Universal Studios tmr <3




if whatever i feel is true then i'm going to be very sad about it.

then again i have no guts to ask you what the hell happened.

omg, why do i always get caught in such situations?

these things are so........................ messy sometimes.

:<

i miss you, in any case.

it doesn't feel right, and this is rare, but i am hurt.
only because you matter to me.






so. far. away. now. it. seems.





when life is boring, eat banana.





love working with markers stickers cute stuff and being creative... so long since i done that. all thanks to Jin because its her 17th today and every good friend of mine who is turning 17 deserves a handmade card filled absolutely full of my love.

:)

supposed to sleep by 1230 but heck, haha. this beats sleeping (for now haha)




i wonder what the world would be like if everyone just idled around, doing the things they love doing and making the most meaning out of their lives instead of slogging away and studying (barely meaningful), and working not for money but just because. if everyday were like a holiday and taking a holiday meant working hard. wonder what it'd be like if everyone didn't need to keep up to expectation and stress meant playing harder...

what an upside down world it would be

i dont know what im saying i am so sleepy but a pile of homework awaits........

DENGZ.




goodness me, i just got that butterfly fluttery wooooee feeling in my tummy.

:")

• (um, no im not pregnant.)

see all the friends i used to be so close with and now we are as far apart as jupiter and the moon and it upsets me

i miss you so much, why do you say things you don't mean at all.

sorry, in a mood now after my mom shouted at me for a.b.s.o.l.u.t.e.l.y nothing (thats how it is nowadays)

best thing is its monday tmr oh the joy





wish i was a koala.




God did not promise days without pain; laughter without sorrow; sun without rain - But He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.





you're almost just across the road........................... and passing roads buildings and places only makes me remember

HOMEWORK DO NOT SLACK MELISSA I REPEAT DO NOT SLACK USE SATURDAY NIGHT WISELY

WISELY

W
I
S
E
L
Y
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i keep telling myself "eyes on the goal" but you know whats wiser? "eyes on Jesus" cuz He says But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well." (Matthew 6:33)

God you're greater, you're overall.
:)





monday bus 73 buddy....
ABY MY BESTEST DEAREST BEBE
:))

my day started off pretty badly, i thought it was a really bad friday. like woke up late and couldn't open the back gate with my useless thumbprint so had to go one huge round to the front gate and was late for econs tutorial. devised a plan- gonna put a basin of water beside me before i sleep and when i hear my alarm clock i will dunk my face into the water and tadaa wake up!! hopefully that will work. it has to. i'm THIS close to seeing the DM. honest. and that sucks. and Mr O's gonna call my mom soon haha.

anyway. ya so it was a damn boring day... with our (real) break only starting at like 1. horrendous. only good side was fire drill which ate up the last 10minutes of math lecture( good enough) and the good thing was that i had a happy time talking to aby during fire drill.

had a good break ate up all my food, was super famished. reaiah refuses to take the lift when her ankle is alrd sprained!! haha. anw. after school etc watched viva till the first jazz band then left to meet dione @ town. had a really good time talking and hanging out.. never get enough :)

YUPS and damn bfy and....ah miss you.

okay. enough.

shower then econs tutorial.

go go go go gog go gog oooo




LOVER
beloved hanster and donny!!


i need to learn to love people who are different from me...
which means like 3/5 of my class haha.

ps: i've been wanting a locket since forever but it is simply just so hard to find a pretty one... why!! lockets aren't thaat hard to manufacture what




the quality of mercy is not strained
it droppeth as the gentle rain from heaven
it is twice blest
it blesseth him that gives and him that takes
'tis mightiest in the mightiest; it becomes
the throned monarch better than his crown
his sceptre shows the force of temporal power
the attribute to awe and majesty
wherein doth sit the dread and fear of kings
but mercy is above the sceptred sway
it is enthroned in the hearts of kings
it is an attribute to God himself
and earthly pwer doth then show likest God's
when mercy seasons justice, therefore Jew
though justice be thy plea, consider thus
that, in the course of justice none of us
should see salvation. we do pray for mercy
and that same prayer doth teach us all to render
the deeds of mercy. i have spoke thus much
to mitigate the justice of thy plea
which if thou follow, this strict court of Venice
must needs give sentence 'gainst the merchant there

Me:oi

glen:simi

hahaaha epic. miss this whole oi simi thing.

missed school today, wanted to rest. damn shiok. hehe.

on my to-do list: geog MM, chem tut and readup, math 6a assignment + 6b, econs essay + CS :( need to complete by this week! plus i have outstanding assignments from today... nice.

momi's pissed at me again.

and, i really just feel like chilling and eating alfresco with my friends now. today's weather is really cooling.

choir tmr, i cant even sing.

viva on friday but mins and chloe have something for me after school so i don't think i'll be going to viva.........

ps: min your balloon rider video is SO GROSS wtheck (!!!)




love the Blesser and not the blessings

even if i fell sick today, i feel so blessed cuz ray super mothered me and we had a really close htht in the afternoon... and then hung out abit at the choir room, super love my choir buddies :)

this is enough for me to last thru JC.






i feel that July babies all have an issue with fickle mindedness!!!

agree/disagree?

well, i do. haha.

:(




us smiling nicely
us being us


ps:
chloe is full of muscles




looks like you asaph.

btw thanks friends it was so good to see all my favourite people in one room tho you guys didn't know each other!

and thanks for all your prezzies and cards.. i am really blessed. :)




you're different from the rest




it just occurred to me that.. i can't possibly get 6 years of good classes.. well i've had four years of awesomeness with e3 and e2, now at least in 1011 i have 4 good friends which is actually good enough for me :) ray quim carresa and conss. :)

just that some parts of my class is stereotypical enough to classify people into "fun" or "mugger" which is seriously overrated, if this were 4e2 the fun and the mugger would totally like... have fun mugging together. or something.

4e2 dabombs. seeing some of yall today is like giving vitamin to my soul hahahaha

K BYE

starving waiting for my mom to get up so we can eat lunch.




the best. thing. ever. about birthdays is that..

you get to meet/talk to friends you hardly ever talk to now but used to be as close as mad.. and that is the darn most awesome thing ever.

i've been so blessed by you guys... beatty classmates, schoolmates, seniors, juniors even, and my primary school clique (all the guys!) and tanying and huisze, and nanyang choir friends and 1011 friends and OG friends and last but not least my churchies, i love you guys alooot.

and thanks for staying up and calling me pi! and for sending that text all the way from sydney Can, i miss you like mad.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN WONGZIE! HAVE A GREAT DAY AND IT IS SO AWESOME TO SHARE 17JULY AND ITS GOODNESS WITH YOU




i'm going to start saving money now. can't keep spending money on senseless things like

1. cab- need to learn to be punctual and take public transport.
2. expensive food
3. cute things and such junk which will only accumulate.

s.a.v.e. like half my allowance each week gonna be so serious about it now.

:|

chem and pw gah bye





staying up to do overdue EoM = not funny + lame




i have to blog about a few great people in my life and i'm so blessed by yall.

1. Dione syyyyyyyeah.

cuz u always figure me out sometimes even before i can figure myself out and u always help me clear doubts/dilemma etc, and we have the most amazing talks sometimes we connect totally like wifi tho we're from diff schools and stuff.. which is awesome. :)

2. Reaiah

learnt so much from you tho i only know you since school started and.. you always mother me and you're one of the most patient people and we have alot in common.. and sometimes the things we talk about, only we both understand :)

3. Valo

you're so silent sometimes but i know i'll always have your back.. and i think u know every bit of me, yet you still accept me for who i am!! :)

ps: time for me to lose weight going to look for my mom's dumb bells hhaha!!! and possibly run if i can be bothered to!! or i'll just really, eat less :D

piwei you must be so proud :p





i love you val!




internet and new house = calls for lots of photospam!!

1. HALLELUJAH INTERNET BACK HOMG

2. so many due assignments puke

3. my new house is the awesomeness

4. miss piwei my go-home buddy!

5. choir resumed, which is great. had j2 farewell today tho, sadness i miss both oli and kerlene in sop1 already.

6.valo's going to msia and i'm going to miss u on my bd :(( but its okay i hope you're doing good

7. FROLICK CRAZE.




im eating chocolate wafers from czech now and i think austria makes the worst wafers, basically
the sugar content > chocolate

:(




i was looking through my archive for july08 and boy do i look different. sorta.lazy sunday afternoon in bed

/edit
just woke up 6.14am


old chang kee SQUID PLS





i wanted to bathe quickly today so i won't be late for svc and!! i didnt wash off the shampoo properly so disgusting right!!!!

well today i liked svc.. (tho i was late, sigh mental note: stop being late melissa tan!) and my really kool friends surprised han and i with a cake!! thanks u guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :))

ate at mad jacks, sat at the fart corner cuz ben's a fart. swirl was too crowded so we migrated to starbucks. sat around and talked for abit, which was cool. took photos etc. got really sleepy..

later took 852 home (omg leather seats first time! yesss) walked home in the drizzle listenin to my ipod, really enjoyed that walk home.. thank you God:)

homed, packed all my clothes in suitcases. my house is almost all packed up!

MONDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh. my complexion is getting so bad!! it feels yuckish..

stayin over at han's hotel tomorrow, please guys do not spam the 'meet me in the ho-tel-room' song thanks ok.

i need to get formal clothes in case i need to serve for communion next time. val lets go formal clothes shopping!

mmhm. today's cold.... :)






five hundrid days.




WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: minute maid pulpy orange juice (just had to buy it, it's been on like every bus stop advert)
2. Last phone call: piwei
3. Last text message: floydzie
4. Last song you listened to: love is waiting by brooke fraser
5. Last time you cried: hmm.. last saturday?

HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: no
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special: yes. yes. a few.
10. Been depressed: depressed wow hmm, maybe like twice in my life!
11. Been drunk and threw up: naw

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. purple
13. yellow
14. nice blues

THIS YEAR (2010) HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: yes
16. Fallen out of love: i wouldn't say its love, but i got over someone (completely) after quite a long while
17. Laughed until you cried: yes haha.
18. Met someone who changed you: mm, yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: deffie :)
20. Found out someone was talking about you: don't really remember, but probably so
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: my mom. (haha!) hhaaaa..
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most
23. How many kids do you want to have: i want to eat chicken rice now
24. Do you have any pets: no i miss my baby sparky
25. Do you want to change your name: nah thatd be weird i like mel enough
26. What did you do for your last birthday: timbre then QH with my babes
27. What time did you wake up today: 11
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: doing everything but chinese
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: jc to get over with
30. Last time you saw your Mother: really recent
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: happy with what i have
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nah. maybe jerry did.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: im sleepy, im really hungry.
35. Most visited webpage: facebook def, haha, and probably this webbie
36. What's your real name: tan hui chi melissa
37. Nicknames: ayo don't get me started
38. Relationship Status: singalinging, but sold out for God
39. Zodiac sign: cancer haha ( like tumour!)
40. Male or female: what u think
41. Primary School: yangzheng
42. Secondary School: beatty sec
43. Tertiary Education: nyjc
44. Hair colour: black dark brown ish
46. Height: 150.9 but i believe i am taller than that
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: no not now
48: What do you like about yourself?: cannot think now
50. Tattoos: nay no thx
51. Righty or lefty: righteeeeh but can write with the left hand too, just slower and scribblier

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: no.
53. First piercing: really young
54. First best friend: melissa chew (really.) from rainbowland (my kindergarten. really too.)
55. First sport you joined: swimmin'
56. First vacation: 4gotz

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: damn hungry
60. Drinking: no
61. I'm about to: fall asleep but got stuff to do, ayah
62. Listening to: the fan sound
63. Waiting on: the world to change

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: duno, maybe
65. Get Married: yezchez
66. Career: wow, big question. i DUNOSS

WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes: eyes def
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs def
69. Shorter or taller: taller def
70. Younger or older: i dnoz, about my age ish
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both but more spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: lolboth thx
73. Sensitive or loud: lolboth
74. Hook-up or relationship: r/s def
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker haha

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: hugged a stranger
77. Drank hard liquor: no
78. Lost glasses/contacts: no
79. Sex on first date: nothx
80. Broken someone's heart: hope not
82. Been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: yah
84. Cried when someone died: yah
85. Fallen for a friend?: don't we all start out as frns

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sometimes
87. Miracles: yes..
88. Love at first sight: no
89. Heaven: yes!
90. Santa Claus: no
91. Kiss on the first date: im damn hugnry
92. Angels: think so. yup.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no
95. Did you sing today?: yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no way
97. If you could go back in time: yes please relive beatty
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relieve it, what would it be? Which day?: any ordinary school day with 4e2 and 2e3
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?:lol, i actually am. quite a bit.


bored okeh fb quiz

SLEEPY HUNGRY OHMENNNN.









i just realised, after all this while, i don't have a group for NYJC people on msn.

well. i can't wait for choir to start. but not really, since 14jul is senior's FAREWELL HOMG CRY!!!!

im gonna be so sad itellyou.

not looking forward to getting papers back + lectures + tutorials + homework + PW WEEK

pangsai everyday we end at 5.




(i love you guys so much)


God, i'm so blessed with 2e3 and 4e2. so many friends.. lifelong friends for sure, and thats so rare to find nowadays.

and God, thanks for always giving me the best. i know it.

and i want my serving You to go to a new level..... as in really.

hmm, tawg-worthy.

:)




cute :p

:D

ps 2e3 + 4e2 = mad awesome

-runs in circles-




the world is so topsy turvy now, so corrupted, full of evil and uncertainty but i have God to cling onto in the midst of it all, the light the everlasting the one who holds the world in His hands...

God you are so good.
i will praise Your name forever :)






i love brooke fraser, i love love this song.

like love.

sigh.

:)

just feel like being quiet tonight, listen to brooke fraser and blow bubbles outta my window but nah not this house i'll do that after i move :p

i wish i could hang out with dione now. the rocks. best moment. best night. best friend.

sigh.

love these nights.. miss hanging out at night with dione... and chiltern.

your eyes are full, full of the future of us





chem at 2:53am calls for desperate measures, like making stupid faces and drawing bushy eyebrows and facial hair.

gah.




u have freaking guy PMS

Holler

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