traffic jam.
spot sera's feet pls
my gorgeous new white long hair extensions
love em? haha! thats what me and bren did during chem

kuku bird right.




i'll do anything to go fop with the girls, mannnnnn. really, i dont mind abandoning my TOJO people. but i'm responsible for them, so sigh i cant leave them alone. *hitler hates you*hahaha inside joke quacks. i really, really wna go fop. shouldnt have bought my singfest tix, damn damn damn you dnot know how upset i feel

fop fop fopz. fop FOP! gah:(

why must fop be this weekend!!!!!

and, today did ic. freaking beech made me pin up my hair and all (esp when i have bangs i have to clip it all up) uh huhhh, so kuku. wth! neeevermind, then after went to abi's house and we did jamming at her place. veyr fun la! georgia lost her tie under the sofa. later me bren and georgia went to chomps for dinner, then icecream @ icecube, whee hee.

i'm scared for tomorrow, help me through Lord!




why do you talk to me like a mental patient. i am not. notttttttt, i repeat.




today was the worst case of body aches. i cant even walk properly now because all my muscles and i mean all, are aching man. even my shin muscle(if there ever is one.) the worst is going up and down staircases. anyway, had choir in which we made up soem funny hand movements for naational day. and i came home, and i had physics tuition which was freaking sleepy, and now i'm just.. reading my physic notes. gummybears, i'm so tired today.

how come everyones going for dance showcases today?




you're really weird (to a humongous giant extent) and i don't like you. back offffffff.




okehhhh, i have no idea why but my mood's kinda irritatable now, and it seems like (almost) the whole world is getting on my nerves. esp my freaking am and chem tb, i rly wna use the f word now but its not good.

btw did i mention i ate 2 lunches today? pig.

freaking fried grasshoppers, hell.
i can't walk properly because my knee hurtssss. why must it be on the knee where i bend so much all the time. shizzo. im failign amath and chem tmr.




today was so hectic(kind of). tueday we have hardworking periods, all until 12:30 when mdm su saves our day with pc. pe was super tiring, ran 2.4 and i passed (i got either a d or e) but i want a c! hahahahha, man, i suck. the funniest thing is, i dropped into the drain(again) i was feeling uber tired at my third round i think i was like kinda dizzy plus tired. id dint see the drain so my right leg went in first and i screamed, lol. yaaaaah at first it was kinda funny but then when i finished 2.4 my hand and knee was hurting badly! :[haha so much for laughing. and when i screamed two sec5 i think boys were like in front and they probably think i'm semi-retarded. while kekyun was screaming "are you okay" out loud in front haha! its so funny actually. so now, my knee is scraped and stuff. and my wrist looks lieits been cut by penknife but theyre vertical lines, hahahaa. i told everyone i was emo today.

and bathing was.......sooper damn excruciating,woah.

OK TIME TO STUDY SHIT, ITS DAMN LATE.




okaye,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, i think tables hate me.
first i knocked my leg onto my coffee table edge like REAL hard and now i got like, my skin scraped off by my kitchen table's edge which is really sharp, owch! wahleowsz.

/edit.
just back from dinner, haha. just now we were at 7-11 and then fall for you was on, so i was singing(quite loud actually) hahahaa then after, i stopped. and then the cashier continued for me. ti was so funny hahaha. and, i came back and saw morris' im, he told me just just demolished his father's antique cupboard with his knee.(one time, he ran into his glass door and had stitches, the other time he jumped on a wall and got his ankle sprained.) tard.

im goonna redraw my graph because i cant get the stupid y intercept. and then i gonna start studying for am test. gah.




It's been a long long time since everything was cool
I shoulda seen it coming but i guess i'm not the only fool
there's something growin on the outside
too much missin on the inside
should i waste my time and let you lead me on and on
and on and on?

waiting for the day when i'm complete
without you i'm
doing what i can to let you be
making sure there's nothing showing on the outside
something's dying on the inside
i'm still broken but i'm free
i'll see you on the flipside

i've got a bruised up heart
but i'm still hanging out
i should take it easy but i'm still gonna get around
there's something growing on the outside
too much missing on the inside
should i waste more time when everything is done
and done and overdone

waiting for the day when i'm complete
without you i'm
doing what i can to let you be
making sure there's
nothing showing on the outside
somethings dying on the inside
i'm still broken but i'm free
i'll see you on the flipside

i'll see you on the flipside
nothing showing on the outside
somethings dying on the inside
waiting for the day when i'm complete
doing what i can to let you be
nothing showing on the outside
somethings dying on the inside
i'm still broken but i'm free
i'll see you on the flipside

i was gonna highlight the lyrics which really made sense to me but realised, this song totally applies. hahahhaw.




yo! i think me abi dione bren and the rest might be tryin out for teachers day auditions! thats so cool, if we do get in i'll be singing alot: oo, national day then teachers day. hahahaa. o rushed back home to start intensive studying but i gt hooked on th com. yayeeeeee, i rock. will get off in 5 minutes. (seriously)

catch u guys l8r.

btw, I CANT GO FOP THIS YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! suckballz.




Jinhe says:
i feel lucky that i have ONE hardworking student like u. my other students all lazy.
melocat says:
serious ah..
melocat says:
dono, maybe its my class. very motivated one.
Jinhe says:
then they need tuition on math please intro to me k?
melocat says:
LOL okkeh



so 3e2, you know the drill. haha:)










my hand and the big blak sky,
went for a spin in uncle's superoober cool car. i haven't studied for any tests for next week. i'm useless lah! hahahhahaha








today i learnt that lucas is helluva camwhuuure, and something frikkin embarrassing happened to me tonight. too embarrassed to share, study day tmr:C caption for piccture below: waliews im wedged in between 2 stinky bois.




kenny's in kl now. just talked to him awhile ago on msn, he told me he's found some new jobs there, and he's got so much more equipment now, enough to fill five studios. i'm happy for him:) he'll be back on monday to do the radio interview with jo @ ngeeann, so cute. hahaha. maybe next time if i get into masscom, i'll invite him and do the same:} hahahahah. i'm gonna let him listen to my recording and see what kind of criticism he can come up with:p haha! dinner with fred and all @ town l8r, i want to finish my AMath homework! pg 178 qn 8 and 9!

crap, i cant make it for impact today. so the next tim i'll be going is.... lemme count: next next week

crap!



OH YES, i need a co host! someone who isn't involved in oo....... anyone??




A thousand times I've failed Still Your mercy remains Should I stumble and fall Still I'm caught in Your grace









gah, i'm super worried now. my dress has like a water stain at the bottom but it isnt drying up did i burn it lol. i'm gonna do my elearning now. buhbye




i miss mr goh, haha. emaths just isn't the same without mr octie around;( i hope he's doing good in NIE!




i forgot to mention that today, during chem SPA, i was pouring some alkaline into the burette right, and then i forgot to clamp the bottom so all the soapy stuff was leaking out hahahahahahaaaaaa so fun i think abi did the same thing yesssss my twin hahahahha. i like chem spa.

Jesus we live for your name We'll never be ashamed of you




god really loves me, lol. it was on my pm saying 'anyone wanna hang out i'm depressed lol' a few minutes ago, and then only just maria im-ed me and she was like, we should hang out sometimes cuz chiltern's kinda lonely at times haha:) yay.

yayyy. i'm gonna bathe and then i'm going down to take a walk, i feel like i should spend some me-time.




its very blessful to have friends say they have full faith in me for tomorrow, and friends who pray for me and friends who wish me luck, and friends who say they know i can do it because i know they'll cheer me on even if i screw up tomorrow hahaha, i guess that's all that matters. dammn, makeup tomorrow.





i'm not sure how to express this feeling, but its really nasty. like at the pit of my stomach, theres a monster eating my guts. i don't think i can sing tomorrow. i'm just very sad, lol. where's steph? i need to hang out asap.
sigh..

nevermind. its only a bad day.




hi, i'm back. it's raining, its so bfy. i love. before i start ranting what i want to rant, i want to tell myself that i'm being very naughty by eating everything bad to my throat, when i have to sing tomorrow. i ate: lots of chilli, lots of chocolate, lots of pepsi, KFC, and ice. its bad its bad! stoppp.

anyway after school me don and hueimin went to shaw @ balestier to catch dark knight. i feel very stupid, because i didnt udnerstand much mainly because: 1)first part i was busy eating KFC 2)second part i was trying to understand the movie 3)third part i became very sleepy. anyway, kwa is explaining to me now. hahahahahhaha (stupidity stupidity!) hmm me and hueimin cabbed back with all the money we had, we left don to take a bus home alone lol! cuz she had 2 straight buses laah. was walking from the bustop where the cab dropped me then i saw two japanese guys, lol. i think they wanted to eat my bar of chocolate.


TOMORROW IS OO PREVIEW, SOMEBODY SAVE ME I AM STARTING TO FEEL DAMN NERVOUS.




/ditz
mom's probably on her way home from the airport now. i'm so happy! i miss her. time to start on amath.... yuck
why do i keep coughing. because amath sucks\



today, i want to tell myself that you cant affect me. but i know i''m so in denial.




this morning daddy forced me to wake up and i was so reluctant. stupid chem test, made me stay up. in the end, it was postponed (to next wed). and then, daddy dropped me @ factory bustop and then i saw juanne suddenly so i walkd t school with her. then after, i bought pocky with hueimin. and then blahblah and then, the weather was so good i slept in AM class again + ss class. sigh, failure! after school we had rehearsals, only one round. surprisingly i felt much more comfortable up on stage already. no more shaking! haha yesss. and dana disappeared so maya filled in. after rehearsal me can aggie went to mos and i had soup + fries. stef joined us later. and then i took 159 home and then i ate dinner with daddy. and now i'm here, i have lots of AM homework plus the chinese homework i owe. and i have 5 tests next week: ss on monday history on tuesday chem and AM on wednesday and physics on thursday

i know, my post is reallly sianz today. so was my day. and i'm so tired out. stupid mr ng gave so much AM homeowrk gah.

dammit! and i'm so scared for oo preview this friday!




thats nic's cake. HAPPY 18TH NICOLE!(K)

now i know how messy my hair is........
i miss mr goh
claz.
again.




i feel very upset right now cuz i cant seem to find the box where i keep all my pendants. maggot, i havent even started onchem.




lookin at you makes me smile





things are going on.. things that i can't believe. dione knows. haha. anyway we had a nice talk today, like its been ages since one. love you donnies :-* taking a chillpill before i go bathe and start on homework and studying. mannnnnn.

homework for today:
chinese essay, owe for so damn long alrd.
chem test tmr! chpt 9-10.3
geog page 64 left!

choir was just really funny at the beginning, and then miss YOU got really irritating and we gl-ed her back, it was soooo annoying. freak of nature. but may was really poor thing cuz despite her poor throatie she had to shout and stuffs. we should help her the next time.anywayssss..

moo. i miss you. sigh




i'm so stoked. i didnt bring home my EM2 and i cant do EM homework (either that or it disappeared and then i'll be even more stoked) and i didnt bring home my chinese stuff home and i owe her for already today.

hehehawt. everyone's asleep. except jasper, hahahaha. he just texted me yessss talking partner.




i can hear frogs croakin outside my window. its a really nice(my vocab has seriously shrunk) night. hmm, its nic's birthday tomorrow and damn shes 18. old la seh!! hahahahha.

because of me and candies stupid mad moment,
i miss you again. waaaah candies!

its 10 and i havent hitlered yet. stupid hari(d)ass.




1)i need to ask germaine something important.
2)that was a reminder for myself. anyway, today was not too bad for a monday.
3)because AM lsp was cancelled *yessss*
4)and, i slept during AM cuz the weather was too damn shiok.
5)i love the weather today if only it was like that EVERYDAY! ^^
6)what homework do i have? lets see: EMbearing homework, AM linear thingies, chinese esay shit didnt bring the paper home! and... chem test on wed, hist test tomorrow.
7)i miss my mom.
8)the rain is so romantic.
9)i miss you.
10)today (esp durnig physic SPA time) me and candies got a little too crazy. i hope we didnt scare any of our classmates.
11)i really miss you.
12)dammit, tuition at six.
13)i am so addicted and ear-wormed with The Stand by Hillsong:}
My soul Lord to you, surrendered All I am is yours

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

trip to japan

So I’ll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all

So I’ll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours

my momi woke me up at around 620 before she left to the airport. and she didnt call me before she went on the plane! i know laah, she wants me to sleep. but actually i already miss her. i wake up and then momi's not there watching tv or stuff u know. i miss my momi! i am such a momi's girl heh. anyway then i continued to sleep after she went until about 830! so proud of myself. i came online and only like 3 beatty people were online, pathetic much! why does everybody sleep so late! its 9:00 and i'm hungry and i miss my mom.






jo got me this Fendi pendant which is really pretty and i loveeeee it so so much thankyou! its so pretty! and laine got me a hugoboss parfum(she doesnt know how i will start to sneeze but i will wear it anyway) and i got money. heh. i'm kinda sleepy but i'm gonna do my em homework now, and prolly study for chem or something lah.

cyuh.

ps: friendster's being seriously retarded.

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