Friday, September 30, 2011
i have cornrows on my head.
also. im beginning to realise that MY FACE IS CHANGING, its kinda evolving..... like i look different now....... right????
XOXO 1:37 AM
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Someone Like You... Adele. Good stuff. Love it. Totally relatable. Was just listening to it, and I'm now thinking of a particular friendship in the past. Funny how we... Started out a little more than friends tho, that was the cute part. It was amazing to get to know you. I loved how we were with each other, I loved our chemistry, loved having you around. You were my best friend :) doesn't matter if it were the same for you or not, but you were my best friend. And I loved you for that... Don't know what made it so awesome between us.. Truth is I never found out if whatever I felt was a genuine platonic love or... Like-Love. Haha! Man. I still wonder sometimes? Cuz when we stopped talking I was soo sad. And right then and there I told myself its okay, I'll find someone like you. Years down the road now I'm listening to this and guess what, I haven't found someone like you.. No one Remotely like you at all. Yet. Nope. Not even you, now. Guess what we had was a whiz of the past.. Those magical things that happen once in a lifetime that you're supposed to grab hold and be in it and then it's gone you cant get it back. The kind of thing that you're supposed to be happy it ever happened at all, and I am. I am so glad we happened and met each other where we were who we were at that time. Sometimes I guess I just look back and miss it.
But now I'll say: don't forget me, and I really wish nothing but only only only the best for you :)
XOXO 2:45 AM
Friday, September 23, 2011
I really miss going to school with Floyd on Monday mornings! I forgot how nice it feels to go to school w someone Tgt... Somewhat comforting in the face of Monday blues. Miss it. Miss the guy! Been MIA since the last time we ate lunch and had froyo Tgt.
XOXO 12:57 AM
Monday, September 19, 2011
And I hope my girl with the optical illusion top and 2 purple luggages is doing fine :) the beavers send their little furry love.
XOXO 3:39 AM
"If you fall, stumble down, I'll pick you up off the ground. If you lose faith in you, I'll give you strength to pull through. Tell me you won't give up, cuz I'll be waiting if you fall, you know ill be there for you."
This my best friends serenaded me with on my 16th birthday...... 2 years have passed. And I won't say things have changed much.
I am close as ever to Dione. Thank you for our friendship. I don't know what I'd do without you. Though we've had our fair share of ups and downs, you never Fail to stick By me and youre always so ready full of love and care for me. I promise you're the best <3 Love u forever :)
Geor. We hardly ever meet but you're one of those friends I know I won't ever lose..... You're one of those rare people I know who love their friends like alot. Thanks for loving me alot too <3 u always make time for me and even in small ways.... I love u very much :)
XOXO 3:27 AM
Friday, September 9, 2011
Had a nice chat w Jo, I thought I was the only one who felt this way. Guess I'm
Quite comforted to know that I'm not alone........ Can't help but feel guilty that we just kinda assumed she was fine by herself and left her, Im glad we had the talk. Would just die in sch if I bottled everything up.
XOXO 9:57 PM
Been so emotional the past week or so, maybe it's just so many things failing me/ or I think too much.. Feeling like I'm trying to find out what's wrong, yet wondering if anything is wrong at all, and if the problem is with me, and feeling sad about it at the same time. The last time u texted me that, I almost cried @starbux, I didn't even know it Myself that I was that affected, well maybe I am. It Just feels different. And youre not just some other person... and I'm someone who loves my friends alot... So maybe that's why I'm getting sad over possibly nothing at all.
XOXO 9:00 PM
Tired of trying. Gonna leave it as that. Until i don't feel so beaten up.
XOXO 8:36 PM
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
I like being called Issa!!!!
XOXO 1:04 PM
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Exciting stuff to do after stupid A levels:
GET BAPTISED (top of e list!!)
Go caroling w all my favorite people
Catch up w all long lost friends
GO TO ITALY w best choir buds!!!!!
Save up for short trips w diff grps of frns
Take up diving w godma
Perth w godma, mom
Continue freestyle blading lessons w Chlo
Get healthy lose weight get toned woohoo (Pi will be proud of me)
Last ignyte camp ):)
Do awesome stuff like read, sing, jam, do all covers we wanted to do w jozzie, bonzzie and of course my Georgie<3
Join evokx?
Watch our annual choir concert!!!!
CHRISTMAS
Lovely.
Come on a's!!! Will.be.ready.for.you.
XOXO 12:43 AM
Monday, September 5, 2011
Woohoo Prelims in a week, I don't know what to feel!!!!
XOXO 2:52 AM
