okay i should stop blogging emo things and deleting them and editing them over again this is not going anywhere, i'm turning to my bible

God you're my solution. sorry. for. always seeking You last.

:(




i am bursting with thought. really. like 10000%. need to let em out of my head soon.






HEADACHE ugh






joe brooks cutest geek in the century




well what can i say? you guys deserve much better, because for me, i don't know what i want. yet.




"he treats you so well like he really wants to take care of you"




i had a good time rehearsing OP with nat and jade today :)

gonna be done with i&r, then gonna shower and memorise my script for tmr's dry run.

excited for choir, love it lots man!!

and. what the hell is wrong with you.

bye!!!!!

ps: val if u see this, i need to ask you someth about my online purchase thingy omg!





great place and great people




i can't imagine jc life without all my friends, all my good friends who have been beside me from day 1, from all the jc shit, through the good and bad times. i can't... jc will. seriously suck. i really love yall. no amount of tears i :( today will show just that. seriously, i won't survive jc without yall.

so what if i got promoted..... those who drove me on through the bad times and stuck with me matter the most to me.

seriously love you guys to the core-

choir people, and 1011 people.

wish i had more time to spend with and treasure yall.




oovoo with calvin and matt, and abandoned OP homework. best.

omg joke from geor:

Geo says:
never break up with taylor swift
you'll have a song written about you a month later.
mels says:
HAHAHHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
OMG
LOL
HAHAHAHHAA
HAHAHA




all the best for your a's but i still dunno why u said those things to me.




every time i am eating a meal now, i feel like puking!!

the only picture i dont look as fat in!!!!




i think i'm bloody socially inapt. either that or the 4am got to me. what was i doing. mel mel mel mel mel why

ugh story of ma life.

val would know.




shucks, you're so cute.




How to feel?

anyhoo, i haven't spoken properly to these 2 people in the longest time.




sometimes, i fall for the people whom i won't ever dare to date..

my heart hasn't grown up a single bit, you know? wonder when it finally will.

thanks for having that conversation with me B. you're one of the best people i'll ever come to know. very grateful for you.

anyhoo, yesterday mom went to barcelona for business, so two of my frns came over.. B stayed up with me but M totally crashed haha (fact: his height is the length of my bed, dead serious)cant get over that! haha.

well it was fun la. B and i had a super frank talk. so frank, it hurt a little. but i know i shld be the one apologising.. hah. sorry for what shit i put you through man.

going to naomi's to enlighten her about the mole concept!! bye

ps: scared.




oh em gee.. haha.

:$




For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all


You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me


You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you


You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

what beautiful lyrics!! i so really wanna sing this.... its because you loved me by celine dion.

the crappy hazy air has got smoke going into my throat (feels like im gonna get a sore throat)...




2010 beatty batch has just graduated. a little irrelevant, but congrats on your graduation guys :) esp the 5n's! really close to some of them, plus i am of course a true blue beattyian... love beatty. wow, one whole year since my graduation. anyway 5n's, it was good being with you guys for 4 years haha.

well what can i say about my life now except that it is getting REEEEEEAAAAALLLLLY interesting.... maybe complicated. RAY WOULD KNOW. HAHEHE.

today was quite a good day :D got to math lecture just in time for her to finish her summary on functions and actually start the lecture proper, like right after i plonked on my seat. hehe. was really tired, slept through econs and nandwani going "you guys obviously lack the skills, you know you knoww" (matin does a great imitation of turtleback). lunched @ j8 with the choir people, during PW i took a nap. sorry guys. know i was a little slack today :/

choir was so good today i liked it alot. especially sectionals, dont know why. sop1s sang at the corridor and everyone could hear us. sop1 pride!! haha. choir ended a little later today tho (not that i minded) so i couldn't pop by Matt's. sorry!!

instead had dinner with the choir people @ Kovan we ate nasi lemak! after dinner we just sat at a place and started talking about how were gonna do orientation for the DSAs it was SO.FUNNY. trust me, i hadn't laughed like this in SO.LONG especially matin OMG!!!!!!!!! waddashit... hahahaha.

love them. haven't hung out w em in so long!

i am so looking forward, of course after OP and chinese a's!

happy girl.




two days after i bought my books and I HAVEN'T READ A SINGLE PAGE YET because of PW and chinese tuition (chinese a's 1nov) yes.

i.am.so.gonna.read.tomorrow. !!!!!!!!

well today after pw ended at 4, i went to matt's house (germ was there too) omg haven't talked/seen matt for really long. we did some covers..... my voice was like shit. he uploaded one. don't judge me! haha. i will do better. i have to!!

yeah there's choir tmr till 730, he asked if i wanted to go over but i'll probably be tired already..... if i feel hardworking enough i'll have chinese tuition. :)

i have 9 or so more passages to go and two weeks to 1nov (should be able to complete by then!)

yikes, going to tawg and sleep.

not gonna be like today, was 2.5hours late for school and missed gp+chem lecture. told my maid to kick me if i don't wake up by 830 lol gnight all.













its so cool that i'm still in contact (and relatively close) to my yangzheng primary school friends. two to be exact! valo and eli.

:)

bought 3 books today- two of nicholas sparks and one sophie kinsella, sigh :)) am really happy.

i'm so easy to please:)

ps: a qn on my formspring- you should stop acting cute!

ans: ok sorry

ayo not even a qn

my very mature pencil case NICKELODEON FTW




(credits: val's tumblr)

Asaph says:
if i see that cat
i swear i'll buy it for u





one day, i want to dance in a storm. i did that once with charlene in sec2 it was.... indescribable. like bathing in the open. never felt so free and everything! but we caught a flu the next day. it was worth it though.

:)
seriously want to eat beatty's tom yam, laksa, san min, wanton min <3






happy belated seventeenth Geor, always love you :)




hi




today is a good day.

i talked to like every person i missed on msn. for rather long. which made me a very happy person.

also. i met my dad to cycle and have dinner. came home and godma was @ home. :)

she's sponsoring me 2 tickets to halloween@ night safari, who wants to come :)

i am happy.

goodnight.





presenting: 1011 (click on it!)

ps: didn't know how to get the picture, so i took a screen shot :p




omg glen asked if i wanna go HK with him after his o's omg i so wanna go!!!!

bet my mom won't allow. but still gonna ask her anyway.

yesterday we had some mom-daughter talk and i told her about my old flames HAHAHA

i'm 17 alrd mom pls let me go!!!!!

ps; super hungry gonna die byebye.






omg i miss Des so much! her life looks soo exciting now..... i just miss the times when ken, her and i just hung out in the car and doing fun stuff like bringing bobby and rain to the doggy cafe... good times.

:)

check her out! (especially if you like chinese music.)




crazy vocals, great girl :)






its good to be unglam........ sometimes.

:)






listening to songs like this. RIDE SALLY RIDE

gonna hide under my blankey and watch a good old movie... or maybe read a book. both sound f.a.b.

RIDE SALLY RIDE

OH!!
bought some stuff today, among them is this purple pair of shorts from berksha and i'm really happy woohoo:)





promos is over? i don't believe this, you guys must all be lying to me.




best, played squash and slacked the whole afternoon and now i'm chionging econs at 2.30

mel........ should have been more disciplined




i can't live without You
i can't live a day without You




there is something about watching a big guy cry that is really heart breaking.

today while serving on stage, there was this guy (i think sec school), big guy who responded to altar call. and he was crying. at first he was just standing there, but gradually i guess God really touched him, and he went on his knees and was crying really badly, like very very intense crying haha. and i dunno why but my heart just broke and i wanted to cry too when i watched him but i didn't!

i think its so amazing how God comes and works/speaks/touches us, though He's so holy and imagine if this is what God is like on earth, how much more will God be in heaven!

ps: pastor found out i'm serving though i'm not an SP. so, i think i'll be due for SP interview soon........ sigh. i'm quite scared. don't know why though. P.Da even took a picture of me to show bro KF so i'll have my interview asap

ahh...




<3
poser!!
equally poser
hahahaha
:o





blading from my house to ray's to gardens to around garden estates and we went into kensington and around estates again and back to school area and bladed around the landed estates there dono how many rounds
it was good. yea exercise.

but. i think too much for a start.

my whole body is in a state of collapse. and gonna serve tmr. God please make a way for me to keep standing...


well today, had lunch at PS with study people. supposed to catch a movie with em, but instead went to germ's cuz she was :( and i missed her anyway!

got fed cakes.

then met ray for dinner and blading. ate frolick.

today was good.

just really rly exhaysred now cannot even type and spell properly see what iimean aya

phew

died

gone
bye




maybe its pms (or maybe not) but today has been a helluva day..... Can't wait for 11am tmr. Really. Have had enough of promos thank you very much




never felt so bad in a long time.




okay... nvm.

ps. had a good time with glen today. talk > study.

also.

its dione seah's birthday today.

she's one of the best people i've met in the whole world and in my life and i am so glad to have her :)

love you alot don, blessed 17th

you know i'm always with you and for you <3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEin44c-MZamHsiCKjDb58dp691TiBMuRK1CEOTaJSrefacnG0aUANdeH2Ja45eW1z3I9MrLRvHfSua2IMMWE42bu26eTbdNq9YUnHEud2NY_jewy_TN6jc5ygKh1SPkVaLiuAMN65i0hAab/s1600/281.jpg">(i know its not exactly the best picture but i really miss the times @ the rocks!!)





just wanna get on a night flight with a window seat and my best friend/anyone nice :) watch the night sky... count stars, listen to michael buble, talk the night away, sipping on apple juice and being cosy. and maybe land somewhere nice.

yeah.

alternatively, i could always do with jumping into the sea from a cliff in the sunset..... always wanted to do that.

dreams. dreams. fat hope. haha!

its always good to dream.

life, fleeting as it is.. gotta make the best out of it.

:)




miss. phonecalls.

and.

talking to dione on the phone is nearly the best thing ever.

omg, yesterday was epic. omg!! i miss u so much seah yen ting. we will do so much more of that after promos.... and it really does suck so much that your 17th is in the middle of my promos. what the shoobydoobydoos!

did geog today. totally mindraped me. what the heck! finished up mass movement, and did glob 1.1 to 1.3 (left 6 pages but cant wrap my mind around completing it now..so yea) kind of happy. but still gotta do

1.geog A level qns litho
2.case study econs
3.study for gp (yes, i study for gp)


having combined centre jams tmr 11 @ PL need to be awake..... so gotta be sleeping soon, happy 305! then service jams from 2.

excited to serve God. yes. excited. after one month. i want to give God of my time..... :)

in all the busyness of promos... in being so caught up, i admit i've compromised my time/ r.s with God. its time to come back mels. we all know who's most important... God You hold everything in Your hands.

just want to say thank You and love You God cuz you know my concerns.. and for how You have blessed me with all these friends i am so loved. i'm thankful.

goodnight lovelies

peace!!!!




hi all.

talking to dione now, damn happy.

Holler

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