i survived SP class with just 3 hours of sleep........... i am so proud of myself
sp class was like from 10am till 6pm :| very insightful though! but i was reaaally zombified.

had subway for dinner with nic, han, jonus and val @ singpost. got home and i think i'm gonna sleep by 11pm after doing my tawg on 1thessalonians (han dont forget)

meeting ariel tmr i need need need to get my cam charger!





God please use me, i will be a vessel for you. i will be emptied to be filled again.
Lord,,,,,,, i want you to be the centre of my life (like in the o's) again and let everything else be peripheral...... i get so distracted in every holiday. so lord, i'm gonna realign my focus now. to things that actually matter.

i am excited for you to use me in every possible way. aiyyy:)

oh woke up at 4pm today shiok only! haha. lay around (haha floyd) went blading for abit downstairs to practise some footwork. went for dinner and met dione.

saw the PL keyboardist while walking to lorong chuan mrt. haha. yay.

excited for camp!!!!!

i just want my passion to be re-ignyted. i need to like, do something.
do proper tawg.
my tawg for the past few days been like crap.
i suckkkk:[

ok bye.




what i really want to eat at exactly 4:30am:
1) cha kway teow
2)mac fries burgers and nuggets
3)kfc chicken
4)subway
5)duck rice.
6)campbell soup
7)cup noodles (tom yam pls)
8)spagetti (the NYNY one! cream)
9)japan soft cream ice cream
8)teppanyaki
9)tako pachi
10)garlic bread
11)mos burger ebi rice burger
12)pizza
13)seafood platter
14)sushi
15)miso soup
16)tempura
17)salmon sashimi
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.
.
.
.
.
.

help.

dione says water will be my new best friend.

hi, best friend H20.
:[




updates on my diet:

ytd we went to fred's place so its impossible to NOT EAT so (duh,) i ate :") lontongzz.

today, dione said i better eat less alrd. cuz i compromised ytd! sooooo

this morning i ate a PAU, ate an ice cream after the event, ate chee cheong funs before svc and fishballs after svc and,,,,,,,,,,,,,, soursop juice and corn for dinner.

which is quite alot. but some people say i lost some weight. but i think its because of various tricky reasons like: i changed my hair today had some fringe. wore a tube (and cardi) so my collarbones are a little more visible.

i dont know. but im going to the gym tmr again! and maybe eat apples for the whole day. idk how that is possible. but. its easiest to diet at home. today was pure torture! the cell went to adam hawker where suddenly all the food there (Y) look so good like never before. and stupid bon kept tempting me with his hokkien mee! :/ then we went to macs and then swirl :/ awwww

i rock for not eating anything unhealthy (much!) hahahaha dione is soo proud of me

felt quite distracted today during church cuz i was really drained and my legs like wanna break.
mehmehmehmehz.

i want to lose weight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! really!!!!!!!!!!!! determined!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this tiem!!!!

awman havent got my skates dont know where to get the money from dayyyyyyyyyyyyyym. how?

sigh




dear lord i pray,
that you'll be right there with mel tmr at your newly builtt church with a newly wed couple. That your presence will fill the place even though they arent singing a christian song, but i pray you'll still use them mightily in wonders that we cannot imagine. That your peace will be with them, reassuring them that you work for those who love you, & that they can learn to trust you. I pray that if any problems occur tmr, you'll overcome them all & make the day victorious. :) I pray that you'll grant mela a voice so sweet that people would love hearing her & daniel sing :) That you'll reward them for all the much much hard work they have put in. Help them enjoy the whole event tmr Lord! In Jesus awesome name, amen! :D


thanks chlo <3!




getting increasingly bothered because i haven't bought new skates -> cannot try powerslide ->cannot do powerslide -> slower than the rest -> can't get on with next week's lesson

=> need to get new skates so i can do powerslide!!

ps: lol chlo i've been rly retarded at home sliding around on my feet trying to perfect all the leg and hand positions and stuff for powerslides ayo..............

i want new skates!!! shld i get the $199 or $300?

PLEASE TELL ME IN MY TAGBOARD!! will try to find pictures of it. somehow. don't even know the brand or models.

meowzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz






classic. i love.




God is love




been going for choir really often this week but today was the last prac and we did quite alot of diaphragm exercises -wew-

haha. was really tired cuz the previous night chlo and i went for our blading class and it was awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!! except i need to get new skates, my current ones have 'too grippy wheels' and thus i cant do power slides which is a huge bummer aaaagh i need to perfect powerslides by netx wednesday :/ so i wont lag behindddd. and my coach says my blades like for an 8-year-old hahahahahha just because they're not hard shell kind!!!!!! oh well. yay, new skates. i really want the $594 boots which are black and white and so sleek looking hehe. hehe. 594, like fat hope. hahaha. but christmas is coming. anyone want to buy for me. hehe. super obese hope. hahaha.

loved blading class. slept over @ chlo's which was rly fun!!!!!!!!! HTHT and everything love love love haha. her house is cozy manz! and super huge. after choir today i went to run @ e gym and did some abs exercises woah then bathed and went for jams@ thomson tired sia!! my legs. but after awhile ok alrd. jams qas quite fun today, dono why. but everyone's so stressed!!! cuz we're not 100% prepared for this saturday. but God will make a way!! we just need to practise more and i need to rmb lyrics....

cuckoo!!!! i am back from fb. i think ima miss the band alot after this sat haha, which is a pity cuz they're nice and fun people. and stuff. aww. haha. i hope we do fine this sat. anyway i was really blessed by everyone's prayer tonight. i really thank God for the talents he has placed in each of us. and i am quite excited cuz i might be signing up for vocals classes @ believer's music with daniel! whee! that wld be rly rly rlly cool. <3 (Y)

and i have yet to learn the guitar. georgia!!!! or aby!!!

i need to continue eating fruit for my diet which is damn sian i am so not a fruit person i havent eaten real food in ages :/ bleh lose weightttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

last fuel session this sat which is quite sad.

iddem dem mallida super stuck in my head esp the guy's part which goes 'duhm dum duhm dum duhm dum....' HA so aggressive makes me want to laugh

made some nice friends @ nychoir and i super promise olivia 100% reminds me of isabel naland. and moron didn't go for choir today because she sucks.

ok i miss chloe's house now:/

we didn't take pictures. the only ones we took were this morning's where i looked ugly and with hugeeee eye bags

ps: candies is MAD she did chem and amath what madness!!




our dreams, they are made out of real things
like a shoebox of photographs
with sepia-toned loving

ps: i remember when i first enrolled into beatty and we were sitting in the seemingly large A/C hall with mr boo speaking and i was in my YZ uniform trying to act like i was cooler than the rest, and then orientation camp and we made friends and our class was the coolest like *1e3!* and psls and i got to know seniors and it was really fun and then the year ended and we didn't believe we were gonna be sec2 and then i had the time of my life (i was alot skinnier too), and sec3 i didn't like my class. learnt to love the people alot eventually, studied hard as a class, played even harder, laughed alot. sec4 and we mugged more but we laughed more too, and got really chummy with the teachers they became our best friends (chemical princess.. mr potato.. mrs V haridass.. etc) and its amazing that we have endured o's and we've gone past graduation day (when i was in sec2 i'd perform in choir on grad day and i'd tell myself i'll never imagine myself sitting there) but i did. we all did. and we had graduation lunch. and we took pictures and said goodbye and did cliche things. and its the holidays now which is what i've been looking forward to ever since i turned sec3, but how come it doesn't feel so awesome? i think because throughout these four years the bonds i have with these people in school have become so strong it has surpassed the drats of studying and waking up early and even tho u feel like holidays is allyou want, nooo. now i wanna go back to school and do all that again. we don't ever appreciate anymore, do we? haha. me at least. meh.

pps: that must be the longest PS ever

gonna bathe and do qt and sleep
time check: 3.36am

note: sleep before 430.
notenote: choir @ 215, ECP @ 7+pm, sleepover @ chlo's
notenotenote: everything will falll into place valo and don't ever stop to wonder if i still love you at all because i do cherish you for the rest of my life you dont have to think twice (98deg song!!)

notenotenotenote: am on a diet. nobodehhh tempt me >>:/





people who affect me at all are those who matter most to me

ps: so glad dione is back.







Father you are King over the flood I will be still and know You are God





i stayed up doing cards for people i love.

i will attempt to wake up for huei min's church tmr at a really early timing, then lunch then go for jams @ pl then go to meet gareth the birthday boy and friends.

good to talk to you jonus.

ps: God is good........ all the time
hahaha




i feel this sort of hurt.. when i see how the world hates and how it hates You.

i need you lord to bring me back to the cross.. where i can just unload all my emotions and burden and lord i think i've distanced from u for awhile now

and no lord, trials will not stop me from seeking you more i will grow stronger in u lord. i just need to keep on trusting in you

like how in the sermon today You said not to worry about tomorrow... i know your plans are like the real pearls and i just gotta give up what i have now.

you are awesome. serving you today was just great. indescribable feeling. God of wonders beyond our galaxy You are holy, the universe declares your majesty

so great Lord.




i'm so sleepy i don't know what i'm singing and i play bejeweled when its so boring and when i have better things to do like sleep or read my book. i am so sleepy i think i'm dreaming now. my sentence strutures are getting screwed in the process. got up at an unearthly hour to run. ate @ min's thanks for lunch! and getting soakin wet for me. love. hahaha.

going to funan w guitar boy&girl and then jams @ 730. i am half sleepy half awake cuz i just had a cold cold shower.

i am blur now.






your love is astounding. people must think i'm mad but if they come to know of your love they will be mad too

;)




had choir @ ny today. nothing much. i hope i can make good friends thereeeez. its like a huge candycane sugar coated treat to have moron there. not just because i barely know anyone else but cuz its moron!! lol. missed beatty and its people. and all the familiarity. i think we all love familiarity because we're in our comfort zones. i, on the other hand need to get out of mine.. in just more than one area. ha.

alot of stuff been happening. prayer.
prayer prayer prayer.

momi's going to london this sat. will miss her <3

really missed my beatty people today though right after choir we had class party.

gym w minnie and chlo tmr morning 9am omgee unearthly hour..

ps: miss ms pua
pps: i need to rly stop doing this lol




God, is this a testing season for me?

melodelo will press in............... i will see Your glory




(my cats, rock&roll and _unnamed)


i have been really klutzy. or so? i recently had a fishbone in my throat (but it went away thank God!) and then another bone (not mentioning which animal's) hahaha!! and now i've got a splinter in my arm

:(

haha

4e2night tmr and before that's choir

meow

/edit
i'm never gonna eat a BK double patty mushroom burger again.. eating two patties at once feels so sick so much meat and i'll start imagine them grinding cow meat into patties.. hahaha

anw its 4am now good day i need to get some sleep. gonna start running this thurs with minnie gonna eat less and start being less fat (my excuse for eating lots used to be 'nvm its o lvl')

to come think of it, i rly wna know how i did for o's. meeting moron tmr which is awesome. have finished 'remember me?' by sophie kinsella it has a really good plot and its very interestingg go read it!! have dove into a new book which is 'my sister's keeper' by jodi picoult. i prefer kinsella's style tho. but all's good!

king of heaven we dance before Your throne!! - disco pose- hear the shouts of praise! -shout-

goodnight world





today is a boring sunday. boring boring boring. meh. because i was looking forward to going to fred's house since i haven't seen my gma for uber long due to o's and i miss her one million, but in the ed we didnt go cuz fred went to indo. which means i couldve:
1. met geor, bren and wt for lunch + rockband, or
2. met jozzie

but anw probably not since iwoke up at 330pm haha.. man. long time since i did that. ate lunch and read my really lovely book. then went to some little kid's birthday (momis colleague's daughter) it was so boring at first and i was so completely grossed out coz some of them were making sexual references to this hot-dog shaped balloon which (innocently) writes 'happy birthday' blah...... yea so anw we left and went to aunt pauline's place which has 2 really cute doggies a westie and a goldie. esp goldie <3
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sickening blogger ate up half of my post im gonna cook campbell soup now and blogger should die




today is a great day..

woke up late (SORRY CHLO MINNIE & ABY!!) cc-ed to marymount stn and took a cab to thomson plaza -.- filled up some form from sb and st and stuff bt dont thnk i wld be working for st. maybe sb!! oh wellz. l8r minnie joined me to ariel's house and we did really cool stuff ate pizza but highlight was our UHU Monologue Song which is aawesome dont argue with me. we did it along the tunes of taylor swift's monologue song :)hehe ariel post it soon!!!!!

yepp love our cell.. last 3 fuels together sadz ;( so got to church had svc. wow, i really really was realllllllly touched and moved and impacted by hannah's I Can Only Imagine. wow. i closed my eyes and the comfort i had been praying for just came and washed me over. the lyrics really made me smile and it really made me be so in awe of God, his majesty and his glory. i can only imagine what will happen when I see You face to face.. and it made me realise how much you've been working in my life Lord, so much that you've blessed me with.. just wow. u know? haha. i am bad at expressing how i feel. ha ha. but God you are so great.

thank you God for friends.. thank You that wei don and felix are able to come back to church again. i missed both of u!!thank you for minnie.. thank you for chloe (stop spending money on random gifts!!! im not gonna tell u what i like next time!!) for val, for han, for nic, gareth, augustine that i;'ve just got to know today, for sis v, for everyone in cell.

every week you never cease to amaze me God......... haha (its true!)

after svc ate at NYNY and had a good time w cotton candy. went to swirl for abit. val and i missed 2 153's.

today i am learning to look from a newer different perspective, God's






there for me
there for you
cried
laughed
memories
goodnight
i miss you




everyone is lying to me that o levels are over

i don't think i believe it






credits: geor thanks!





I'M EXCITED, TMR IS FRIDAY DA THIRTEENTH.
its a big day.

wdv. haha! after 2 days of not taking papers, i feel weird now. its like im slacking a bit too hard tho its the last paper? oh well. see, two days' break should not have been.

anwz, valo coloured her hair!

im gunna be boring and just cut mine, maybe do some colored ext. with candies the panties. hahahaha.

mmm haven't been talking to dione i think ima go call her now

georgia sent me many beatles songs luvvit we have same music taste old skool.

aby: i stacked up some of my worksheets ad books they only come up to my knee.. but i think theres more haha

ps: i think our chief examiner was nice. we wanted to buy him chocolate.

last paper tmr how fast time flies.

owe ariel a note plus poem (haha) thats what u get when ur frn is a lit-taker!! shakespeare ariel.

paper at 8am i need to wake up so early boo.







<3




Pi Wei says:
*haha u'll be fine, eh do u want anyting from melb?
melo ('.')melo melo melo says:
*snow
*wait
*its not snowing
*haha
Pi Wei says:
*.... issa.... O's have killed ur brain cells
*i might as well call u stupissa now
*HAHAHAHAA
melo ('.')melo melo melo says:
*HAHAHA
*LOL
*HAHA!
*HA
*HAHAH





jason mraz ftw.




All the Details in the Fabric



bottom line is: i'm so lame and such a geek.

tonight it was a night of walking slowly from the MRT to 135. so deep in thought i didn't see joseph & his bro walking my way.

had lunch with joseph, saw a gabillion people like daryl.
why don't i bump into moron??! pfft.

did secret stuff @ aby's. went home w chloe. dione's done with o's. haruki's done with o's. i want that too.

i suck.. or maybe you

/
If it's a broken part, replace it
If its a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

i like this song. alot.





how do i put this? i miss our friendship and i want yummy potato salad




o's are almost over, one more paper left. feels so surreal, like i've waited all through this year for 13nov to come and when its close it doesn't feel so magical anymore like when i step out of the hall on 13nov there won't be lots of flowers blooming and i have a glowing halo on my head. instead there is alot of nolstalgia coming in now, i really want to stay close to my group of lovely people in bty <3

its awesome to know and see how God has blessed me and helped me to overcome. there's so much difference to do well and overcome. i have overcome!! haha. how each time God pulls me through each paper and its bringing me closer to Him like now i really am better at trusting in You. yay.

its also so cool to see how chloe and i have grown over o's. thank God for chloe!!!! haha.

speaking of chloe i went out with her to taka then heeren then novena today w her after our physics1 :) yay i bought more rock candy omgee ithink im bringing the whole jar to church this week i have so much i can barely finish em all. yay. candy for uhu!!!!!!

haha. i have so many yayyyyyyey things to do after o's. like christmas shopping!!!!! and writing notes and doing lovely things for people so they know i heart them hhehehe. and still all our very ambitious plans.. drums guitar rollerblading/skating lessons baking shopping doing covers w jozzie church camp party@myplace exercising being merry catching up w frns and esp. family!!

Issalicious definition
Make them boys go loco

:p





you never go away from here, i don't know why




joseph: eh you got electronic dictionary for chinese (whispers)
me: no
joseph: huh then what you use
me: the big fat dictionary
joseph: lol no wonder you got c5


nothing just felt like posting that. sg cc whispers.




THE INTERNET HAS SUCCESSFULLY SNATCHED ME AWAY FROM PHYSICS BUT NOW I WILL GO BACK TO THE GOOD SIDE WHERE PHYSICS IS

I AM GOING BACK INTO THE LIGHT

FAREWELL, DARK ONES OF THE INTERNET




i hate forgetting people's birthdays. especially good friends'. but honestly im so bad at remembering birthdays i can barely remember my best friend's. but that shouldn't be an excuse. i'm gonna buy a birthday book thing so i can jot down everyones birthday and wish them!!

happy belated birthday floydie 16 years old.




dreamt that dione got straight A1's for 'O' except one A2 and Kat got top student of the year hahaha

on the other hand dreamt that i got like a thousand B3's hahaha dont want anyyyy

ps: periodic table song stuck in my head! go listen, its actually quite cute n funny




felt a whole lot better after spewing and ranting and rambling on to dione about things that were really bothering me, love you kiddo (hahahhaa) can't do w/o you!




today is generally good. some bad bits like because i am really really exhausted from serving (see how much i've been eating, sitting down and studying and barely moving/exercising at all from o levels!) but serving itself surpasses all that exhaustion and waking up early and stuff. serving the Lord of Lords and the king of Kings.. that itself is just an honour and privilege. so really thank God for that.

on stage however i felt like i just couldn't completely enter into full, focused and absolute worship to God. i don't know why. maybe i'm just not used to it. i have alot of things to learn. but its awesome. i really am so psyched to allow God to use me more as a vessel so that i can impact lives.. and i'm so excited to see how He will use me for his great works.. :)

i think like i really need to constantly avail myself and keep serving Him not only in worshipmin but in other areas too like basically in my life.. they say your whole life and everything you do is a worship unto God. i really wanna reach out to people in this time like i felt like the whole of this year i've been trying to but things didn't really go how i plan it would.. i think i rly need to pray about it and see who and where God will lead me too. overall i am really looking forward.

also in this o lvl period how much God has taught me goes beyond words! he has shown me to surrender to him not only partially but wholeheartedly, knowing in trust and in rest that as i lean on not my understanding, he will help me overcome. overcome means so many things. it means to know in truth that God will provide and above all else that His will be done in my life.. more than my own plans. to be glad. so hard to explain. Chloe would know. just really amazed at how God has worked in my life this o's period. and how he's blessed me, mostly with the peace that transcends all understanding. one really tangible one was how i watched my principal's farewell concert (eng ppr 1) and our hist sbq in which source A had been tested in one of our internal exams before. praise God!!

before this post i was so tired and tbh i felt like today was a pretty.. well bad? day for me. well after serving. mostly cuz i was rly tired. but looking at how i've typed out all these.. things that i'm thankful for today.. it shows me that srsly as i continue to look to Him and focus my eyes on things that actually matter.. these tiny bother-y things eventually fade away because they don't matter anything next to the ignormoussssssssssly humongous God i serve :)

but one thing i was really bummed out today was about this realisation. of friends. reflecting about so many friendships i see right now so many of them that had drifted away logn ago or in the process. and it makes me real sad. so yeah.

sorry to u guys whom i've 'fa pi qi' at today lol. just these realisations + exhaustion + hunger makes mela a nasty girl.

two awesome things though: met Germo and saw hakimo which is gr8 cuz i haven't seen him in like eons except maybe webcam and happy belated 19th!! oldie




Hillsong United - How Could I Live


How could I live without You
How could I survive
Without Your love
Without Your touch
You're the One that heals me
And cleanses my heart
And sets me free

Now i come right before You
With my hands lifted up
With my heart humbly bowed
At Your work on the cross
As You hang there and die
You were paying the price
For my life, For my life

For Your love is higher than the heavens
Deeper than the seas
And all I want is You in my life
Noone else can satisfy my soul
Can make me feel this way
Only You Lord, only You








never had so many goosebumps rising on my skin after watching a video. it really spoke to me. hope u can take some time off to watch this. just w0w








watch this to the end. woww.




to be honest we've been finding you M, but really i think we've lost you. maybe you enjoy getting lost? we wish we could find you back.

where are you?




going for lunchie w dione.

ps love digging up old pics




i'm really upset now. not because of O levels but little nitty gritty shit so i rly dono why im being so meh about it.

first why isnt hotmail working???????????????????????

why is facebook so ugly???????????????????????????????

why do i feel like puking (after eating dinner almost everyday).....

the other reason is so lame i shld smack myself

i dont even know what im talking about
i shd be happy and thankful that wednesday is here and over and our geog class mostly did well for the paper but im so moody now!!!!

and i feel so bleh about this thing and that. i think im becoming a witch.

broomz.




i'm in the middle of my o's i think i can sense freedom just six papers away

o's is really tiring tho but its rly cool how chloe and i learn so much from this perioddddddd, and tmr's history paper and i dont like it cuz we have to write so fast our hands come off and i didnt do that for ss thus not completing it and feeling so dissatisfied but oh well its fine i'll be ok lost 9 marks for chem but i'll study harder for paper 1 then,

just cant wait for 13 nov. come already...........................................................................

Holler

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