My memory is cruel. I'm queen of attention to details, defending intentions if he fails. Have I really been listening and noticing? Leave unsaid unspoken, eyes wide shut unopened, you and me, always between the lines..... Between the lines..
XOXO 2:19 AM
Monday, May 30, 2011
i sound so out of tune in the vids that jozzie posted urgh feeling extremely uncomfortable!!
and i sound like a kid.
i should stop singing aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
XOXO 12:49 AM
Sunday, May 29, 2011
haven't seen u in close to 7 months, yet somehow....... it feels like nothing changed, though alot did
XOXO 2:38 AM
Saturday, May 28, 2011
yesterday there was a cheeky dood in cold storage
XOXO 2:27 AM
i wish u were interested to hold on to this friendship too, it gets sian but you're too precious to drift away from just because i stopped trying
XOXO 1:19 AM
you came back around but this time i was wrong, no, i'm not camping and waiting for you and letting you in agn
XOXO 1:07 AM
Saturday, May 7, 2011
I miss syf
XOXO 9:53 PM
Friday, May 6, 2011
Got me at the wrong time. Time of the month. Feel like vomiting when I see you. Angst
XOXO 9:40 PM
gonna cut my hair tmr. at long last!! but everytime i have these mixed feelings....... like ill miss my hair...............
/edit del the photo cuz i look too much lika ghost and it scares me...
btw i cut my hair
XOXO 1:59 AM
i remember when TT came into the MPR last morning for a final rehearsal in school. we ran through ONCE. once. dood. i felt so uncertain and unprepared. but all he said was "you're ready". when we got to sota the wait was so long it was excruciating to just stand there (and watch HCI line up in front of us holy cow..) when tt arrived i felt so relieved dont know why. oh yea also when the seniors like moron kerlene and oli came :)))
sidenote.. SOTA is a really really nice place! yeah. during our last 10min in the black room we didnt even run through everything. it was quite scary. and really really crazy to know how much faith tt has in us :') he had far more faith in us than we had in ourselves..
the performing hall was unexpectedly small. and cosy. and comfortable. admittedly did not feel much anxiety... until hmp. the usual feeling naked feeling at the start.
felt like slapping myself cuz i sang a wrong note for the 1st zoo. and did not stamp my feet for the first stamp. and moved my head too quickly at ayibobo. but wtheck..... i really did enjoy myself. i think the 'no more syf' hasnt rly sunk in yet.. haha.
mm. i wish we could do syf again. i love the whole process..
and i heard we got a high gold!!! this close to honours OMG kills me just to think about it. and getting gold like previously honours choirs........... its just so.. im just so proud :')
havent gotten over it yet.
post-syf celeb @ jin's tmr. life's good...... with the choristers. :)
gonna miss them SO bad :''''''(
XOXO 1:41 AM
Monday, May 2, 2011
perma goosebumps.
best version of the song ever.
easily my favouritest song out of all the syf pieces. there is just something about this song.. love it.
XOXO 6:39 PM
Spent the whole day with Asaph omg, been hangin out so much w him recently. Had lunch, he bought his new earphones, attempted to study (only did Gp, some math) met moron for 1s, went to ion for dinner, had an awkward moment, went to Cathay to catch Thor. Almost died of dizziness.
Wasted $4.
Aya. I can't concentrate on my work this close to syf... Really cant.
Passed by sota just now and I just can't imagine how wed is gna be like..
Prac at 9 n I'm still awake at 3.18 ahh. Can't afford to be late tmr, last prac.
