It’s Your love that I’m holding on to
It’s Your face, that I look upon
It’s Your strength, that I can lean on
I won’t let go of You
In my trials, I will praise You
In my fears it’s you I will run to
I will sing of how You have loved me
Lord I can’t let go of You

i'm learning. to meditate. on God's word. which will bring me and guide me through all my trials.




wow. i flipped open this week's bulletin and it really spoke to me- the one about matt25:35-36

whatever we do for others, we're doing for Him. and it struck me that i should stop focusing on my problems and situation and intead, focus on the presence of God. to carry gratitude for the little things i've been blessed with and not just keep complaining. wow.

thank you god. its a revelation so refreshing to start my week.

:)


AND im so proud of my IGNYTE youth ministry of raising about 22k for charity!!!!!!! ALL GLORY TO GOD! :)so proud of everyone in ignyte, especially those who were part of the production. wow.22k! wow what an achievement. even in such bad economical times, our God doesn't change. at all.




uhu my cell, awesomely fun and nice people gonnnnna miss hanging out!!
and really, i miss my beatty choir. <3 size="4">Daughters- John Mayer

I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
She's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change
And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me

Fathers be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters too

Oh, you see that skin?
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left
Cleaning up the mess he made

Fathers be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters too

Boys, you can break
You'll find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong
And boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without warmth from
A woman's good, good heart

On behalf of every man
Looking out for every girl
You are the god and the weight of her world

So fathers be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters, too
So mothers be good to your daughters, too
So mothers be good to your daughters, too

i love Acoustics esp those with the sounds of guitars. gosh, i love the acoustic one
of Daughters by John Mayer which Geor sent me. its so... soothing. i love john mayer.
:) yay.

btw i just had the WORST EVER car ride- in my mom's car. goodness, i was listening to my
iPod and she just blasted her korean music (which is so horrible la gave me massive headaches)
like my earphones are not surround sound speakers!!! so i coudnt stand listening to two
sorts of musics at the same time so i stopped listening to my ipod. and the other worst
thing is that she drove daaaaaamn jerkily and whatever so i kept moving back and forth..
and i was trying to sleep. gosh. BAD CAR RIDE. plus her k. music. eew. hahaha SORRY VAL
but i dont think u listen to her kinds of k music!! haha!!

and school starts in approx 11 hours I AM SO DEPRESSED i'm gonna miss hangin out with
you guys when school starts and we all get busy!! :( this sucks. and we're gonna see
less of piwei too. we should have extended hols... man. really dread school except the
thought of f.r.i.e.n.d.s who are very much entertaining haha :)

i wrote an essay today and that is highly satisfying. hahahaha:p

gonna miss hanging out till late with u guys!!!!!!! :(

jae's in camp and he texted me to enjoy school! aww, and jae you enjoy army haha. haha. jae's the awesomest he used to text me like every sunday before school to remind me to love school lol, deal's sealed.you try enjoying army i'll enjoy school.

mela dela's i wanna i wanna i wanna says:
BYE what if i cant wake up tmr
mela dela's i wanna i wanna i wanna says:
u gotta shout into the phone
mela dela's i wanna i wanna i wanna says:
kay
mela dela's i wanna i wanna i wanna says:
?
floyd says:
i will leave for school without you.
floyd says:
haha
mela dela's i wanna i wanna i wanna says:
walao!!
floyd says:
yes, okay
mela dela's i wanna i wanna i wanna says:
hahahaha
floyd says:
i'll shout, go sleep earlier, make my life easier




omgee hi! been long ain't?

WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL tbh i havent been studying much for last 2 weeks of Hols. but OH WELL will study ALOT HARDER after June (promise.) and these few weeks have been funn:) since piwei's back n all. today we had svc @ paya lebar-combined ignyte svc. it was cool :) i loove sis gwen's sermons shes so funny and all. later like 12 of us headed to J8 to watch transformers... and corine!! cheer up <3 you. hehe. so we ate subway for dinner and then off we went to e cinema and i spilt subway Barley in my bag!! GROSS MUCH. lucky its all cleaned now. yeah really, transformers was rly boring for me since
1. i am a girl and i dont like action packed
2.noisy
3.dont understand anything since i didnt watch the first T. movie.
4.most of the movie was about robots and the only part i liked was when they actually showed humans.

gosh, me and val were doing the wackiest things in the cinema, taking pictures, lying on each other, and she tickled my face with her hair!! and eventually i just fell asleep for abit.

waste of moolah if you ask me, but oh well :) then after the few of us sat at MOS and hung out for abit :) theyre funny. and then we went home and the guys went to G's place.
thank God my mom didnt scold me when i reached home at 12!! because i've been going out and coming home late alot, oh well. shes still pissed at me. and today before svc me sis v and val were downstairs doing something cool!! for someone!! haha :p surprise so i cant tell you.

yeah and schools startin and all HOW CRAPPY IS THAT, i wish school was church! haha :p so my colourful nails has to go.... blahblahblah study hard and do homework and revise for tests and O levels and blah.......................................................................

cant even turn sixteen properly! Asswipe.

sorry, this post is pretty much Rants Only.

btw, i think today's service really spoke to me. I admit, i've been stuck in the rut and its time for me to get out :)

YOUR NAME IS A STRONG AND MIGHTY TOWER
YOUR NAME IS A SHELTER LIKE NO OTHER
YOUR NAME LET THE NATIONS SING IT LOUDER
CUZ NOTHING HAS TO POWER TO SAVE
BUT YOUR NAME

:) thank you Lord for guiding me through this. you're really all i need.





So take a good look at my face, you'll see..... blah you know the rest. waha.

Ain't feeling too good. but thank God for best friends. hahaha.

been acting like a zombie lately, lol.

tomorrow will be a better day...... i hope.




WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: water

2. Last phone call: valabella

3. Last text message: piwei

4. Last song you listened to: something on 987 i dont remember

5. Last time you cried: hmm hmm oh life conf! altar call.

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: hmm no

7. Been cheated on: i think not, hope not!

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yeah maybe

9. Lost someone special: yeah i did

10. Been depressed: not Depressed. sad upset maybe

11. Been drunk and threw up: dont and cant drink lol..

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. dont

13. have

14. actually

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: sure

16. Fallen out of love: yeap did.

17. Laughed until you cried: hahaha yaa! duh!

18. Met someone who changed you: cant think of anyone now

19. Found out who your true friends were: discovered nasty stuff about some friends, but i know who my true friends are anytime!

20. Found out someone was talking about you: lol yea thenn.

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:hmm..actually idk. i dont think so.

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them

23. How many kids do you want to have: one or two lol

24. Do you have any pets: rock&roll hahaaha hes my kitty (from toysrus.)

25. Do you want to change your name: no im good thanks!

27. What time did you wake up today: 12:10 by my tutor outside the door

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: on the bus with valo93 going home

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: o lvls to be O V E R

30. Last time you saw your Mother: when she came home just now

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: haha, theres one but i wont tell you

30. What are you listening to right now: doggies barking

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no ones named tom.

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: stuff in my head!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

36. Whats your real name: :o its a secret

37. Nicknames: mel mela melmel meow meladela issa melmelcat

38. Relationship Status: single

39. Zodiac sign: zodiac.. rooster

40. Male or female?: female

41. Elementary?: yang zheng primary

42. High School?: beatty

43. College?: notchyet

44. Hair colour: black

45. Long or short: longs

46. Height: shorts hahaha

47. Do you have a crush on someone?:ha ha ha. maybe??

48: What do you like about yourself?: that i'm myself or that i'm pretty nice hahahaha

49. Piercings: Ears

50. Tattoos: none

51. Righty or lefty: righty


FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: nope

53. First piercing: really young- i slapped the woman who pierced my ear (sorry!)

54. First best friend: hmm was it steph? or THAT GUY crap i forgot his name or was it colin

55. First sport you joined: swimming

56. First vacation: i cant remember!

58. First pair of trainers: crazy, cant rmb


RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: no

60. Drinking: no

61. I'm about to: laze around being useless and leaving my homework alone

62. Listening to: the computers makin a sound

63. Waiting: and waiting and suddenly my tummy flips


YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: lol ok sure

65. Get Married?: mmhm

66. Career?:yaa, but i dont even knw what

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: eyes la.

68. Hugs or kisses: i dont know. hugs.

69. Shorter or taller: lol taller

70. Older or Younger: idk. older.

71. Romantic or spontaneous: both??

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nyeh.

73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive and loud. hahahaha.

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hmmhmm


HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: hugged a stranger

77. Drank hard liquor: no

78. Lost glasses/contacts: no

79. Sex on first date: no!

80. Broken someone's heart: i hope not

82. Been arrested: no

83. Turned someone down: yeaa

84. Cried when someone died: mmhm.

85. Fallen for a friend?:lol yea


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: i guesss..

87. Miracles:yeah

88. Love at first sight: not rly

89. Heaven:yeaa

90. Santa Claus: lol. i'd wanna meet him if he were real

91. Kiss on the first date: haha yenoooo

92. Angels: theyre pretty and cute.


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: noo

95. Did you sing today?: yeah!!

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: like maybe sec2. or can i fast forward?

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: last year.. hmm idont know.

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: hha, actually yeah.

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: oh. my blog doesnt show the titlez.




me and val are like
Vala says:
turning and turning in the widening gyre

hahahhaha. crap la :/ shes knows all of my :-* haha. and we are so turning and turning in the widening gyre (whatever that is! from her lit poem)

todays gotta be a bad day. i'm feeling quite ........ upset or something

:[ ok bye.




life conference was wow! the workshops really did apply to me. and the guest speakers really delivered such powerful sermons which really was refreshing though we already know it- its sort of a reminder. despite the fact that i really couldnt battle my sleepiness!!! gosh i am really not a morning person.. was so zonked out though. hahaha. had alot of fun too la, really bonded with em. and ng pi wei caterpillars is back la!! his hair is going to be longer than mine (gh3y haha) yeah. yay man, cell outing on monday cant wait haha school=spoiler 100%.

by the way im feeling super guilty cuz i HAVENT BEEN DOING WORK OR REVISION!!!!!!!!!! CRAPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!




hi!! life conference on thurs!! im probably meeting germ tmr :) yayz. piwei's coming back on friday. cell outing @ sentosa on monday.

wheehhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeee.

oh and i totally bling-ified my mirror last night!! but my phone wont connect to the comp!! so i cant show u! but its quite cool!! like you're in a blingbling party or something. hahaha.

next week is school so i'm quite grossed out. party pooper. rr.




i reaally really really really am scared and terrified and terrorised and petrified by the stupid IDIOT LAME STUPID DIRTY COCKROACH in the toilet just now and i don't think i dare to go into the toilet tmr which means i cannot bathe and the stupid cockroach damn disgusting!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to vomit my guts out ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ewwwwww :( im so sad and scared and disgusted and all, i think i cant sleep already. the sinister looking roach will be sure to invade my dreams >:/ HATE YOU ROACH HOPE YOU DIE NOW THIS SECOND!!!! LET LIGHTNING STRIKE YOU AND YOU GET ELECTRICUTED UNTIL YOU TURN BLACK BLUE AND ALL SORTS OF COLOURS AND BREAK INTO A MILLION PIECES AND TAKE ALL YOUR STUPID COCKROACH FRIENDS TO COCKROACH HELL WITH YOU PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid.




today is quite a bad day. i woke up at 2 and called dione because i felt so guilty i had to tell someone. so i woke up and did amath misc exercises for abit and then went for lunch. and im back home doing amath homework and using the comp after a while instead, i think im gonna turn it off soon. i think today might be a bad day too because i barely opened my mouth to speak. which is boring, everyones like busy or somethiuuung.

and its 7.17pm the sky is sort of pink and there's a large grey cloud outside my window, i want to blow it up. please rain. i want the rain.

ugh, the only yay-worthy part of today is that i talked to vicky on msn for abit, man havent seen him ever since he went back t oooozzzie (aussie.)

i remember he hated the ah bengs. haha, lame but it makes me laugh.

i love gavin degraw. (yay geor!)




i want to say something. but i think i wont.

haha bye.




i slept at 4am, woke at 10ish. quite a battle really, but thank God i had energy to last the day :) i went for my first combined jam today. twas cool, despite the fact that i didn't really know anyone there and stuff. but oh well, i'm going there 4 God. yeah i really liked it, sis fran was really nice to me. and i learnt quite alot from the "mini sermon" thingo. and then 2ish valjohan they came and i felt happy cuz i finally had someone to talk to (ha ha.) we had service w sis gwen preaching. i like sis gwen and her energy, her zeal and all. :))

dinner @ adam then icecream at island creamery with the usual people plus their new friend samuel. jonus was really nice cuz he took 157 to take circle line to take another bus home even though he could take 153 then another bus home. and plus he waited with me for dione, so thanks alot buddy :)

felt weird because val left after dinner! so weird not to go home with her, haha aw miss her already. shes nice company<3. haha then me and don sat ard macs and i told her a secret muahahah then we walked around. nice because i havent met her in quite a bit.

tonight's a nice night actually- its really cool and its just quiet. its a quiet and peaceful night, andi really like it. so i was walking home from the train station and nature just sort of spoke to me. the sky and all and the trees, the breeze, the crickets, the serenity you know.. its awesome that God made all the trees and the sky and all that and more. its so cool. sometimes in a quiet night walk home, little things can mean alot.

and remember that night when val jonus and gareth came to my estate? i spotted one star in the sky between blocks 135 and 133- ever since then i've been looking out for that star every night and its always there. i think its my favourite star. hahaha.

God refreshed me alot today, and hes made me see in a new perspective. thank you lord:)

good day today.

ps. miss val (haha whats wrong w me)





today i did amath homework. then, i went to meet sis v for dinner. i had a gr8 time. and then i webbicammied with valo93 which was pretty fun haha, woowhee. and then gareth kept doing his slangs i almost died laughing.

track of my tears by gavin degraw beats lambert's version hands down!




when the music fades
all is stripped away
and i simply come
longing just to bring
something that's of worth
that will bless your heart

i'll bring you more than a song
for a song in itself
is not what you have required
you search much deeper within
through the way things appear
you're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
and it's all about you
It's all about you, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the things i've made it
when it's all about you
it's all about you, Jesus

King of endless worth
no one could express
how much you deserve
though i'm weak and poor
all i have is yours
every single breath




i have the sniffles!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





oh my zee.

glen(W); This is the mark of dismay says:
We trade mom for a day

me and glen trading moms. cool?

anw, today had tuition with my tutor (duh!) and he told me about his skydive in aus. so scary!!!!! mamamia pratahouses. will nevr do it, probably so scared i pee in the sky. anw kinda slept the whole day away and did some homework (guilty..) i think studyings more effective outside. after diner @ novena w momi i went to meet e peeps @ j8- vala, jonus, han and gareth. funny la. then han went home then the rest of us circlelined to my place for a bit. then they sent valabella home. i think im going out to study tmr. good good. then i'm meeting sis v fo dinner :))

oh yeah!!!!! gareth and me are gonna go out busking one of these days hehe so cool right and we're gonna be homeless for one night hahahahahah. crazy but cool!! ok deal, and jonus nut send me the pics pl0x, thanks :)




oh! today while on circle line i saw zhihan, gareth and.. bon haha:) j8's like full of marists la. anw!! my goodness for the entire day after the HM movie the hoedown throwdown song is reallyy really stuck in my head oh noo Boom de clap boom de clap de clap!

pop it
lock it
polkadot it
countrify it
hip hop it
whoeeeeee.

aw man. hannah montana sick. help. lucas till or travis the cowboy wuz cute :))




this is japan.

-
i think i crunch on too much ice daily and i know its unhealthy and bad for my teeth but its the weather!!! i keep having ice in my mouth. i need to stop. i will start cutting down tomorrow. at this rate, all my teeth will fall out in about three years, no kidding.

by the way, i need to start reading. i havent read for so long, i feel stupid now. dioneeee help me find a good book pleaseeee. only donny knows what i like to read- shallow girly chicklit. ha ha. so what!! theýr feel-good :D












I WOKE up rise and shiny early to go catch the 1150 hannah montana movie at j8 with minnie n donnie. i ate marinara for lunch, then minnie came over.




wooo, hi. me may donny and aby met up at pizza hut fo lunch and to trade ezlink cards back. then we went to aby's to play GHWT. we all played till we're so tired to the bone. it never fails to suck up all our energy. and i can survive on drums in Hard mode! hehe. meladela FTW (Y) but i cant play e guitar for nuts, i cant even do easy! hahahaw :p we had a good time and i successfully neglected my homework plan for the day. great job. so i'm doing ss now. byez.




gotta luvs capri sonne!



andy's the best! sent me the whole AAR album yay <3. plus, i havent spoken to him in a long time so it was a good chat we had huh :)

I AM GOING TU DU MY ENGLISH HOMEZWORK NOW BYE, worm.
sometimes goodbye is a second chance. (really....?)




my furry pens
bye!

ps mybangs r slanted




i think i am turning vegetarian- i either only vege, carbo or drink soup and seldom eat meat anymore. omoo.

and mama has been spending all her free time either watching k drama, searching up ahn jae wook on google and youtube, AND texting me random korean words i dont understand..

am hungry. andddz i just cooked myojo even tho its 5.14pm close 2 dindin. btw!! am soooo excited for after o lvls. we plan to record a christmas CD yayyy and thus presents for everyone woo!! plus ignyte camp. live conference in about 1+ weeks :)) yayy.

we be rokin out after o's hehehe.

bye.




Happy birthday mama.

going to minnie's church tmr cuz i'm missing mine today- its momas birthday :-)

i need to start making a study schedule! i hafta start asap. and, i cant believe i'm transferred to Mrs Raj's history class. euggh. I want mrs haridass back :(

today is a booooooooooooooooooooooring day. oh oh also happy bday sis v! (K)(K)tuuuuuuuuuuuuuutally miss Japan.





TODAY about 11 of us went somewhere in Yishun to paintball! how awesome despite the scorchin sunny weather. i was the cuckooest cuz i kept hiding in the shed thingalingz. hahaha, thus the no-paint-splattered me. homed and i watched Johnny Tucker must die, then me and mama went to J8 by circle line haha. so yep, today good day. tomorrow consecutive many many hours of English so bad day. may be eating seoul garden with ze girls tmr, yay because its Brens and Abys 16th!! two best friends love em loady loads. :)

ps, i guess i never really did understand how much what we had mattered to me



























Hi. the past few days were totally chinesefied. Man am i glad the bleedin paper's finally over. Papers were readable today (Thank God!!!!!!!!!!!!!) i could read lor ^^ but as DIone says: reading is one thing, scoring is another. ha ha.

hmm, i've also caught the flu (h1n1) (not!) so pardon my loud blowing nose sounds especially in the hall and sorry to everyone please take all my apologies and shove it up yor nostrils. ha ha.

I got this weird yellow wallet thingo for ten buckeroos today and its sort of Plain so im excited to go deco it up :} and i got the telephone wire tiehair bands @ Heeren today, poor sickly dione while waiting for me to choose the colours was given The Evil Eye by the shopwoman becuz she was sitting on the ladder. Soooooooooooooooory. wheemama. ha ha.

I hate runny nose. Congrats to Lynnie on her water bap last sat! :) this coming sat 6june is momi's and sis v's birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyy which also means i cant join UHU for cell dinner & sis v's beeday :( i am sad and happy.

and thank you ALL the people who texted me to wish me the best or to ask me how it went :) yay you guys are good nice people. and i had a fun time with Val last time cuz she came to join me chinese tuition with Siwei hehe. i love siwei! she has been the best chinese tutor ever :p

its 9.28pm and i'm in my BT uniform. Goodbye, my lover. Goodbye, my friends.

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