i would die for someone to hear me out now. urrrrgh. UGH.




have been @ fred's for the entire day. nothing productive, didnt do anything despite bringing along some homework to do. what a loser. all i've been doing is finishing up my book dammit im so sad i wish it would go on forever. its such a nice book. i dont care, its intensive studying tomorrowmorrowmorrowmorrowmorrowmorrowmorrowmorrowmorrowmorrow no excuses


God be the solution!! ;)




talk about major butterfly feeling:
only you can make me go this crazy
falling for you, all over again.





you turn my world upside down
my life is spinning round you now
all of me
all for You!

i'm back from ipp3. it was awesome, esp loved praise&worship.
like, you know today i was in the train with dione. i saw this guy behind us.. and he was reading the bible and i could hear him praising god and you know, like enjoying every moment of reading gods word. likeeee, just right there in the train. i found it so (i dont know what word to use) people like that go all out for god and they dont even care about what other people think of him or if people stare at him and sometimes i think about myself and i feel ashamed because sometimes i fall asleep while reading, reflectionzzz hahaha.
today i realised alot of things. you know what? i miss germaine. she's one of the only people that understands me the most and even now when we're in different schools she's still like, best friend you know? thank god! for blessing our friendship.

talking to vick now. mannn, havent seen him for agesssss. and, me and momi's havin a cold war now. gah.

ps: i think i'm feeling something i'm not supposed to feel. is that good or bad?

:[




i'm kind of pisssed but nevermind.

yesterday we went on stage and our class was so sweet to cheer for us standing up and blablah, and hueimin and can actually waved placards. sweet to the max. and also! the first person i saw when the curtains drew open were juanne and shirley! i thinkkk it shld be becuz i wasnt wearing my specs haha. cutee. and then the other band did a great job. and then i went to yz and val and pavi cldnt makeit. so i was with steph. dammit, everyone became so dao?? ayeer, and then i went home and slept till about 5 and then had dinner at newton with d and g, and we walked through all the super nice houses until we reached novena and then we hung out at mac for a bit.

was next to a duper cute guy on the bus,,,, dammit he lives in springbloom.
HAHA.
beyy! church 5-7 l8r.




today's rehearsal was.............man it was really screwed up x1000 never felt so screwed up in my entire life. i'm not gonna start ranting about how i coudlnt hear myself(and dione too) and crazy people waving and and if its gonna turn out this way tomorrow we'll be so baaaaaaasted. god help usssssssss




ehh, hi. lol i haven't even bathed yet and its 929pm. spell eew. anywayss, my eng debate is tmr (!!!) uber scared bodoh. anddddddd, choir members dont forget to sign your batam form and bring the cash tomorrow! anddddddddd uh

i love the song we're singing for grad night. flying free, yo.

amath homework here i come(after i bathe) cya.

oh yah congrats kelvin for winning the badminton thing! and guess what, i have 7 mozzie bites man. stoopids.

Righteous
Ruler of the heavens
Holy holy our God
Sovereign, Lord of all creation
Holy holy our God

Every tribe and tongue
Lift your voice as one
He is greatly to be praised

Sing to the Lord
Oh my soul
Let the heavens
Shout for joy
Great is our God
Great is our God

Nations come and
Bow before Him
Holy holy our God
Angels sing
Now and forever
Holy holy our God

The heavens shall declare
The glory of our great God

Jesus
Come let us adore Him
Holy holy our God

i havent been replying tags since 31jul, man i suck.
i'm gonna reply them now even though its veen very very long and some doesn't make any sense anymore.

Juanne: dance showcase..... i forgot. haha. hehe.
manti: :)
clarissa, munchin and chiayu and joy and shermin: link you guys up soon:]
weilin: i talked to you ytd! hehe.
georgia: soup? waffles? sure. i'm hungry.
numa: hehe! long time no talk man. gluck for your prelims kay!
star: hi starnie!



ps: i got f9 for amath this term. suckaaaah, since i didnt take my binomial test, and and when i was sick for all three days mrng covered th whole chapter on coordinates lol, i flunk coordinates 4/20, and for linearlaw i got 9/15. soooo my score is 37/100 or smth lol pathetic..gah

this week and last week= feel like shit week

and for sept hols, guess wad. tue and wed for choir
thur for geog lsp
fri for physics spa( the real one!! i'm really, really, scared)

i just had a mars bar and it wz rly good. nowwwww, i',m goona go do research for my debate tomorrow.

this house believes that computer games do not limit children's imagination.

cya guys and gnight.




goodnight singapore!!
at naomi's me and sonnz.
although we all look terrible, i'm still putting this up. man! it was way early. 615am hello
joshua, then supertall ruikai, aunt doris, janice, jie kai, zhi kai, yoshiki, alvina
fred you're such a freak hehe.
i loove the rain really(!)

haha!
the fish. and janice.
this is janice. she is crappy.
we had cake.
can you believe this, lol try finding me. that was ages ago.. man
this is how we look in the morning. please, it was 5am
on friday after jamming we went to thomson (actually we ran there from the jammin place it was so funny)and yah, the lil ponytail there you see beside georgia is arista's and, the six of us crammed into this lil photo booth it was crazy. then we had prata house for dinner
they crack me up so bad.
this is really unglam but (nevermind)
i looooove this pic! ice cream prata and 2 goondoos.

i dont even know who snapped this pic. on sat, like in th evening we went to gma's place for dinner and and and, sorry all the pics are all over the place.

so last night after gma;s plaace all the girls (except shirley) camped over at naomi's. soo there was me sonia shantel, naomi janice alvina. and yoshiki hahaha. it was so fun, saturday was awesome man. one of the best saturdays ever 9is that how you spell saturday i suddenly forgot)anyway there arent any pics cuz we wereall too tired. gugu rebec made spaghetti and mushroom soupfor supper heheh. yeah, and sonia the pig hogged the sofa haha. then we got woken up at like 430am to go to airport to send janice and alvina and aunti doris off :((((((((((((((( i miss them THIS MUCH man! realllly! :( sigh verrrry sad. and blahblah btw T3 is really nice. the toilet too. and, we had brkfst @ airport. since janice was travellign by United airline and alvina and aunti doris were taking ANA so they were at T1, and then blahblah they went and we were sad and then me and dadi sent the boys home and then when i came home i crashed on my bed- shiok.

school tomorrow. b!tch.




just messing around heheh it was fun. i have no idea why i have two of itbut nevermind. and and the part where brendas went 'its so nice' she was referring to the fireworks outside..... hahaha homework day byebye




i dono.




debate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where are my debate mates!!!!!!!!!

/edit.
hi, i'm finally gorilla done with my debate notes. they're damn lousy, because the topic we're doing is damn hard, plus we're opposition. dangs. i'm gonna sleep soon. we have jamming tomorrow. my nose review is cancelled (haha) and on friday,we have geog cps test +psl befriender thing + teacher's day podcast @maclab.

i'm kinda tired. school is seriously exhausting me out. i wish something exciting would happen in school, its always so stupidly mundane. gah, goodnight goodoos.

ps is goondoo an english word?






that was sunday. fun.




Remedy for a lousy day: happy upbeat mcfly songs + georgia's cute lil face + georgia's waffle song

i'm failing linear law. realllly. stupid tutor.




seriously, there's so much to blog about today. today's been awesome(really) its seew awesome, i'm starting to feel hungry right now. no link but nevermind. and! today i got woken up at 1030 (hehe) but i slept all the way till eleven thirty cuz later daddi woke me up. got ready and stuffs and daddy picked me up with janice alvina and naomi we went for lunch at daddy's club and then bowling. sonia and shantel joined us for bowling and it was rly fun haha:) oh and yoshiki! yesss yoshiki how cld i forget yosh. blahblahblah janice arrived last night and she's 16 now and she's still as funny. after that went to someones house at changi and they already renovated their house its so nice now. we had fun, then dinner, then more fun lol then after i started doing amath hoemwork yeaah spoiler mr ng. i was kinda stuck and alvina too and then like my granduncle who really doesnt seem so old to be my granduncle came and taught me he's so cool la, like he's one of the 4 guys who kinda set up SIA long long long time ago mannnn he's like genius. he taught aviation safety or smth hes a rly cool engineer and all the time he was telling me "math is beautiful.. wow its such a beauty blahblah" i kind of got amazed lol. he has like, a story to tell for every equation we came across. i'm not lying okay. mann! he's like on the advisory panel or board or smth of ngeeann and temasek poly haha wow man. such a honour. he reminds me of uncle yc.. like really successful men.
i'm gonna miss J and A when they go back to the CA:(

this week is gonna be pukalicious- four tests!! eew. pictures for today? will upload when i'm not busy........... well thats like never. we're always busy.





i miss you




"Punk Rock Princess"

Maybe when the room is empty,
Maybe when the bottle's full.
Maybe when the door gets broke down,
Love can break in.

Maybe when I'm done with thinking,
Maybe you can think me whole.
Maybe when I'm done with endings
This can begin, this can begin
This can begin.

If you could be my punk rock princess,
I would be your garage band king.
You can tell me why you just dont fit in
And how you're gonna be something

Maybe when your hair gets darker,
Maybe when your eyes get wide,
Maybe when the walls are smaller
There will be more space

Maybe when I'm not so tired,
Maybe you could step inside
Maybe when I look for things that
I cant replace, I cant replace
I cant replace.

If you could be my punk rock princess,
I would be your garage band king.
You could tell me why you just dont fit in,
And how you're gonna be something.

If I could be your first real heartache,
I would do it over again.
If you could be my punk rock princess,
I would be your heroine.

I never thought you'd last,
I never dream you would.
You watch your life go past,
You wonder if you should.

If you should be my punk rock princess,
So I could be your garage band king.
You could tell me why you just dont fit in,
And how you're gonna be something.

If I could be your first real heartache,
I would do it over again.
If you could be my punk rock princess,
I would be your heroine.

Whoa! you know!
You only burn my bridges
Whoa! you know!
You just cant let it sink in!
You could be my heroine,
You could be my heroine




i love chocolate walnut muffins, dang.

sigh homeworkland for today gah, its raining:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

anyone who wants to play in the rain with me




heyyyyyyy wassupo man. today was pretty busy for a friday. we had geog lsp till130, and then phy till 2. then psl meeting till 230, then auditions which were kind of screwed (i am not going to mention the idiot who made me and dione so freaking pissed, nvm lol) but seriously, our band was not bad man. esp arista la omg! (Y)(Y) and,,,,, later we had bubble tea with mrsng and she's damn cute, she told us lots of... things. and. then while waiting for brenda i almost went bonkers. later, me and bren went over to my place anddd uh we had macs for dinner hahahah and we watched stepup2, then i gave her a lift to tpc and then i went off to church (was late!!) yah. today's service was different. and the best. awesommme la. i'm gonna complete my homework by tonight, siannzz.

stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid why do some peoplee like to get on my nerves so much -claw&hisslikebrenda.-

you know the words, so sing along for me baby.




hi whats up. i have no idea why but lately many mozzies have been seeking much pleasure in sucking my blood. i have soo many bites now, its damn gross. oh yah!!! i passed my chinese test, 25.5/50 *fireworks* first time! and and, i got 15/15 for history test, satisfaction mannz. but but my ss had to pull down my comb marks lol, 9/15 lol yuck.

anyway. today's been so damn tiring. ee just realised i got amath homework-puke- and, i felt so sick today. flu sneezes and stuff. and so sleepy and tired. used so many tissues for my nose. and and, i went for fencing today. would have been more fun if i wasnt feeling like shit. stef poked me with the sabre thingie and it was actually quite fun lah haha.

i'm sleeping early tonight- after i complete q1 for amath. emath trigo test was okay. tmr's chem test postponed to next wed.

next week, it'll be crazy. ss test, geog test, am test, chem test.

regurgitate my kidneys out. i have no idea why i have so much information about today, its weird. and i'm tired. biiiie.





I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile







llamas in the house. dammit, i have fencing tomorrow.

i have trigo test tomorrow. i have chem test on thurs. i have to memorise lyrics. i have uncompleted em homework due long ago. i have history essays to do. i'm tired. i'm having a cold. there's school tomorrow, and it's only wednesday. i finish lessons at three. i'm really tired. i'd pay a thousand dollars for a break. i need a break. dammit.

feel like cursing but i cant.
i have so many things on my mind now, i dont even wanna think about anything. gaaah.




i kind of miss val right now, like chickenwing time.

ps: i'm acting so much right now, i could get an oscar.

pps: hang on, eliasyeohj.

/you know the words, so sing along for me baby.




The enemy has been defeated
And death couldn't hold You down
We're gonna lift our voice in victory
We're gonna make Your praises loud

Shout unto God with a voice of triumph
Shout unto God with a voice of praise
Shout unto God with a voice of triumph
We lift Your name up
We lift Your name up




that was last night. trust me, that's not all. andi was really pissed @ him. anywayyyyy,

my fringe's as straight as a ruler now. not as if hasn't been, i mean. its really duper straight. i'm the kuku who went to cut it.

skittles, i hope you'll keep me awake during tuition.




yoyo, i got this from chingna's blog. you know, i'm bored :p

Are you usually the first person to start a conversation on your online messaging service?
well it depends on who the person is.................hehehehehe

List two facts about the last person you were last in love with?
does this one count?

What was your first thought when you looked in the mirror this morning?
i don't think i had any thoughts lol. (esp when i just wake up, my brain doesnt function that welll)

Do you believe there's always room in your heart for your first love?
ummmmmm, i dont really think so. i dont have a first love.

Where is the next place you will travel to?
japanjapanjapan trip, i'm so excited omg omg omg you have no idea why haha! xp

What is the oldest person you would date right now?
81
.
.
.
i'm kidding.

Are there nerds at your school?
i'm one of them

What's the best feeling in the world?
okay i'm going craxy now. gah sudden rush of adrenalin

Who was the last person you hugged?
stephie haha, i hugged her goodnight

Things you would always want in a relationship?
all that.. you know.

Who's a celebrity you find extremely attractive?
i dont knowww, arent they all? okay, most.

Last thing someone bought you?
there are many i cant rmb. do vouchers count?

How many years have you taken a language?
what language. i'm mono-lingual. i suck.

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
what at this point. you mean now? i dont rmb.

Do you light fireworks on 4th of July?
maybe i should, next year. everyone should come over and light with me!

Do you care what others think about you?
seriously, not anymore. i used to..

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
who did i fall hardest for.. i dont think so

Who did you last hit?
no body.

Do you live close to your best friend?
which one. most of them are in tp and bishan.


Are you happier single or with a boyfriend/girlfriend?
i have no idea.

Do you burn easily in the sun?
nope haha:)

If you were really upset, who is the first guy you'd go to?
i dont know, hmm. sometimes when i'm really (and i mean really) upset, i go to no one. well, it'll be god, or my diary haha.

Who is the first girl you go to?
can? or dione?

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
hehe. dont know.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
in a good way, i hope i did.

Has anyone made a difference in your life?
many people do.

What features do you find most attractive in the preferred sex?
-jump around-


Who was or will be the maid of honor/ best man in your wedding?
i cant imagine.. well my entire group of girls:)))

Who knows you the best?
god.

Your current relationship status?
single, mingle and pringle


Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
nah, im growing fatz.

Honestly,do you bite your nails?
was never a habit.

Honestly, are you in denial?
in what way? sometimes. i try not to be.


Honestly, does anyone like you?
how'd i knowww.

Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
i dont know who you're referring to.

Who do you text the most?
i dont know haha xp

Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
i cant keep them bottled, need to tell someone hahahhaa


Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
now,, i'm not sure. sigh
whats going on.

Can you vote in next election?
too young to vote. i wouldnt know who to vote for nayway

Do you like someone right now?
you could say so....


Do you know where(place?) the person you fell hardest for is?
go read above

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
i'll be 25. who knows?

Did you like anyone last summer?
like chingna says, singapore= summer all year long


Is there a difference between the word best friend and good friend?
i guessss


Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot?
dono lah, too sleepy to think.


Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J, P, or T?
yes, jason mraz, peter pan and tony hawk hahahahaha

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
i dont know.

Do you have anyone who you consider a brother/sister?
cant think.


Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
my hair's like virgin hair. i've bever dyed it or whatsoever before.

Have you ever dated anyone more than once?
whaddya mean

Do you have any piercings?
4 turned 3

Do you like to text or call more?
yes i agree haha depends. but more of calls.

Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
noop. radiation might kill me someday.

Do you live near your boyfriend/girlfriend?
>.< im single hahahahha but but ok nevermind.

Who was the last person you were in a car with beside family?
uncle charlie, shantel, sonia, naomi, alvina

Are you dating the person you texted last?
ummm, nah

Which of your friends do you argue with most?
i dont know.

Are you and your best friend alike?
suree we are

What woke you up this morning?
nothing, it was just a natural wake up hahahaa

What are you doing tonight?
i'm gonna sleep by 145

You're feeling: nothing

To your left: to the left (everything you own in a box to the left)
On your mind: millions of things

Last meal included: i didnt eat much

You sometimes find it hard to: stay un-vulgar. when i get annoyed. thats it.


The weather: love it love it. its so cooling.

Something you have a collection of: i used to collect stuff, not anymore.

A smell that cheers you up: idk

A smell that can ruin your mood: you hahaha kidding

How long since you last shaved: i went to brazillian wax hahah! kidding.

The current state of your hair: tame.

The largest item on your desk/workspace (not computer): why do u ask such weird questions

Your skill with chopsticks: not too terrible.

Which section you head for first in a bookstore: the teenage section?

Something you're craving: i had cheese fries today, it was damn good.

Your general thoughts on the presidential race: i'm sleepy.

How many times have you been hospitalized this year: nope

Favourite place to go for a quiet moment: downstairs, really

You've always secretly thought you'd be a good: nothing

Something that freaks you out a little: the pontianak story jeff and lucas told me just now, shit

Something you've eaten too much of lately: i keep drinking pokka tea

You have never: done so many things

You never want to: an assshole.

sorry. i'm kinda sleepy haha.





man, you make me smile.




shit, i left my fav hoodie at glen's place, stoopidz.





did that scare you hehe, bet i did
;)




you're freakin, hair flippin, cute.




do the hairflip!!!!!!!




today was awesome, sucky and turned awesome again. hahahahhaah man. happy 15th cancan! love you so much (K) cant wait to call you later laaaaah omggggg hahahahha:p i'm sure you had fun OMG
you came online!

and, the whole group of cp friends went to marina sq to watch the fireworks and didnt tell me. airheads. its okay tho:D







pics from JCEP. i like the last oneeee.




Dear God.

thank you for blessing and loving me. thank you for my friends who give me support and encourage me when i'm down. thank you for my loving parents, lord i cannot ask for more. thank you lord for always being there when i'm at my lowest and when sometimes no one ever understands, i know you do. you're always there for me. thank you lord for giving me meaning in my life, for without you i wouldnt know what i would be now. you've changed me, to become a better person. thank you for forgiving my sins. thankyou lord god, for all you've done in my life. you're wonderful, lord.




church was awesomee today, esp praise and worship. my legs were almost giving way and my back was aching i dont know why, but still praiseandworship was good man!! haha B) i loooove stronger by hillsong nowww.
well today, sang during ndp hall concert thingie and it wz damn scary, even worse than oo. hahaha, kinda scrwd, but who cares. ms pua made me wear a skirt which looked funny on me, and that kinda dipped my confidence, hhaha AND she made me put alo alot alot of makeup wth. anyway sfter school ate subway with 2e3 people<3! miss em, and then lay and wb left, jam hockie me dione hueimin and cannie went to cene kbox. slept abit haha. walked aroudn and stuffs, bought chocolates for germ. went to church and stuff.

you know i really hate taking the green mrt line. you know today was tiring. you know i miss you.




You are stronger, You are stronger
Sin is broken, You have saved me
It is written, Christ is risen
Jesus you are Lord of all! :)




no idea why, but havent been having the mood to post. i'm just glad its thursday tomorrow.

today's been cute. (and sleepy)

hehe.




Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i`m
The only one who blows your mind

i've got chinese test tomorrow. we ended choir an hour later than usual today, but yahyah. its okay. im staaaaaarving.





talked to germ for the entire afternoon miss her one thousand times!! havent gone for church for about 1 or 2 weeks? ie: havent seen my girl. hhah, and her someone's back yah! haha:) i cant wait for thursday cuz its slackkkk onwards till sunday. :D:D:D:D:D i'm going for dinner soon. i wish time would stop. (okay, that was kinda contradicting.)




today was major screw up day. screwed up phy SPA early in the morning, got 4/20 for amath test and, didnt exactly do well for geog. its so.... average. its okay nvm. because (secret!!!)

:") hehhhhhh cant wait for thurs, slack man!

ly.




highlights of today: i met someone cute today. (!!) -squeal-




today was the sweatiest and hottest day of my life. morning we had macs for breakfast, then went to school. went to the marina area and went on the funvee boat-truck thingie, and the hippo tour which was so cool we were all upstairs waving t people below. and blah we had lunch at swensens t2, then headed to new water plant and then, the dropped us at bugis. saw lots of btyians on the way! and then, walked for abit and headed to novena for dinner at pizzahut then, went walking around novena and then headed to balestier for durians and mangoes! so funnnnnnn hahahaha:) the jap people are so kawaiiiiizneh, and theyre leavin tmr so sad:C cant wait fr october!!

AND i really miss my bunch of girls, lots of ridiculous juicy news to spill(K) miss you guys!! and juanne, talk to u on msn soon!!

Holler

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