miss this.

had dinner with the dood today.......... syf is coming. before i know it i'm stepping down from choir. seemed just yesterday that i had auditioned for DSA and entered nyjchoir... sigh.

realised today that i'm worried for us.. are we too slack? i somehow don't feel like we're having the urgency and that desire... its not as strong as before. but yet i love my choir so much and have really great aspirations for it. its my last "thing" for choir before i step down :'(

on a completely different note, i am annoyed and have to find a more enthusiastic tutor, and i have absolutely no idea about math tut 14c. going on to d now oh well. who said we had to stick to abcd convention.

also. got back 2 block test results:
clb- 52/70
math- 47/100

oh well. actually i'm rather thankful. just got to work harder. for math.

catch u guys soon :)

PS: cant wait to go eat ice cream with trace, sherilyn and maybe wanlei sometime :) they are such fun people to be with :)




it sucks when you know you're not at all ready for A's and everyone is wishing you luck for it and saying study hard okay.

is that good pressure or what >.< haha




so, i just wanted to know. why do guys usually only hang out with a girl because he likes her? what happens after that? what happens if the girl doesn't? what happens to his other girl friends? and what happened to being friends?




i miss my beavers alot. spent thurs, fri and early early sat morning with them. friends do come and go (and good ones at that.) but its just something about the beavers.... no matter where we are and at what point of our lives we're always there..... im always here for you guys don, min, by, can, and bren <3

been thinking alot the past few days. today in the evening the sky turned yellow and i thought the world was gonna crash burn and come to an end.

well, watched 'Easy A', and finishing up 500days of summer now. if it werent 12am already i'd have continued with 'just go with it'. dione's recommendations haha.

i was gonna LNC jin but i think shes studying for a test.

and i. cant believe term2 is going to start. and i had no real holiday ;(




On the bus to RTC now for sleepover with my bestest friends.

Just had choir, was hangin out for a bit during the exco meeting and then I heard asap: "ya even if she says she has woken up alr or she's on The way don't believe her"

I was on e phone, but turned back and he said ya Talking abt you.

Hahahha. Now the whole choir exco and Nabi are going to call me in the morning. I hope I get some sleep. Priority for the bed goes to me cuz I gtta wake up super early for choir Tmr!! And. I kinda miss sap. Haven't hung out/eaten dinner with him for ages..... And we used to do that almost after every choir prac! Dang j2 life :/
But lunch with jin Tmr! :) the dood has evokx. Srsly devoting his whole life to choir, but it's good I guess:)

Meow. Over and out.




perfect by pink is SERIOUSLY stuck in my head. this means i'll have to jam it/cover it or my head will explode.

also. today is one of the rare days i can tahan past 1230am. dont know what happened to the owl side of me. so am exploiting it, writing geog notes now. stupid hydro. just finished it today. need to consolidate. still got litho and globn. and yet to touch gp, chem, econs. bright side: studying with chlo tmr. that girl is just getting prettier n prettier!! miss her one million tons.

on a completely diff note. i dont know how to describe where i'm at now. a little off balance... off focus. maybe distracted. sigh. need an open heart surgery now God ahhaha.




Where on earth is my heart? So caught up with block test.

I want to come back to the heart of worship.

And I simply come, longing just to bring something that's of worth that will bless your heart.. I'll bring You more than a song, for a song in itself is not what You have required. You search much deeper within.. And you're looking into my heart. So I need to buck up. But God please help me to.




Disappointed at my lack of self control and self discipline. What kind of student/Christian I am.. Receiving complaints from all over the school lol.





Disappointed at my lack of self control and self discipline. What kind of student/Christian I am.. Receiving complaints from all over the school lol.





I actually miss the old 1011 quite abit.. With con Quan cal Esmond and JL :(




I actually miss the old 1011 quite abit.. With con Quan cal Esmond and JL :(




so during assembly today they invited this dood from harvard med school to talk to us about: sleep.

and how timely for me because i've been asking my friends/myself/.. why its so incredibly hard for me to get up every morning and voila!!

yeah. so i kept awake and listened attentively for the whole hour and i think i've got sleeping disorders, i dont knw..

after assembly i went up to the guy and told him my condition and asked him why its actually harder for me to get up in the morning if i sleep earlier at night?

he said "well maybe you're the sort of person that needs extra sleep... more than the rest. like if one person needs 8.5hrs you probably need 10".

great haha.




Would that be possible may I ask :)

Ps: I miss moron lots!!
Pps: Chem test Tmr
Ppps: discipline.... Desire.

Sorry. Messy Random thoughts. Weird... Far fetched. Maybe even ridiculous.

I need to focus, been so distracted and lazy and ill disciplined in my qt recently.

One happy thing: 18/25 for my econs essay test :) praise God!!!!
Sian: failed gp essay 21/50 and compre 9/27 goodness gracious .. . My gp progress has been so fluctuating!

Choir BBQ and exchange this sat.
Clb lessons starting again... Not 7am I hope. At least I know 2 ppl who didn't make it with me heheh. Well but Even jek hui got an E! What a disgrace I am to the Chinese race.

Nyeheh. My chi tutor was so cute abt it.
Today I drank milk tea with pink pearls.. That was quite exciting. Had lunch with sap at din tai Fung. Studied in sch till 8. Goodnight everywun.




Secret habit: singing in the lift at the top of my voice cuz I sound a thousand decibels and so resonant :) and that makes me happy hehe :) had a good Sunday with ray.

Had an awesometastic lunch with glen @ orchard central's Tonkichi jap restaurant with our 1 for 1 lunch set meal. Ate like a pig.

Never mind gonna run next week heheh.
Cya!! Have a great week :)

Song for the week: I can only imagine- mercyme

And I have found by Jesus culture :)




block test's in 2 weeks.

had sports carnival today.... shouldnt have gone utter waste of time. could've gymed with min. haha. the only good thing was lunch. i tooka 1.5hr bus ride to church which was rly terrible and bumpy. so much for trying to save $$ by taking public transport! after svc i went to srgn macs to study alone and it was so productive :)

serving tmr and studying with ray in the afternoon later.

wow, each week passes so fast... dont remember it passing THIS fast

ps: i failed chinese, so clb all the way......... at least there's clement ha ha ha.




Godly virtues = brownie points :)




Without His love there is nothing I can do. With His love there is nothing I cannot do.

Just a reminder... Feeling a little overtaken by the busyness of the past two weeks.

Thank you God for your favor and blessings on me today during syf auditions! And for the elderly friend I made today during adopt-a-wish my SL project. It feels really so good to be able to bless someone who is less fortunate than I am. God bless him and keep him.

One other new change coming up is the néw system of serving- each week we'll have to serve at least once at PL and may even join PL's lcell! That's a change.. Big one at that. Wonder how it'll go.

Goodnight guys, dead beat. Lugged home the cooker we bought for our assigned elderly today. Hahaha. Cyall. Keep focused on the race we are running for Christ Jesus in the midst of these distractions :) and we will see Him :) nite







my best friends from childhood......... yes really. friends from The Shop @ Chiltern. used to spend hours sitting on that old radio and talking to them after school. lovely memories and lovely people in my life. finally met again after 6 years..... yet nothing really changed <3

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