im attempting to study chem. blogger's a little weird, the toolsbar on this box where i type doesn't have the color button anymore and all the other icons r gone too lol weird.

Lord i lift your name on high

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its 7.14 and haha trying to study was bullshits, i was really tired so i slept through anyway. dammmmn good, i havent been sleeping much. yay. will stay up tonight to do some chem and emath.

i can do it i can do it.

ps: i didnt get to poke juanne and jiehui back hahaa, i'll poke em tomorrow!




we had amath today. it wasn't as bad as i had expected phew haha. went to botakjones for brunch after the paper and stuff. it was nice:) took 105 home with hueimin and then came home and used the com.. and then i slept and why is thsi post sounding so monotonous (oh right because my life is monotonous) and now im trying to study chem but i have absolutely no drive because there's two days of break for me yay haha, dione just went cycling with her new bike. thats so funny. hahahahahaha. dont kill me yet. i've been sleeping at two for the past two days because i've been bloody studying, its really exhausting. i cant wait for the exams to be over, lets list out fun things to do!

1)first up's japan
2)vietnam
3)go exploring near the swings
4)work.
5)cool hideout place
6)listen to good music
7)learn spanish with brenda
8)probably be singing for the non-teaching staff concert in school?
9)batam with choir
10)go shopping and buy cool stuff
11)not miss church
12)rollerblading and cycling
13)swimming with 3e2 at my place!
14)probably a 2e3 gath?
15)diones birthday
16)a whole bag of fresh new dvds waiting for me yummy haha
17)eat good food
18)go gyming, lose weight!
19)sleep in
20)stay up





I'M ABOUT to hit the 'blow up and self destruct' button okay, history is the shitz and i mean the shits, and i know i should be studying BUT instead im bloggging

i know!!!!!

stress!!!!! i wish i was spongebob. life would be so much easier.




i knowww. i haven't been blogging for ages. WELL i might be on hiatus. it depends. i drilled history the entire day, my brain is so dead full:( i dont like it. im afraid for history tomorrow, and amath is on tueday. thats even worse. i feel like crying. its so scary. im gonna read hitler now and then go through fascism and TOV again. i'm such an A-hole because i lost my history file, and i left mindmap folder + workbook in school. im so scared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps the guy @ novena soup restaurant was kinda cute haha, :p
tsk! i should be studying lol byezzzz!




i hate these foreign words and the ever so foreign paper i'm about to take tomorrow. looking at these words not making any sense is one thing, trying to read them is another. the worst part is memorising phrases for paper1.

i'm not telling you what it is but it sucks. stupid. rather learn malay or tamil.




so cute!!!
9kg of doggie fat:) shejust look petrified hahaha
georgia and her lunchbox
ally
brenda and my childish bag
brownie haha, her purple ribbons are seew adorable
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im cutting my bangs away soon, and mantou wanted to jump from my arms.



IM HAVING CHINESE TUITION AT 530. IM GONNA STUDY HISTORY NOW.

ENGLISH WAS SCAREE.

ps i miss you because i know there's something diffferent and you're acting different.





Listen to the comets soar at their amazing rate
And yeah I don't know what to do
When we walk out of sight
Except to look at all the stars on this amazing night





i've just gone through my english filee, i'm so not in the right mood/feeling/you know that inspirative feeling now to do essay writing tomorrow. and you know that kind of mood is really crucial for me to write well. shit, come soon, feeling!! :( the phrases arent registering in my head, and i'm afraid i'll get a brain block. that's the worst. God help me!





hi. apparently, i'm having math tuition now. jinhe's checking my binomial qn now so i came out to throw my mars bar wrapper and peep at msn. hehe. i'm so sleepy, cuz i slept at like 2 last night studying for ss and reading stupid little ironies. btw i screwed up ss all over. i'm sleepy. i almost dozed off during chinese LC (which was horribly done as well) bye

/edit
i'm back after tuition, after dinner. moron and wk were so sweet to text me luck for my eoys. and saw juicegirl during morning assembly before ss paper and she goodlucked me too. hmm. i'm gonnabrush up on some english vocab, do some math and history. behbeh

ps: guys!! i'm going to vietnam with the geog people from 2-7nov hehe yayay.
and japan during 17-28oct i think,
and batam with da choirz on.. 7-10dec

rocks.

(momi said im not going anywhere next year, pfft haha)

oh yeah! I FORGOT to tell you
i got like participation for english unsw. you have no idea how much of a twit i'm feeling right now hahahahhaa, sigh i'm so dumb. participation!! joke:C




one of the sweetest songs ever, starlit nights by aj rafael. you gotta take a listen. he wrote it for his gf, omgsh how awesomely cute.

Starlit nights
They keep me looking at your starlit eyes
The way the stars impact your crazy mind
It makes me leave everything behind

Look above
These foolish stars think they can set the mood
But they're not as stupid as you think
They do it right they shine the night so bright

Oh the stars that shine are ever brilliant
It makes my heart feel so resilient
And I'm not lyin', hear the silence

I never knew that it would be so great
Listen to the comets soar at their amazing rate
And yeah I don't know what to do
When we walk out of sight
Except to look at all the stars on this amazing night

Starlit nights
They keep me looking at your charming eyes
The way the stars impact your crazy mind
It makes me leave everything behind

Maybe now
We can open up our minds to see
And realize the things we did'nt know
Please dont pass go
Just watch the everglow with me

*Oh the stars that shine are ever brilliant
It makes my heart feel so resilient
And I'm not lyin', hear the silence*

I never knew that it would be so great
Listen to the comets soar at their amazing rate
And yeah I don't know what to do
When we walk out of sight
Except to look at all the stars on this amazing night

*Starlit nights
They keep me looking at your starlit eyes
The way the stars impact your crazy mind
It makes me leave everything behind*

*I never knew that it would be so great
Listen to the comets soar at their amazing rate
And yeah I don't know what to do
When we walk out of sight
Except to look at all the stars on this amazing night*

I never knew that it would be so grand
Listen to the comets soar while you are holding my hand
And yeah I don't know what to do
When we walk out of sight
Except to look at all the stars on this amazing night




i haven't talked/seen numa for ages.

i hate the amath paper, really.

i'm sleepy and i'm gonna go sleep.




my grandma's like the cutest <3 haha




melameltz (@) says:
can give me some motivation
Over the edge and just breathless says:
CAN.
Over the edge and just breathless says:
IF YOU SCORE at least a b3 for Ss I treat you b&j
melameltz (@) says:
HAHA
melameltz (@) says:
!!!!!!!!!!!!


okay i thought she was gonna give me some long essay about why i should study. hahahaha thats ju(ice)anne

and goodnight everybody im burning midnight oil tonight
;)


ps: pleasewatch this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3l7LbSMA-AA

its so cute its gonna make ur day haha, i've never seen anything so adorable in my entire life.




EXAMS END IN ABOUT TWO WEEKS, YESSSS. I CANT WAIT.

right now the only thing i'm looking forward to is dinner. i'm hungry and studying physics, i really wanna puke. later im gonna study ss tb and my file, hist fascism and do some amath. and physics. and chem.

yea right.




ditz.

i slept at two last night. i was being holy. hehe. i'm just really sleepy now.. today cannot tahan slept in mrng's morning lesson. i'm doing a linear law ws for hw now. guess what. here are the subjs that i havent started studying for. well, at least those that can be studied for.

1)physics
2)chem
3)hist only started half of fascism, tell me im dead meat
4)geog, i am killing myself this time
5)ss left one chapter!!
6)emath



okeh. i suck. i die.






haha, jo's mineeeeeeeee are you jealous>:]




I DON'T WANNA GROW UP YET. why is everyone growing up so quickly? hmm, lol haha

anw. went for dinner @ hyatt with the fam. yummy food and i havent seen all of em for ages. esp jo, shes like super damn skinny now wth i feel like an elephant with her. took some pics but its with her. and went to her new flat @ bishan ITS SO awesome even though i miss her mimosa house. the theme is black and white so the tiles are black and its rly classy and stuff, love her's and lainey's room. highlight was i saw mantou the awesome maltese miss her one million.

back, wasted my night out, feeling guilty.

ps, i'd wait here forever just to see you smile





penguins





i found these lol :) so loooong ago.





i'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend~ hahhaha hmm, just did singapore bonding for ss. seeeewww boring, waliews. i look unglam 2day.




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9tntx2SkEDI&feature=related
(the best cover i heard)

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fell the air
I put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh



this is likee, sweeter than a sugarshot. love it. haha, i'm not in love with my best friend( i'd be lesbian) but next time, i will. and he'll be a really hot best friend haha! :p

hate ss and hist. ANYONE UP FOR STUDYING OUT TODAY? tell me. i hate humanities. its not even human to make us remember so much irrelevant stuff. buick.






had group study with georgie bren sera bryan today. yeah. we laughed alot. it was fabtastic. i did the emath07 paper, studied some physics. i don't know if thats enough. i'm gonna study ss bonding later. i had mac for lunch and dinner, mcspicy then foldover. i feel verrrry fatty. anyway, we (me and georgia) cabbed back because it was late already. we waited for her dadi to pick her @ my lobby. we sat at the barrier place. i wish she lived at my place. it would be seew cool. hahahahw, somehow i don't feel much anxiety for the exams, considering the fact that i'm not halfway through my revision. i should start waking up. ytsrerday i had chinese oral. it was a joke.. after oral the e2s sat downstairs at the pond table/bench to do homework and stuff. me sera bren and chloe stayed till 630 doing math. i didnt go to church today. matt says i should go on sunday to support NLCC soccer cuz they're having a match with riversomething church. you know what? have you felt like you're drifting apart from a very important close and significant friend? a friend who used to feel like your sister, well i do. maybe its because you don't talkt o me much anymore. like you dont confide and tell me things anymore. its sort of weird- we used to be best buds. i miss the old times. nowadays it feels like we're just too busy for each other anymore. i don't think anyone realises it but me. i'm sad haha.




YOU SCARE THE SHIT OUTTA ME





bye. going to kallang mac with the peeople.




I had alot in mind about what to blog today. being a granny i forgot everything significant that happened today (it just isnt significant enough) apparently the only significant thing is remembering brenda go

so so suck your toe all the way to mexico

old skool la bren! i remember so many....... hahahaha
rather productive today. actually only to a certain extent, i should be this hardworking everyday.
bye.


Higher than a circumstance
Your promise stands
Your love for all to see
Higher than protest line and dollar signs
Your love is all we need




Thank you for the cross, Lord
Thank you for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace

Thank you for this love, Lord
Thank you for the nail pierced hands
Washed me in Your cleansing flow
Now all I know
Your forgiveness and embrace

i love you lord:)





i don't know why i keep falling sick. maybe it's because i keep sleeping at 1am even though i know it's bad for me. i hate falling sick. screw my nose and my headache. fever, you better not come again. smack you.




momi's going a little crazy these days. she got a coffeemaker which makes awesome foamed latte cuppochinos (however u spell it) and all sorts of wonderful things, and ytd she just bought a chaise lounge which is arriving next monday:) hope she's gonna buy something for me soon:)haha!




imagine me bald x} hahahahaha hahaha haha hahaa hahah hahahhahahahaahhaah.
i'm gonna go bathe and then i'm meeting then for dinner and intensive study @ novena. damn sian. i'm so lazy. wish i could teleport.

chez fries rock man.




i was digging through my uh, bag storage cupboard place just now (don't ask me why) and then i found this quiksilver backpack. i don't know which guy left it in there, it really is a guy bag but nevermind i'm using it cuz it doesn't look half as kiddish as my Roxy one. someeee people were being mean about my bag
ehem like asking me "do you know where the p1s assemble" wth.
today was half productive, i did math hoemwork @ botak with the people till evening and i completed most of my physics ws. i came back watched the telly had dinner used the com and got hooked on facebook, found a bag and pinned a button on it and packed my bag and i didn't even do any revision, i'm so screwed in the head.

now i'm tired and sleepy and mrng told me to sleep early tonight because i was the joke of amath class apparently according to sera i fell asleep and got woken up by mrng, and then mrng started telling the class about some sleepy story thing and after he was done with his story about three minutes i was back sleeping again, i'm so hopeless and stupid.

so that's why i'm sleeping early tonight. its 12.25 anyway.
llama llama duck.




no.
yes. mom lol the song on 987 eew depends. i can be ;)




honestly to tell you the truth i haven't been so annoyed in my entire lifetime (if you know what i mean)



ps: i love my class and the mooncakers, lovelay pics we took on sat C:




(i cut my fringe this morning so its terribly straight)
gotta luuuv avril!



















this is taking really long. its 119 and im sleeping after the pics. stupid blogger had to act up. sorry all my avril pics were so suckish becauz, 1)im not a good photographer 2)my cam has cracks all over 3)we were a tad bit far from the stage so i had to take from the big screen hahaw.




i've been trying to upload piccas from avril's best damn concert a few hours back but they keep telling me i cant. stupid blogger. stupid.
anyway, avril was not bad. i wouldn't say awesome or anything, well it was okay. quite good actually. just not awesome, haahaw. besides, she ended the concert so fast it was soo abrupt i went "huh thats it?" one and a half hours. i dont knoww. there was one part where she controlled the crowd it was really cute and funny. only those who went would know. and and she sang most of her recent songs from her latest album means there was alot more cheer(leading) than singing but still i went crazy and cheered (and sang) along as well. i still looove avril:D die hard fan hehe. i wish she sang like her older songs tho. thank goodness she sang i'm with you. bestt. and the piano songs were good too- when you're gone and innocence:) blahblah the merchandise they sold so lousy. the tees were like kind of ugly. i was obliged to get one cuz you knowww, memory. in the end i went back they were sold out so i just got myself a purse. and the flags were all sold out so fast too, dangies. and the girl who sat beside me was kind of scary. she reminds me of jenna. me and bren camwhooooored after outside until daddy came to pic me up and brendie walked me to lesiure park to meet my daddy haha thankssssssssssss okeh. i'm kinda tired. i havent jumped/screamsinged/ shouted/raised my arms up for so long/ in a long time already. i'm tired. in other words i havent been so hyper in a long time. i kind of lost my voice halfway, but after i drank some coke then it regained itself thank god. hehehaa.

oh! one more thing! i can't believe i spotted crystal out of the thousand throng of people @ indoor stadium man. she was super close to the stage can! and then i waved at her haha aw man i miss her. we've been die hard avril fans since primary school. isnt that cute aha:)

i really wna upload the pics. stupid blogger
go die




i just did emath the entire afternoon. but i havent even finished a chapter. what the mama. i'm gonna go meet brenda soon.

avrilll :)

THIS IS PRETTY NEAT,

Place your mouse on the E below and drag to the U.

Even though you can't see Him, GOD is there for yo U

When Jesus died on the cross, he was thinking of you!

i thought this was prettty cool. thankzz dioneys!

i'm home. today was supposed to be study daay but i slept my afternoon away gah. and then, i rushed for church. impact started @ 5, i reached at 545>.< i missed praiseandworship :[[[ gah. and then, i trained down from aljunied to paya lebar and so i took bus 70 to chloe's place! sorry chloe i kept calling you cuz i felt so lost! and thennnn, i reached and chloe's house is like super nice and huge (duh its a villa!) at kelichap road or something hahaha. then we had fun at the playground with mooncake and sand and fire and candles and swings and laughter until the rain came so we went into her hall ate sushi mooncake beehoon oranges and drank stuff and then we played some games where the loser has to eat the mooncakes since there were too many leftovers. and then we camwhored alot. and then we went home. thank goodness me sera and nj (the 58ers) were in time for 58! yayyyye. now i'm home doing emath and i think i got a mozzie bite.

D:

i hope pics'll be up soon!




The seven things I like about you:
Your hair, your eyes
Your old Levis
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined
Everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the seventh thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you.




i just got someone into deep shit. i am freaking guilty. and i have an essay to write. not just an essay, but an argumentative essay. i'm so not into argument right now. i am feeling dammmmn dammn dammmmn horrible to the max.
hmm. but

one thing: you still give me the jitters. and i thought you already left. nope. (insert butterfly)




i just choked on chocolate. also, i had pepper in my eyes during lunch. whats up with me!

anyway, i'm just home from school the jcep thing. andzzz, i just made my study schedule which looks bluddy intensive but guess what??

I'M STICKING TO IT!
NO EXCUSES!

church @ 8 but i'm meeting germ for dinner first beyyyy gtg bathe

today is sucha sunny day
(its a sunny yellow banana day)~

ps: there are ropes outside my window cuz my condo is repainting. i wish someone cool would climb up and say hi.




i feeel sick and tired of you, even if i know i shouldn't feel this way. there's something different about you now and i'm not sure what.

unproductive hours spent @ novena mac (again) trying to do homework but dammit, i dont know how to do em and chem ws! feel so stupid, andddddddddddd annoyed. why cant i do it dammit.

dinner @ home today. there's phy spa the real one!! tmr and im really scared.

i'm gonna shower and force myself to study now. beybey.

exams in three weeks.

three.
three
three
three
three
three
three
threeeeeeeee
ugh




The Llama Song (for the benefit of those who love llamas)


here's a llama
there's a llama
and another little llama
fuzzy llama
funny llama
llama llama
duck

llama llama
cheesecake
llama
tablet
brick
potato
llama
llama llama
mushroom
llama
llama llama
duck

i was once a treehouse
i lived in a cake
but i never saw the way
the orange slayed the rake
i was only three years dead
but it told a tale
and now listen, little child
to the safety rail

did you ever see a llama
kiss a llama
on the llama
llama's llama
tastes of llama
llama llama
duck

half a llama
twice the llama
not a llama
farmer
llama
llama in a car
alarm a llama
llama
duck

is THIS how it's told now?
is it all so old?
is it made of lemon juice?
doorknob
ankle
cold
now my song is getting thin
i've run out of luck
time for me to retire now
and become a duck


search llama song on youtube and tada, cutest song on earth





found this on hueimin's friendster. i realised we all looked so much more alive back then. well me at least. omgsh miss them crazy nuts.





we sped at 120km on this mini, it was ze best man. major hairwhip.
that was.. uh sunday

lol cya




thank God for today. it was great. hmm, studied @ novena with the people and then i went to have dinner with momi and her friends at terminal2, haha weird right? weelll not really since most of them all live in the east so yeah. and then we went over to aunt shan's place and guess whaaaaaaat we played wii which was so fun and funny at the same time lol. and you know what? thank god for me and aunty shan's talk. really. she totally understands, yo uknow. like we're bestfriends or soemthing. oh. yeah. almost forgot. toooooothpaste i know you might be reading this so here's one for you- GET WELL SOON! (stop playing dota or whatever you play.....yah) ;]


Lord i know you will lead the way for us. you're awesome.

Holler

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