For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways. As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.

Isa 55:9




hey guys, i'm really happy because i've been able to spend time with people I love for the past 2 nights.

yesterday after i knocked off at Venchi, i met reaiah at Nex for some ice cream and then i walked her home (i love walking at night :)). then we decided to hang around at the poolside and matt came to join us after- he brought his guitar and we jammed for a bit, and he showed me the song he's gonna do with his band for some competition. pretty good stuff. so i really enjoyed being with ray cuz we haven't hung out in ages, she's been so busy with recruitexpress and all. im glad she's quitting it though, hahaha.

today, i was supposed to serve, but i didnt wake up for jams. felt so terrible. but i went for a dinner with my mom and her friends at nakhon thai food. it was yummylicious... germ joined us too, we went to some little cafe for dessert n stuff. spent good time w germies, i love being w her :)

so tmr im going to church to face the big fat scary music. and then its either lunch w germ&piwei or go to nlcc or whatever and then meeting jin at Greenwich to catch up (kinda) while she studies and i catch up on grey's anatomy heheheh.

love yall.






ELLOO, i'm chillin lika koolkid with my afterwork curly hair (not that i curled it, but i do it all rolled up so it becomes curly when i untie it) at 2:25am!!!

tonight is CALORIE night, i ate a huge supper. heheheh.
working at QSF tmr, then blading to gardens for dinner with clochlo yay :) miss her heaps!!

waning to go for morning prayer tmr, at 7am, but i dunno if i can get up!!! :/ but i want to....

time check: results releasing in about 2 weeks time. extremely uncertain about how that will turn out, and its kinda really scary cuz i mean its A levels afterall, which determines if you can get into your ideal university choice (not that i actually have one) so you can succeed in future or something,...

so im typing this to my future self. not future like 10 years down the road future, but like a few weeks down the road future. cuz right now im tired of worrying, its lame and it gets me nowhere. and worrying stems from somewhere in my heart that actually, subconsciously, places more faith in results than the great God Himself who, by the way, has a very magnificent, unimaginable, and very careful plan to PROSPER me. a plan that is higher than my own, or the world's directions for "success"...

i think the beautiful thing about this whole moving on to university is letting God lead me wherever He plans for me to go, because He knows me even better than myself- my weaknesses, what i enjoy, how i work and think, what i do best in, where i can grow most, where i can make a difference the most, where i will prosper the most. not just what i study, but the conditions by which i study in as well, the people i will meet along the way,.... all these things He has taken into account, and so even before i took my exams, while i was preparing for it, He has made a way for His perfect plan in my life. truly "all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be." (psalm 139:16)

and so jer29:11 isn't a verse we quote because we are afraid and worried and need some temporal comfort- jer29:11 is a promise from the Lord our God, our Jehovah Jireh, Jehovah Shalom, Jehovah Shammah. From the beginning of time, God already said that He will be there, He will provide, He will grant us peace, and He is sufficient.

so I am trusting God to not just give me good results, but results that are BEST FOR ME, and also that in His strength, I am able to trust Him for the results He has given me. i know that I have done A's with all i could give, and then more in God's empowerment.

how aptly Kari Jobe has put it: "I know that You are for me, I know that You will never forsake me in my weaknesses"

so Father now i ask for wisdom in the coming days in choosing courses, and also for the faith to reject worrying, and begin trusting in You for even these great big things in my life that are too big and hard for me to ever handle on my own.




today marked legendary sales for Venchi: 2000+bux sales!!!!

which was crazy cuz most of the time, it was only bren and i handling the store. but we did it -twist-

it felt good being busy though, definitely better than bumming around and attempting to promote chocolate to uninterested passers-by... and time really whizzed past!

i would say i enjoyed my vday today with bren :o)

my valentine, on the other hand, is in camp!! and he is no other than piwei :P who has previously been my valentine before a few years back hahaha. thinking about it, in our group of close friends, piwei and i are the only ones who are single!!! so we make do with each other for vday hehe.in a good way of course :)

was supposed to sleepover at trace's today, but the both of us are really tired and i have an afternoon shift tmr, so yea...

oh and yesterday, a group of us sent Heyong off at the airport. she has gone to Melbourne for her university studies :< sadness. i miss her :<



also, Daryl said that he might drop by venchi to say hi tmr! yayness. haven't seen him in a long while...

and piwei too actually. ever since brunei!!!!

on the bus home today i bumped into 2 couples omg!!! so out of place please :/ hahaa!

ps: did a v terrible thing today w bren and am feeling so guilty and scared :( i will never ever do it again!!

pps: the stars in the sky above my house all decided to come out tonight, and its really really pretty :)




dang my head is about to explode.

one thing guys should NEVER be is gossipy. thats just disgusting. i really need like Bon's advice on things now, but the dood has gone to the army. he would never gossip. he's constructive and rooted in thought.

i am so cracking in more than one place.

God, please grant me wisdom for the things in my life.




hi guys, haven't been here for quite a while. well today i worked at Venchi, which was really boring because its just after CNY and obviously everyone is too stuffed with sweet and fattening things to buy more chocolate, so we didn't have many people to serve.... and we didnt hit our sales target....

and also because i was working w joey ._. my supervisor ._. and i promise you, he is so weird and holds such awkward conversations, half the time i am trying to move to the other side of our little shop so he can stop trying to interact with me, and then after awhile i felt really mean so i tried to be slightly more friendly to me. and he's pretty nice because he offered to buy gongcha back for us so that was good...... hahaha.

i had TORI-Q lunch with trace which was quite comforting cuz joey put me at the grocer's which is INFINTELY BORING because practically no one goes there and if they do, they're not gonna ask you anything. you're just standing there to make sure no one steals the balsamic vinegar (really expensive stuff which joey made me try. vinegar straight off a spoon.... good with food but not with nothing and on an empty stomach if u ask me!)

oh, also at the grocer's, i made friends with a china lady :> at the next store selling japanese fruit and stuff, and i got to eat her VERY VERY YUMMY juicy and sweet tangerines from japan yum!

oh yeah, during work, i saw han and his gf walking about! he is officially bald lol. bon and his gf came to say hi awhile later.....:)

after work i went to meet bon and we camped at macs for like 4 hours just talking. i love the dude! it was so good to catch up and everything, we always have lots to say hahaha. talked about everything and i love how he understands me so easily and quickly i barely have to explain. today i realised how blessed i am to have gotten to know him in my life, you know? he's the one guy i know for sure will still stick by and stay as close even when we have families and all in the future. itching to jam w him soon but he's enlisting this friday... :(

yup meeting bon made my day today :) talked to him about things and i felt a truckload better about the stuff happening in my life.

oh and he gave me a super cool mini lantern thing which when first exposed to light then brought into darkness, shows 4 different glow in the dark animals on each side of the lantern. how cool is that!!!

ok work at 11am tmr. cannot be late. goodnight friends

Holler

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