psst: had dinner @ subway with jozzie. he had a bad time with veggies.
"prayer changes me, it changes my heart, and i change things"
XOXO 12:54 AM
Friday, October 30, 2009
georgia is my friend. she has a lovely green jacket but amanda doesn't care.
ps: thank God for chloe. seriously! love u haha ;)
XOXO 11:46 PM
its so weird but its still here,
nostalgia in its true best form
XOXO 9:34 PM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, trust also in me." John14:1
i am still in Your presence and Your peace, let my eyes be opened.. to the work of Your hands
oceans will part, nations come hope will rise, glory shines in my life your will be done
i love You!
XOXO 2:42 AM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
hi guyssss 8-)
haven't posted since grad day yes? yes! grad day was gr8 except the G.O.H. really should go learn how to do a speech.. his speech was so frikkin long! but yeah. he was nice. i think. (digressing) anw
ok so grad day was sad. last time we hear mr boo do a speech, last time we sit in the hall as 4e2, so many last times :( thats why we took lotsa pics with can's awesome expensive cammie! well for one i was and am very very proud of the choir despite the tiny minutee size i think after this year's sec4s left the choir reduced half its size. but i know u guys can do it!!! train hard with ms pua ok, i know u guys can go far far beyond what u think u can do.. like get Gold or Gold w/ honours. really believe in u guys!!! and very proud of you. quality of your tone and sound was soo there :) even tho so little seniors left in the choir!! ah, love u guys <3
grad day pics r on fb, go check em out. esp can's album. btw u guys (the band!) did a great job on the music and the songs and stuff :) rockedd out. hmm and to all the people.. i've grown with for the past 4 years.. like the first person i suddenly think of is yuting. man! i'll miss running to the parade sq with you, sitting @white patch, going for that detention once with you. haha! aww. good times? haha. i'll miss all my close friends, i think none of em are going to ny with me, like diones going to poly and candies too (maybe.) and aby and minnie idkkkk and so many other people like bren too. ahh! you guys made school so fun. and to my former class 2e3 too, i heart u guys <3
and all the best for o's!!!! this is what we've been working so hard for :) so go all out and kickass hehe.
XOXO 7:52 PM
Monday, October 19, 2009
can't get enough of this!
XOXO 12:09 AM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
its close to 2.30am and i have 5 qns more to finish my am p2, my room is in a huge mess and half of the closet's contents are all over my bed, i miss my friends and i can't wait for o's to be over..
fred finished his psle already, i miss him <3
ps. i need to wake up at 9. eugh.
XOXO 2:21 AM
Friday, October 16, 2009
used-to-be's are sad. sometimes i think of the past and there are so many used-to-be's, like oh we used to be good friends, or even best friends, or that we used to hang out with one another more often, or we used to have so much fun together. then i think of the present. like grad day's in less than a week.. geor asked me if we would ever be the kind of friends that wouldn't say hi if we met on the street. i said never. can't imagine that. i want to stay like that with all of you<3 but its so hard. its so sad that people so close can become cold hi-bye friends and the kind of friends you suddenly feel awkward with. that sucks. it scares me.
dont ever wanna be like that.
XOXO 3:02 AM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
its funny how we can take beautiful (though simple) things for granted. like how i was just looking out of the window a minute ago and just watching the night, you know? how things are quiet and still and there's the sound of crickets. its a sort of serenity. how the gentle breeze smells like really fresh air. and the occasional whoosh of a car that goes by. really love the fresh air.
how especially so we take all these little things for granted like being able to live today without going through a war or a riot or an earthquake or a flood, or without losing a loved one. that's soemthing to be thankful about.
and words limit me so much here as i try to describe just how amazing and wondrous yet simple God's creations are.. to know that i'm only sitting here typing because His grace covers me.
its awesome. i have so much to be thankful about.
XOXO 1:32 AM
Monday, October 12, 2009
i want to get over this but i can't, well not now. i need to pull myself together, put my act together, stand up, dust myself and get on.
val, you're so harsh but its true.
God's plans are so perfect.. so timely..
i need You more than ever. the familiarity amist the unfamiliarity, the constant in uncertain times..
i will bring praise, no weapon formed against me shall remain.
:)
XOXO 12:24 AM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
I couldn't walk away if i tried, cuz Your love is better than life! and the sun's shining bright and it just won't set cuz Your love is a light and it lights my step, my heart is amazed everyday to the next, Your joy overtakes and i can't forget about it:)
guest pastor today was from melbourne (haha.) fuel was interesting today. piwei called at night while we were studying @ swirl. got a temporary headache + mild fever at swirl cuz it was soo stuffy and oxygen deficient. haha. thanks for making me laugh while i was miserable. ha ha. and laughed until i ran out of air for no reason at all................. mad.
all the best for ur last paper Nic and God bless u :))
love u guys with many pink hearts<3.
XOXO 1:45 AM
Friday, October 9, 2009
psalm 105:1-5
Give thanks to the Lord, call on his name; make known among the nations what he has done Sing to him, sing praise to him; tell of all his wonderful acts Glory in his holy name; let the hearts of those who seek the Lord rejoice. Look to the Lord and his strength; seek his face always Remember the wonders he has done
rejoice because we are the redeemed! thank u Lord for a thousand times i've failed yet your mercy still remains.. and when i stumble and fall, still i'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
ps. i will bring praise.
XOXO 1:24 AM
Thursday, October 8, 2009
You are my strength when I am weak You are the treasure that I seek You are my all in all Seeking You as a precious jewel Lord, to give up I'd be a fool You are my all in all
Taking my sin, my cross, my shame Rising up again I bless Your name You are my all in all When I fall down You pick me up When I am dry You fill my cup You are my all in all
i'm going to trust you God. i need to surrender everything to You because your plans are perfect for me.. i need to rely on your strength. im gonna lift up every insecurity to You. i know as i just let you use me and serve you with all i have and surrender what little i have, Lord you will make my inadequacies adequate and you can use me so much more..
faith can move mountains, my God is awesome.
XOXO 1:11 AM
Monday, October 5, 2009
its my best friend's birthday tomorrow (in about 28minutes) and i have no clue why but i am so excited, i can't go physics homework. and no, this is not an excuse.
hehe. hehehe. hehehehe. everybody wish her!
ps. its Dione. i love u so muchhh <3
XOXO 11:32 PM
go all anal about it but i really love taylor swift & boys like girls which equates to Two is Better Than One! good song, thanks Jonus. hahahaha (on ur blog).
last night was incredibly funny, including the photos we took. go check em out on my FB. piwei aka 3.142 has just left sg, pity i couldn't send him off. takecare and remember what u told me!!!!
and. i relaly really grew so much fatter in the past 2 years. it must be the stress getting to me!! dont worry!! i will slim down after o levels so u dont have to see a fat ugly blubberful me hehehehehe
and dont know who took photo of my face while ariel & i were prayin. my cheeks rly fat.
ok bye. schhool tmr at 730 that kind of sucks, i want 830 back. i also want our old timetable back, block is so boring.
ps/ my momi shouts to me when she has her iPod on so that she can hear herself talking to me. its so amusing. ha ha.
XOXO 12:41 AM
Sunday, October 4, 2009
You keep me going
psalm 91 psalm 91 psalm 91, He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty
powerful truth that sets me free that is
goodnight world, its been helluva crazy long night and i am tired..
XOXO 2:48 AM
Friday, October 2, 2009
itching, if not dying to go to an ice rink and perfect my spin and backward cross-over. hahaha. graduation in less than 2 weeks, happy yet not happy. conflicting emotions, haha. school is ok, weather's been so warm lately, oh man!
sorry guys for backin out to sing with yall, do good man! :) hmm, really love colbie caillat with jason reeves esp. in droplets, make it golden and permanent. wowwww. they're awesome. i wish i had this sort of a partner to do duets with. it'd be ULTRA cool. ultra. i want. anyone? haha! :)
went home with minnie today after a long time, had a good talk with her. i love her! havent been maximising my time lately, had better put myself together and start my engine full on.
what i will accomplish tmr: -finish current stuff chpt longman + another chpt -at least 1.5 amath papers -hist stalin chpt -2 qns from geog acsi paper -redo chem paper2.
gogogogogogogo.
ps. all the best to my seniors having promos tmr kickass ur papers! :) -
XOXO 1:08 AM
Thursday, October 1, 2009
hi! oh today we got back our history, i did crap for SEQ 12/25 phail. but thank God! comb. humans 74/100 so its an a2 for me (lol yeah 1 mark more) soo which makes my agg. 12pts raw. cool much? ok la. ghahaha.
late for assembly again this morning one more time = detention. block timetable starting tmr, sounds dead boring. on the happy side, school is funny. friends are great. teachers are nice. homework isn't piling up yet.
ooh momi just got home i sooo missed her! haha so i was watching sg idol just now and i rly have no idea but the only guy i like is faizal isa yeah that one he's cool. and i like mae, she's good. i like tabitha too. after that was america's got talent. and i'm such a geek, i cry so much when i watch it (its not even meant to be a sad show!) i think watching people's dreams get broken just like that is really owwww, so haha ima crybaby and like when u see people getting through the rounds and u see how much it means to them and how their face just lights up its so heart warming ya know? hahahaha. silly me.
gonna do one amath paper per day.. one physics chpt per day.. start on geog.. and history! and brush up on english vocab, ideas. blahblahblah.
grad day is coming, i am so sad. cant believe i am graduating fro beatty, sec1 seemed like yesterday. its so funny and amusing how i got to know the seniors like i rmb i got to know hakim cuz we were blocking his way or what then he said excuse me, then from then we became quite good friends haha so funny, and i dont even rmb how i got to know jae?? and i miss that alot. really gonna miss bty even tho i appear to dread school i think secretly it has an important place in my heart (haha!) and im gonna enjoy my last days!!!!!!
miss choir.
lord i just want to ask for your love to be her comfort, your wisdom to guide her and your strength to keep her going. love u aby! i know this week's been tough:(
o levels- 6 more days of exams left
