i am feeling so lonely today. anyway, werkin @ the basement office is really boring. more boring than being a waitress @ coffeehouse but its less tiring and it has more priviledges eg you can listen to mp3, can order drinks:p stuff like that. but its hurting my eyes.

i think im falling sick real soon so i'm going off now bye.




hi banana. happy yappy 2.36am and i just finished watching Lovewrecked starring amanda bynes and mamamia thank God i thought my mom came out. anyway yeah with this other guy and i'm supposed to be sleeping cuz i have work tomorrow (admin stuff! yay no waitress.) i'm soo screwed and so is someone else eating prata in the middle of the night so yeah! gnight. :)




i received the letter:} wooo. moron says it isnt bursary.


anyway. triple wooo.

oreo.




the sounds of the guitar can really calm me down miraculously fast, it really soothes me



and so next time, i need a husband who canfreakin play the guitar:-D



bought a watch today.

turn your comp upside down. its the kiddy kind. the strap is very straight and u just have to simply smack it on ur wrist and it will curl up on your wrist. froggy with glitter and water hahahhaa.

ps. pls take a listen to make you smile by plus44. and the lyrics. thanks darlie for all the good songz.

iiiiiittttttthhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnkkkkkkkiiiiiiiiiilllllllllloooooooovvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
oooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuu
mamamia here we go again




my heart is yours to fill or burst
to break or bury
or wear as jewellery
whichever you prefer




i sweaar tonight i'm sleeping early and waking up early tomorrow ok. today just sucked so bad it was so boring. like i woke up read a book bathed went to pick grandma had dinner went to th hospital came back and used the com. i need to start living life. and the hospital really is depressing. it always gets me depressed when i go there. sigggggggh




i was suppose to go to the movies with the cute littlee people but i couldnt wake up laaah omg;(

:C X1000000000000




today sucks

ps. fred @ sarimbun camp haahahah










thank God for late-night movies and popcorn:) they make me happy:))




happy 6.43pm

time to get out of my pj's

and go to novena




Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I wanna fill this new frame
But it's Empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
It's been getting better
I think
I've got a peice of paper
But it's Empty

It's Empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying to hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're Empty

And I even wonder
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But it's Empty

It's Empty
Maybe we're tryin
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're Empty

Oh, oh.
Oh, oh.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Oh, oh.
Oh, oh.

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're Empty

(Maybe we're trying)
(Trying to hard)
(Maybe we're torn apart)
We're Empty
(Maybe the timing)
(Is beating our hearts)
We're Empty




1. Do you burp in front ofguys?yes
2. Do you straighten your hair?no
3. Whats your favorite girl magazine? no
4. Did you ever spend all day/nightgetting pretty for a guy? no
5. Did you ever cry during a romanticmovie?Yes
6. Would you leave the house withoutmakeup on?yessss
8. On the scale of 1-10 how fun isshopping?whos paying]
9. Do you think lipgloss is the best?no
1 0. Do you freak out if you miss yourfavorite show?a little
11 . How long does it take you to getready in the morning?idk
12. Do you like soccer boys?depends?
13. Is pink the best color in theworld?no!
14. Have you ever dressed unlikeyourself to impress a guy?no
15. Do you often wish there wassomething you could change aboutyourself ?nt rly
16. Do you dress up too much forholidays?no
1 7. Do you like to wear dresses?nt rly but theyre alright
1 8 . Do you write a lot of mushy lovepoems?no.
19. On a scale 1-10 how much do guysconfuse you?Er. like 7
20. In the past 24 hours have you hungout with a guy?mhm
21 . Are shoes your weakness?nope.
22. Is chocolate your best friend?good friend
23. Do you like to paint your nails?:))
25. on a scale of 1-10 how many timesdo you look in the mirror a day?9 hahaha
26 . Are your nails long and pretty?short. orange and yellow today.
27. How often do you wear high heels?dont own any except for choir heels
28. Would you rather go to a sportsevent or go shopping? shopping
. Would you rather go to a rockconcert or prepare yourself for aparty?depends who im going with
30 . Would you rather listen to musicor dance to music?dk




hi. staying home all day is really depressing. i am never going to be a housewife next time. i really admire people like germ who can stay at home for the entire holiday and not explode. look at what i've done ever since i woke up at 2.25: brush teeth. reply texts. talk to germaine. eat. how constructive.

ps. i need a life!!!!




i have never been so awake at 4.00am in the morning before. i guess im really having insomnia and some thing issssssss pissing me off real bad and nehhhhhhhmind. tomorrow will be a day of nothingness and lazing in bed and doing nothing but rotting and staring at the comp and etaing cup noodles i just know it. the holidays have been pretty much mundane since many of my happyfriends started working and hey maybe i'll visit nicnicnicoley tomorrow hehe

wahlao i hate the holidays. i miss school. maybe i should start actually taking out my thick sec 3 books out from the plastic bags and start havign tuition/ self study time/ reading time/ being a 8-) nerd




i need a new hobby!
like..............

collecting stamps
hahahahhahaha
shiz.










i am so bored that i came up with 20 odd things abt myself. gawd.


#1 i have!unusual passion (haha) for well...... ice
2 very afraid of the dark
3 i do not comb my hair after i bathe or, anytime for that matter unless its rly messy.
4 i like fat grandmas and grandpas
5 absolutely loveee stupid colored nail polish like yellow orange blue or .
6 i still love avril lavigne:)
7 i hate make up ha ha ha
8my wardrobe is mostly made up of black. so emo
9 i have a childish bedroom
10 <3 markers
11 hate choir though im in it (quite)
12my kappa sch shoes havent been washed ever since they were bought its rly dirty
13have the urge to smack babies unless they r cute.
14have rly bad eyebags now
15wear pyjamas to sleep
16own rubber duckies.
17been the 'good conduct' student in class in p3 hahahahahhaha!
18nerdiest!!!prefect in p5 & 6
19alarmclock by my bedside table is 1hr 40min slow
20think some people look like potatoes or fruits

why is dione asleep?? im so bored




hi everyone's got their biological clock screwed now like me
and hocksiang hocksiong and hockseng, insomnia:[






need to lose weight

and stop eating like ........ a gigantuous humongic monster

patrick just casted a spell on dione and her toes




i have nothing on tmr!!!! shit laa.

i dont wanna rot. someone? anyone? call me out?




hi chek how are you? hahahahhahaa (uh)

today dione the piece of shit came over and we had lunch opp yz at 4+ (yah lunch) omg love long time no tomyam alaydee! she came over then when i finished bathing she helped me choose my outfit(haha) um and she was using my lap when suddenly she came across mandy's blog with the rain advert on clear(?) hahahahha waaaaaaaalao damn funny I BREATHE I MOVE I SWEAT WITH THE WORLD WATCHING MY HAIR MY CLOTHES I LIKE BLACK BLACK IS CONFIDENT BLACK LOOKS GOOD LOOK GOOD MEANS NO DANDRUFF CONFIDENCE MEANS NO DANDRUFF CLEAR MEANS NO DANDRUFF I TRUST CLEAR DANDRUFF NEVER COMES BACK MY NAME IS RAIN (OMG HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA) CLEAR! NO DANDRUFF.

dont know why lah it sounds quite funny why is he advertising on dandruff???? lame lah anyway she fell off the chair laughing (really) i cant believe mandy is all over dandruff man hahahahhahaha. i went for the wedding at M for melissa hotel and we were almost late and i cld just hear mom going ahfuck and !@#$%^&*() aha nevermind shes worse than me.


andy the gay pant is now promoted to ********* toys store in charge @ *********** (he made me do this....)
anyway now go everybody go and laugh at him
bye




sometimes, i dont understand life at all. what is life?? you enjoy in life you get sad in life you love someone in life you experience stuff in life but one day, you're gonna die anyway. i dont understand whats the point??




anyway, i hope heaven is a better place. if only a miracle cld happen for uncle yc.




i woke up at like 1 something today. lay in bed daydreaming till 3+. decided to get up and meet glen @ vivossss then we bought some interesting sweets and one of his was whatttt, atomic bomb something wth cinnamon flavor and its as hot as chilli padi imagine! yuck like shit. we got dione to eat it when we met her @ taka after her work she actually cld tahan it in her mouth way longer than us la. eventually she spitted it out anyway. laughed alot, had dinner. got a call from mom, crying and she told me abt uncle so we went to SGH and visited him man was he pale and everything u know he used to be like damn fat now he's only 47 KG not much different from me wth?!??!





im feeling so dazed tonight.




Artist: Boys Like Girls
Album: Boys Like Girls
Year: 2006
Title: Heels Over Head
I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
You were worth the hundred thousand miles
But you couldn't stay awhile
I got your little brown shirt in my bottom drawer baby
And your little white socks in the top drawer
You were always leaving your shit around
And gone without a sound

Yeah I'm the first to fall and the last to know
Where'd you go?

Now I'm heels over head
I'm hangin' upside down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
I got a first class ticket to a night all alone
And a front row seat up right by the phone
Cause you're always on my mind
And I'm running out of time
I've got your hair on my pillow and your smell in my sheets
And it makes me think about you with the sand in your feet
Is it all you thought it'd be?
You mean everything to me

But I'm the first to fall and the last to know
And where'd you go?

Now I'm heels over head,I'm hangin' upside down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be

You're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
Yeah you're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
You're burnin' bridges babyBurnin' bridges, making wishes
Yeah you're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes

You're a chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger
Chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger
I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
If I drive a hundred thousand miles
Would you let me stay a while?
Now I'm heels over head,I'm hangin' upside-down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be

Now I'm heels over head,I'm hangin' upside-down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
Maybe you'll finally see
And then you'll turn it all around and you'll come back to me




guys the chalet is @ east coast and available 2d1n for either 3-4dec or 17-18dec. please let me know if u guys want and we'll see how many people..... if not we can always have a gathering:D




im faling sick!

bye




what is worse than havign your period!!:( oh and cramps



gr8:(






ps. bishan @ 130, owwww my cramps bye




oh and i found my gay pants alrd!! theyre hawaiian floral printed shorts

like andy's

HAHAHHA

gay!













ittttttts perfectly fine to be a happy individual!




oh and i found my gay pants alrd!! theyre hawaiian floral printed shorts
like andy's
HAHAHHA
gay!




i thought i was on the right path to my needed diet one hour ago when i spent about half an hour scouring the net for practical diets/food calories/bmi/whatever. right after that i automatically went to the kitchen cabinet and got myself a pack of 3 oreos. well done. then i had 6 butter crackers. and a cup of coffee. and a spoon of mom's instant noodle.

i guess im not cut out for dieting. someone help me.

no im serious. help!!!!!!!!!





ps. im cutting my hair tmr @ 130!! :)
pps. im off work tomorrow woot woots looks like im quitting tomorrow. :)

^^
:]
:}
:))))))




i've checked chalets like costa sands, aloha, all not available( at any locations like changi, pasir ris, downtown east, whaddever) all booked up. the only one i think...... is this island resort. im not sure about it also and i dont understand this table http://www.islandresort.com.sg/rates.html if you understand please tell me hahahahahhaa.

thanks
xo




let me update you on my eating life today.

1. i woke up and ate noodles
2. i ate rice @ hotel
3. i ate instant noodles after work.
4. i ate ice cream after my noodles.
5.i ate 2 trays of ice .
6. i ate 3 oreo cookies.
7. momie will be buying chicken pie and curry puff (future)

this is it for your daily reads @ eatingfood.com




i want to post something but i dont know what i think i forgot i think i neeed to bathe i think im feeling weird now

andy the gay pants.




HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR CRYSTAL!!! its 17nov, also 3 (is it?) months after mymine. how fast does time fly. i miss crystal and the brown envelope letters in p4.shes my friend for already 6 years, hehe








ps. i cant believe actual people would actually wanna steal another person's shorts. that place is scary with all the china waitresses and im quitting. soon.




oh i forgot, the moon loooks like a cut lemon tonight. so pretty. goodnight:)




hi hahahahhaaa i'm being such a terrible horrible vegetable eating machine. you know yesterday i ate my dinner at the hotel right, and then after work i went with dione to eat spaghetti + a bowl of soup, and then we went to tpy and i ate a chocolate sundae and after that i ate one KFC chicken.......mamammia lol and today is even worse i had dinner @ hotel, and after that i went to eat a 2pc chicken meal with james and then now im eating chicken pie hahahahhaha oh my maybethe reason why im eating so much is because my life feels quite meaningless right now, wake up eat lunch go to work go eat go home computer sleep. boring man. i miss town! and shopping. and,,,,,,,, not working

i need to quit soon.
and stop eating so much.\

dione the fish left for genting this morning (she didnt work today:[) <---- that is a sad face and a close bracket

she'll be back on sunday.

i wont be working mon wed sat and sun for next week. have yet to inform jackfruit the bastard.

i miss the work-freee life. people, dont go work. enjoy your holidays don't go slave it away.

coleslaw! byebye!














hi. highlight of the day is that the firs customer of the day (for dinnertime), this old angmo man he came and pinched my cheeks twice. this is the only thing i remember other than my jelly tiredddddy legs now. and i really feel like i have no freaking life at all lah. work work work work. feel like quitting. this is hell of a tiring job. 3-9 tomorrow and hocky pocky if ur reading this my supervisor said u cant come in just to visit us unless ur dining there. and fredy uncle aunty and momi came at ard 9+ today and i never felt happier to see fredz i miss him!

ps. jack sucks. jackfruit, you one helluva son of a chicken.
>:[




hi today is a day full of wearing make up. oh, i finally learn how to put on make up. like foundation. and manage not to look like a ghost. feels like shit anyway. anyway, today was tiring but manageable and there are some china waitresses there who act like (ohmygosh) dont like them lah and thank God i didnt drop anything but i poked a man with a chopstick and thank God again he was nice about it and he kept smiling at me when i went near his table. oh my mamamia hahahahahahaha. tomorrow i'm working 5 hours instead of 6, work after choir, oh man. and i need to cut my beautiful nails. and get stockings. and hair gel (haha!)

oh!!! you know, beatty sec had its seminar in one of the conference rooms this afternoon and like so many of the teachers came for dinner during my shift, mr peter lee and mrs ang were quite shocked to see us in the funny black uniform serving and clearing tables hahahaha

i hate make up

thanks hockypocky and wb for coming today:)
i;ll visit u soon and i cant believe ima slog out like that for this one entire week,
at least i snack lesser:}

byebye

ps. where are you? D:

:(










okk i'm working from 2- 8 or 9 but the best thing is i'm workign with dione and jammmmm!!! and im being a waitress with them.

i cant wait.
but im damn scared i'll drop the plates or spill water on the person. i hope people like kenny and my mom wont visit me. so funny.

hahahahhahahahahahaaha

hahahahahhahahahahahah




CANDIES TAG MY BLOG I MISS HER SO MUCH LAH HEY!




I'M GONNA START WORK TOMORROW! oh my mamamia its like at 11 to 5 i hope i can wake up >.<



im at freds im going newton soon to meet kenny and i hope he brings rain the big golden:)



papamia i'm so scared about tomorrow



miao







ps. i promise i'll start replying tags as soon as possible im such a lazy bum.




one boring day, i'm missing you guys :

:[

:C




one boring day, i'm missing you guys :

:[

:C

































tonight's weather is the best. best for sleeping, staying up, skywatching, eating, hugging, kissing, running, swimming, anything. the sky is fab color- red, rain is falling, topped off with thunder and lightning. loveeeeee! tomorrow's gonna be coldie cold! :}

i am repacking my warddrobe because its hell of a hell there while webcamming cancan, ah crap.




im eating korean noodles in front of cancan now she is damn sad. webcam lah. and i just adopted a cute little tofu on facey. it's name is smellly. please go pet it or feed it.

~~~




candies just kissed me on msn and i was damn shocked hahahahahahaaahahhah. i went to TPY (eew) and then we went shopping for the chaletie and i met eddie my mama and calvin han hehehee. eddie so funny. then we ate (mel)laksa for dinner and went to cancan's place for awhile hehe. tooday was quite boring. thought i saw a cute dude on the bus he turned out to be damn ugly hahahahahahaha! :[

later




I REALLY FEEL A SENSE OF accomplishment noe. i cant believe i killed the most yuckiest bug on earth. it had rly yucky legs okay. eew. shiver lah. feel so happy!!!




BAYGON SAVED MY LIFE. I REALLY WANA THANK THE INVENTOR OF BAYGON BECAUSE IF NOT FOR BAYGON I WOULD NOT HAVE SURVIVED.




today is a banana day. really funny cz i went ta town with candies the celine.



i really don't feel like bblogging today. all i know is that i bought many things and i am broke. and missha nail polish sucks, srsly.



have nothing to do tomorrow, nothing at all.

maybe i''ll swim at cancan's.

gonna miss her when she's gone.

here's a song dedicated to candies sutanto, aka candice su/tan, celine.



Avril Lavigne When You're Gone Lyrics

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cr
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
mMm


abit of a drama mama but it's okay, i'll sure miss you truck,aeroplane,elephant loads when you're gone in indodo my mamamia girlfriend :[

pliss miss me!




oh, and i forgot to mention, germ's alrd left for aussie this morning. miss her and i wanted to ask her when she'll be back. but shes alrd in aussie-full-of-hotties so yah nevermind. haven't talked to her for such a long time. now candies lying in her polkadotty bed she looks like one of the 101dalmations.

so bored now + toothpaste wouldn't answer my phone.




i think i'm the most craziest regularest blogger on earth. i have blogged like dontknow how manytimes alrd tonight. no life lah.



meeting cancan tmr:D

XD




hi, candies just dropped from her chair laughing too hard because she captured me in an unglam moment while webcamming. oh damn, its gonna be on her blog as soon as you know. i really look damn unglam lah.

isn;t this cute. but my fringe went like, centre parting? HAHAHA

creds to cancan, oh did i mention uncle bought flipflops from armani? for me? yaye.

FM Static - Tonight lyrics
Artist: FM Staticm Album: Critically Ashamed Year: 2006Title: Tonight

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight
I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars areholdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars areholdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I sing,Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars areholdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight



this song is real nice. i'm damn bored now
everyone's going to work
i wanna go visit the working people!
nicole @ body shop
hocky @ macs


hehehe
byebyebye




ohkayyyyyeee!! (hocksiAng) i've gained like a gazababamillion pounds or something ah my gad you don't know how much i eat nowadays (but then again isn't it normal to stuff your face during the holidays when it gets so boring)


i officially announce i'm going on a diet. strict one.

ps: hahahahahha my closest friends would know; my diets never work out. maybe this one.

going to sleep.

pps: which mac you working at, hocky pocky strawberry

• shoes
• dorothy perkins half dress
• some nail treatment because my middle finger nail is kind of.. retarded it i point it too much? oop.

g'night darlings! shopping~~~~~<3

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