i'm on geor's tumblr now listening to all her covers and i realise how much i miss singing with her..................
XOXO 2:12 AM
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Geo says: I like to play the guitar. mels says: geor i know that with all my heart haha i love to listen to u play do u know that??! Geo says: AWW
meow. I wish everywhere I went I could bring a guitar with me in my pocket mels says: omg Geo says: and whenever I take it out mels says: OMG Geo says: it grows big again. and then I can play everywhere. mels says: it would be the best thing ever Geo says: yes!!
XOXO 11:04 PM
the mtv for my church's coming film '1243' omgee excited and janella sounds so good here.. :)and she looks so cute too haha. anyone interested to come watch?? 10sept :)
XOXO 3:50 PM
Saturday, August 28, 2010
i miss you chloe tan wei yi!!!
please please come on tuesday and we can totally catch up through the day!!!!!!!
that would be the best thing of the month
XOXO 1:26 AM
Friday, August 27, 2010
we'll be a dream ;)
XOXO 12:09 AM
Thursday, August 26, 2010
His worth is greater than feelings greater than dry seasons greater than exams greater than setbacks greater than feeling numb..
hold on though everything else in you asks you to leave.. simply because. because He is pleased when you cling on to Him. and because He deserves the highest praise.
learnt that last week when i served.. God reminded me why i even held on in the first place. that He should be the last thing i let go of when my heart is hardened.
because He has been good, and because He has enabled me and lifted me up when i was tired and been faithful when i was not. what a perfect example of unconditional love.
last week i was on the brink of.. i dont know. even had the thought to leave. because church didn't mean much to me anymore. but it had been myself who drew away, leaving Him hurt and disappointed. but He showed me. and now i'm still trying to pick back up my walk. i know especially in this crazy mad promos season, i need Him all the more. can't do anything without His strength. when your own strength is insufficient and you are tired of everything He will meet you where you're at. the katy hudson song really spoke to me the other time.. but well though things might seem useless and stuff now, but just wanna say, hold on val
down in the valleys, remember what you learnt with Him at the peaks, and in the darkness remember what has He said to you in the light.. :)
XOXO 5:09 PM
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
got this from someone's fb status: "EoM is just emo all screwed up"
haha. talk about depression...... gotta redo entire eom because my article didn't reach word count requirement (<1000words!)
:(
geog essay now geog notes 2 later eom soon binomial a little
XOXO 5:44 PM
promos spell breakout to the maximumest!! and, really really bad binge eating...... or is it that my appetite has grown to be a man's size??????
omg! u dont know how much i'm eating. monster..
anyway, schools really really bad this week. full of assignments, tests, SPA, etc.
God, help me to rely on Your strength to pull through this week.
learning to rely on Your strength and not mine.... let go and let God. and, learning to be obedient.
proud of ignyte.. God really has enabled us to do this :)
excited. it's showing on the 10september @ PL. 1 2nd b4 <3!
well after church today came home and felt real drained out... so i went to sleep. and woke up and now its 4:35am! gonna do some work until i have to go prepare for jams.
adieu.
XOXO 4:32 AM
Friday, August 20, 2010
i bought a yellow house tee today, and all my friends said i was GLOWING in it HAHA like i just had performance hahaha random much!
well so today i was at the atrium and i dropped my phone. for the bazillionth time. and my screen just went out. blank out. black out. like i could call people, but just nothing on the screen.
then during choir told my friends. jin told me to drop it again and maybe it'd revive. so i thought, k theres nth much left to lose if i drop it again... so i did. and it revived. the screen came back. woohoo!
haha. been slacking since i came back. havent even bathed!!
need to bathe and start work.
however feelvery sleepy :(
today plan to : 1) finish binomial tut 2)do at least 3 qn on vectors annexe 3)read globalisation.
whatever. haha. kenny recommended some cardio run thing. will totally try that after promos man :D yesssss. now i can be as fat as i want and no one can stop me hahaha
im some eating machine, honest. scaring myself a little already.
anyway. moron. i miss vienna and you. it was so fun. A's are ending for you already soon...... which leaves the rest of us j1s to mug on omg moron we need to hang out after we're all free ok
lubbsies
XOXO 5:35 PM
why is a nickname called a NICKname?
XOXO 5:01 PM
ttdt:
1. math MYE 2. electrolysis tutorial
tmr:
1. read chem kinetics&energetics notes and tutorial 2. econs q28 3. math redo tut 6a. 4. if its miraculous and complete 123, read geog globalisation notes 1.
stick closely to this or i, melissa tan hui chi, will fail promos terribly and die.
weekly schedule before promos: 8 weeks.
1st week- complete studying for globalisation. ace kinetics & energetics, do prac qns/tys. math complete tut 6abc, 5 econs revise through all essay plans from lecture read newspaper everyday, update GP book, read GP notes (URGENT!)
time to be serious melly.
XOXO 2:55 AM
Saturday, August 14, 2010
good thing about today: saw georgia after a long time
also, had fun watching the soccer matches between sg-zimbabwe and bolivia-vanua...smt
also this bolivia football player winked at me after i waved at him hahaha.\
ok bye
ps: tell you something i'd kill for my primary school hotdogs with very very good sambal OMGEE TO DIE FORR
also: must redo math tutorial 1/2 by this weekend.
omg my tummy feels so weird today
XOXO 7:14 PM
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
help me from the grotesque getai singers
XOXO 10:02 PM
Monday, August 9, 2010
Short Term stuff 1. math tut 6c 2. math MYE corrections 3. geog econs MYE corrections
Long Term stuff 1.gp reading 2.math tutorials 3.chem energetics tutorials 4. math midyears for 07-09
XOXO 11:02 PM
i made myself have tuition today :( and it feels very very no life :( i know fo sho if i didn't have tuition i'd have gone out or gone to jin's already omg i feel very no life :(
:(
i'm going out after tuition!!!!!!!!!
omg i really feel very no life
omg
olomouc sausages
:( :(
XOXO 5:30 PM
-woke up-
1. missed call from Asaph 2. text from Asaph: "MEL!!!!! going jin house?" 3. "nope not going" 4."Hi mel there'sguitar hero here!!!" 5."even worse hahahaha" 6."Haiz... okay lorh okay lorh win lorh win lorh"
yesssssss resisted yet another temptation
good morning world its time to brush my little teeth and be VECTORISED.
bye!
ps: geor i love the jason castro song! its so happy DANCE DANCE
XOXO 2:54 PM
i am so tired. dione and i stayed up the entire night. she's waiting for the train station to open now.
8-|
XOXO 6:07 AM
Sunday, August 8, 2010
oh nooooooo :( what if its true????
ps: dione: i got the slightest vomit feeling OMG DIONE ITS COMING TRUEEEEEEE
XOXO 7:56 PM
SELF HELP PLS
OMG.
XOXO 6:53 PM
i know what i need.
A WEIGHING SCALE. the fat levels will so totally scare me i'll be forced to diet until i lose some weight.
pssht.
chem econs chem math geog GO GO GO GOG GOG OGOGOGOGOGOGOGOG
then i can go for supper.
lol hurry get me a weighing scale i am out of control
XOXO 5:33 PM
i am so incredibly confused! but i know fosho youtotallydeservebetter. ohwells.
things to do tonight:
1)vectors 6c 2)geog tut 4 5 3)chem summaries
yup!
tmr:
1)pw 2)gp reading 3)econs cs43? 4)mid year corrections
XOXO 12:43 AM
Saturday, August 7, 2010
is it me or is this i miss you
haha. school -> chem SPA -> lunch -> jin's-> homed
jin's house is sooooooooo goooooooooooooooooood! her bathroom is just a little less than 3/4 the size of my room. hahahaa. which is damn shiok....... and the food is shiok too!! (Y)(Y)***thumbs up &stars
yups. then no mood to do work. jaaaha. im planning to finish most of PW tonight so from tmr onwards can start on revision for geog, chem + summaries, math 6c + past tutorials, gp reading, econs cs. as well as looking thru midyears corrections. want to finish all by the long weekend. no slacking!!
yup. sounds like a ball (JK, more like military regime) anyway. promos in 7weeks. not funny. time to get real and kick some asses for promos! haha. got so much to improve..
anyway. need to get down to PW, got hell loads to do. nightmarish if you ask me.
ps. now i see which old friend stays and who doesn't. hmm. tells me alot..
XOXO 1:02 AM
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Through this skin you see my heart Through this laughter You feel my pain Even through this mask You see my face For you are the only one who really knows just who I am
And You search me And You know all the secrets of my heart Revealing the mysteries of who You are You search me
Growing up never comes easily In Your hands, You're the potter molding me Then why do I wear this mask and play this game of hide and seek When You are the only one who really knows just who I am
My Father, my Father You are my Father, oh, and I am Your child And You hear my cry Even at the midnight
this is the season i'm going through now and God you work just so mysteriously, miraculously and timely
i miss you God.
XOXO 11:30 PM
God, why do i feel so far? too far?
you feel like a whole universe away.
i know i'm the one who moved.
and i should be the one coming back.
yet i am so stubborn.
what an ugly side of me.
XOXO 11:14 PM
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
"katy perry" or katy hudson in the past, when she used to be a comtemporary christian singer.... this video oddly spoke to me and touched this part of me where it has been dull tired and jaded for the last few months..
man. what a contrast to yesterday's bikini top cv-baring katy perry skipping around on stage.. :/
XOXO 5:05 PM
although katy perry is soo in the Illuminati but yeah man have to admit she's so good (Y) vocals wise anyway!
spent 6hours of fort canning singfest with bon seah haha.
ears abit zonked out now.
math lecture test tmr.
if only katy perry came to LT4 and sang california girls on stage and kicked beachballs around so we don't need to do lecture test tmr.
ps: havent been so sweaty in ages
XOXO 12:38 AM
Monday, August 2, 2010
today was legendary. we didn't get a proper break till 2PM.
so i took the longest break ever- 2pm until now (10.05PM).
oh, its what you (school) do to me, its what you do to me
i might name my daughter delilah next time. so pretty.i want to go back in time to saturday......... pl0x with lots of choco coated cherries
XOXO 10:00 PM
realise i look like faeces in my school uniform (not only the colour)
i caught a bad throat last night, am i falling sick AGAIN? i just recovered...
simply no mood for work today.
went to have lunch with jonus after school. haven't seen him in a bit. went to cut my hair after that. its shorter and thicker now.
ever since my grandma came to stay in our house, my house's been overflowing with food. growing alot fatter..
even my hairdresser said i gained weight. so i told her, that is why im not cutting bangs!! haha.
1. chem equilibrium tutorial 2. math 6c + vectors revision 3. start on midyear corrections!! prolly econs first.
gonna meet ray 3pm at the tauhuay shop hehe. we gunna do some serious werk. perhaps i'll go over to jin's for abit later maybe....
ok need to shower and stuff
just had grandma's 80th birthday lunch!! <3
bye all.
ps. this makes me smile randomly :)
XOXO 2:15 PM
had a good day at Universal Studios (USS) not because of USS but the company i had :)
firstly USS is overrated and no one should bother paying the full admission fee until Galactica opens. but i seriously had a good time with jin, bon, zon, chen fang, bryon :) made new friends :) and thanks jin for the USS ticket + $30 vouchers you gave me man :)
this is so rare, one day w/o studying completely. feels good. hehe. anyway, i had a rly good htht with jin on the shuttle bus back to bishan.. :) its always when i want to keep something from you but end up i tell you anyway! cannot hide at all, hahha. love you jin.
anyway. yes.
<3's all over the place. uncertain, as usual. nothing new.
i bought a yellow house tee today, and all my friends said i was GLOWING in it HAHA like i just had performance hahaha random much!
celebrated moron's advanced birthday yesterday (along with nabi and bon) yup. took this photo because i look horrendously fat in all the other photos hahahaha but nevermind i have an excuse to binge, PROMOS.
oh nooooooo :( what if its true????
