just. you know, spend my last few moments of being 17.

^^




Admittedly excited, a lil, for bty dinner Tmr. Germ is stayin over.... Min may too. I love all my friends :)

Spent tonight w don and glen at novena, been ages since we did nothing but have dinner, sit down and update each other and joke. I love u guys, ^^ I laughed so much lolls!

Yes. And I really didn't want to go
Home. And I barely did work today... But thurs a is impossible la! Totally sucked my brain dry I couldn't bring myself to do work.... 4 hours of Chem who am I kidding!




you know the thing is i really really enjoy singing and jamming and all that but after my voice went nutty since last year i know i sound different and it feels different, and its so hard to sing the same again my range obviously reduced by a whole lot, i cant sing low, cant sing high wts, its damn sian sometimes and im really rly not seeking pity or wanting ppl to say omg mel no you still sound great, but i just lost the confidence in singing i used to have and when i hear myself now im quite sian and like im still singing quite a bit but theres this part of me saying i should kinda like stop, i should just stick to singing to myself,.....

like im singing at viva and i totally have super little confidence in my voice.

and i emphasise once again im not seeking pity Please.
its just really how i feel.




being THIS awake at a time like 1.43am only means i'm gonna look like some sleepy shit during photo taking tomorrow.




my fav 2 people to talk online is Hakim and Piwei!!! they make me laugh alot :DDD

and hakim is going for the beatty dinner wheehee :) so eggciting, hes perf too. and i havent seen him since sec1 what the bananas ok except bumping in2 each other @ PS not counted.






creds to Geor, the introducer of all fantastic music.

what cute lyrics!! and sweet too. sigh -DREAMY-

Would you walk to the edge of the ocean
Just to fill my jar with sand
Just in case I get the notion
to let it run through my hand, Let it run through my hand

Well, I don't want the whole world,
the sun and moon and all their light
I just want to be the only girl,
You love all your life, You love all your life

Would you catch a couple thousand fireflies , yeah,
put them in a lamp to light my world
all dressed up in tux and bow tie
and delivered to a lonely girl, to a lonely, lonely girl

Well, I don't want the whole world,
(From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/band-perry-lyrics/all-your-life-lyrics.html)
the sun and moon and all their light
I just want to be the only girl,
You love all your life, You love all your life

Lately I've been writing desperate love songs,
and mostly singing them to the wall
You could be the centerpiece of my obsession,
If you would notice me at all

Well, I don't want the whole world,
the sun and moon and all their light
I just want to be the only girl,
You love all your life, You love all your life
You love all your life, life, yeah




Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

-Adele




army is taking away so many of my friends :'''(

and canada is taking away Con

switzerland for Jo

and of course, UK has got my candies
</3

i want to go too... haha




i like talking to pi, he makes me laugh!!! but he is in s.africa now eating all sorts of meat and doing i dont know what, so we cant have late night calls and all that!!! and he will be off to serve the country 2 weeks after coming back from s.africa! quite sad!







all over 'someone like you' by Adele. its in my head and stuck on replay and all that. jin and i may be singing that for viva.

Nevermind i'll find someone like you (not!)
I wish nothing but the best for you
:)




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friends, lovers or nothing? i think we fall under nothing lol




Do I miss you or do I miss having you around?

Answer: having you around.
No biggie mel.




It's clear this conversation ain't doin a thing
Cuz these boys only listen to me when I sing
And I don't feel like singing tonight all the same songs




I miss jodas, we haven't really really talked about our lives together in so long, we're both so out of touch w each other, and now she'll be in the switzerlands till dec, aah. Totally miss hangin out w her like How we used to since we were tiny man. cuzzie love <3






HAD the most awesome crab noodles and soup ever at chlo's big cosy house tonight. I missed those girls <33333

Woohoo ice skating tmr and BBQ at jin's after LIFE IS GR8 4 NW

can i have this kittycat furrywurrly




The funny word of today is 'usurp'. I met Aby at the canteen after my math paper this morn and I don't know why but I said usurp and did an action with it and we both laughed for quite a while. Went out for lunch, ate yoshi, saw eggtarts and it reminded me of aby so I bought one fr her to USURP before her geog paper. I ate one myself too and it's not very nice!!! I shall buy the portugese one for her next time.

And we were just talking Abt it And omg I think the bty dinner is gonna be like awkward, it just strike me that most of the people I thought I could meet n catch up w are not going!!!!! Like mostly the people are 3years older and stuff omg nvm. Please do not be awkward. Sigh if not sian.

Anyway. Ray and I r gg blading tmr evening. So exciting. Finally getting some exercise since a long time. Also. I gained like 1/2 kg during the exams. Sheesh. I need to lose em again after tomorrow! My appetite is freaking retarded, it keeps changing it's mind.

Ok. Gonna do some qns from p2 and catch some shut eye soon. Night all Stuffed Dumplings of the Earth.




I miss how we used to be inseparable. We're friends still, theres the occasional chats, but we're almost entirely different people leading totally different lives in different places. But at least we still talk. Kinda Miss how it used to be, I'll never forget it :) wonder how it'll be like if we remained as close as before till now. Would have been legendary I bet!

HHa nite 2am now and math2 at 8am Tmr agh cyall




I miss how we used to be inseparable. We're friends still, theres the occasional chats, but we're almost entirely different people leading totally different lives in different places. But at least we still talk. Kinda Miss how it used to be, I'll never forget it :) wonder how it'll be like if we remained as close as before till now. Would have been legendary I bet!

HHa nite 2am now and math2 at 8am Tmr agh cyall




God is amazing. The band was really cui on sat, mostly because our technicals affected the flow, and I felt really lousy about it too cuz I messed up singing the communion song. Reason being I didn't listen to it enough, let alone internalize it. Sunday was alot better, we flowed really well in my opinion, and God was so tangible in the place. ESP during worship and altar call. Sis Jas and I were totally letting loose some waterworks on stage. You know how different people respond differently in God's presence? For me I cry. Haha. So I actually do tear up quite a bit. But last sun it was tears of relief and awe and just revering at how at peace I am when I let God take over. And I am so glad that I am serving God in my ministry because if not I probably would have been tempted to become less involved in church since most of my buddies don't come now anyway. But yes I am glad.
And I thank God for His providence in my life, like I asked for godly company, and I asked for a new hunger, and my faithful God fulfills the desires of my heart.

Think He is bringing me into a new season of renewal of my faith. One where I glean from new perspectives (learn to see not just from my own eyes) and where I rediscover God and where I am just so saturated and dwelling in His presence and goodness. And I love it.




Dear I thought I'd drop a line
The weather's cool, the folks are fine
I'm in bed each night at nine
Ps, I love you

Yesterday we had some rain
But all in all I can't complain
Was it dusty on the train?
Ps, I love you.







Asaph: let's meet for dinner
Me: ok
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Me: oh wait lunch can?
Asaph: ok
Me: I think dinner la.
Asaph: ok
Me: eh my frn ditched me for lunch, u Wna lunch now
Asaph: cannot, with my family now
Me: ok dinner then
Asaph: eh supper can
Me: ok la
Asaph: actually I think dinner better
Me: ok

LOL, quite funny. Why we so troublesome.








my rational mind finally came through everything else

whoopdeedoo, about time, about time :)

met germ after svc at PL today, matt came along for abit before he left for wavehouse. had a well spent night with tng peiyi germs at sushitei for dins and looking at watches....... omg she spent $432 on the spot on 2 Ck watches for calvin and herself but so cute :>

bought lots of icecream and migrated to me home to chilliez and hang around ahh miss her one billion.

its amazing how we can stay this incredibly close-knitted after 5 years of being in different schools and i will always be amazed at that.

oh, and don, aby, germ and i are going for the Beatty Reunion Dinner!!! I am so eggcited. gonna meet all my old friends and perhaps seniors i havent met in dinosaur ages like HAKIM, he graduated when i was like sec1 and we never had the chance to hang out properly after! and other people. beatty was awesome so yea dinner looks exciting. germ may come over to stay after.

and im watching monte carlo w ray&shok after exams this thurs, and ice skating w some class people on friday woot. must enjoy my short-lived freedom.

and wth ng piwei is in South Africa now???! so fast leave and never even tell me!! the next thing i know hes telling me he's in johannesburg or smt..... pls use ur ninja skills wisely on suspicious people and not ur own shadow

i miss everyone, july is such a cosy month cuz there are so many birthdays of my loved ones. and g,val,jonus and i didnt get to meet up... but soon :>>>

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage = iced water

2. Last phone call = dione

3. Last text message = jo

4. Last song you listened to = whatever was playing in my mom's car...

5. Last time you cried = honestly don't remember

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice = no

7. Been cheated on? = i dont think so...

8. Kissed someone & regretted it = er no

9. Lost someone special = Yes

10. Been depressed = almost!!

11. Been drunk and threw up = no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. lilac

13.

14.

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = yep

16. Fallen out of love = yea

17. Laughed until you cried = Yea

18. Met someone who changed you = yea

19. Found out who your true friends were = yes

20. Found out someone was talking about you = i dont rmb, prolly some time along the way

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = my mom lol

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = most.

24. Do you have any pets = ya, some of my friends

25. Do you want to change your name = nah

26. What did you do for your last birthday = dindin with everyone

27. What time did you wake up today = 7.15am omg

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = cramming chem

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for= mids to be over! but we all know what that means.....

30. Last time you saw your mother = like ten minutes agi

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = stress levels and amount of time i spend studying

32. What are you listening to right now = nothing at all

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = you

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = im so sleepy but i havent showered and why am i doing this quiz??!

35. Most visited webpage = i dont know, twitter?

37. Nickname = mostly mel

38. Relationship Status = Single

39. Zodiac sign = ??rooster

40. He or She = what u think

41. Elementary = yangzheng

42. High School = beatty sec

43. College = nanyang jc

44. Hair color = black and brown sometimes

45. Long or short = short!!

46. Height = 152cm haha!!

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = i would say no. but sometimes things tell me otherwise. but other than that, no

49. Piercings = ear

50. Tattoos = No

51. Righty or lefty = righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery = nope

53. First piercing = dont rmb. all i rmb is hitting the woman when she tried to pierce my ears..

54. First best friend = melissa chew

55. First sport you joined = swimming

56. First vacation = dunno

58. First pair of trainers = dunno

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = ice

60. Drinking = icewater

61. I'm about to = shower

62. Listening to = u asked alr

63. Waiting for = myself to get my bum into the shower

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? = Yea, 2 would be so cute 1girl1boy!!!

65. Get Married? = Yea

66. Career? = havent had my life all planned out, but keeping options open..

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = Eyes i guess

68. Hugs or kisses = huggies

69. Shorter or taller = who can be shorter than me

70. Older or Younger = who? lol am i custom making my to-be bf

71. Romantic or Spontaneous = spontaneous lol

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = both haha^^^^^

73. Sensitive or loud = in the middle

74. Hook-up or relationship = r/s

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = the former hehe

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = nuuu

77. Drank hard liquor = nuuuu

78. Lost glasses/contacts = YES stolen actually

79. Sex on first date = siao

80. Broke someone's heart = when we were all young and foolish~

81. Had your own heart broken = Yes

82. Been arrested = No

83. turned someone down?= Yes

84. Cried when someone died = yea

85. Fallen for a friend = yer

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :

86. Yourself = sometimes only lol

87. Miracles = Yes

88. Love at first sight = not rly

89. Heaven = Yes

90. Santa Claus = no

91. Kiss on the first date = lol... no.

92. Angels = yea

omg tired lika zombie.

btw, met a real gentleman today. such an eyeopener :)

Surviving 18 and counting hours (of which I took 2 killer papers) on 4 hours of sleep and one bowl of fish noodles at 11am!! #ninja-like

Holler

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